The Note : Past and present

...Life is not so easy. Everyone admit that....

...Sometimes it brings happiness, sometimes sadness. Sometimes it takes you on the top, sometimes it makes you to lose hope. It brings horror, and humour parallel. But these things are not going to let you stop from your destiny, no matter what.......even if this destiny is so hateful....

Life let you meet make many tough decisions which might bring you near death but... sometimes, it means nothing when you're already in hell.

Just like that, love means nothing when trust is nothing.. But the story which I'm going to share, is not something that will show you some worldly affairs and affections.. It's something which will always and forever haunt me down to my deepest memory who has never knew what this love actually means.

I don't know if I know well the reason behind these words but just like every coin has two sides, in the same way love has two sides : good and bad.

However in this human society, I'm such a pathetic human who has experienced the worst side of this Love.

Used, betrayed and despised; I know very well how these feelings thorns us in hearts. But I don't have anyone to trust.

...Only I can... trust my fate to kill me. Just like how he killed me emotionally... However, some hearts are meant to be broken, right? It clashed, only to leave shattered pieces scattered around....

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I'm Naria Kane, a pathetic mother.. left alone by husband's shadows just after my new born baby came into this world.

He manipulated me in his fake love and took away my child, Iris....I was so blinded in his fake kindness which forced me to leave every dearly beloved of mine and I did it without giving it any single thought.

Doom shall fall upon me and it did fall!

Now I'm just a paralyzed dead woman who wants death. My life has no meaning to ask for another chance.

...But I could just hope for my dearest daughter to live her days in happiness, despite her father — Being a cruel demon with a perfidious nature like a snake....

...In short, a wolf in sheep's clothing....

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So many years of nurturing Iris, she never forget to ask about her mother. But it has never came into her mind about her father's relations with her mother.

...A child needs a lot of attention and happiness in its childhood. And, with such a good environment, happiness just doubles....

I'm Iris Kane; a student. My life is like a free spirit with no bounds. But this is my true self I guess, I can't ignore it.

I live in Marlborough city. I am 19 years old youth with higher hopes. But hopes can be crushed easily if not remained careful in this evil world.

It was my Father who remained with me since my birth. He always says that I'm so special; yeah, no doubt in every family, their is a living star.

However, this means different in my case. It's really strange for father to still treat me like a princess. His name is Belmont Roukema Kane — Such name, I've never heard of it anywhere.

It has been 10 years since we've left our native place and shifted to Marlborough. I live with freedom with my loving dad...... But the truth is- I don't have mom with me.

My father said that she died in a car accident after two years of my birth. It's so bad that I don't got the love from my mother. I am such an hopeless girl. I'm all broken to find her missing in my heart.

I'm so afraid to lose my father too. So, neither I want him to leave me nor he wants, he is my only hope and life. But I know that, he'll never leave me.

Also, he never forced me to do anything. I live in a free environment.

But father always says to me; be aware.

I'm really glad that he cares but, in a strange way. Though he's my father, I never get to see his true self — his demeanor is mysterious.

Whatever the real reason is, I'm glad that I've such a great father.

Aside from that, I study in a prominent school where I've met many good students and great teachers. I've my two best friends - Harry and Daisy. I love to spend my spare time with them. They have all those qualities of a friend that I need. But sometimes, Harry also behaves so blind, also sounds mysterious; so like my Dad, which scares me sometimes... but trust me, he's not my enemy or rival. We're bestest bestie.

And Daisy is one of my half — A craziest friend. One will never get bored to spend little time being with her. She's reliable and trustworthy, but there's a little bit of sadness into her glad eyes which fakes happiness a lot. And she reveals her problems only to me which makes me feel important to her. She's a sweet, alluring girl with a comedian character — to make others happy, it's her motto.

An event occurred just recently, where Harry had taken a part in a comedic play which he discussed about with me and Daisy. It was so good that everyone was fooled by his acting which made us laugh.

He's sometimes such a cheesy guy but let me tell you a secret — Some girls in my class have crush upon him.

His Aura sure feels domineering but charming, which attracts others but it's the only reason why girls envy me more — As I'm friends with Harry.

It's the start of our semester and soon our new weekend is going to start which is the holidays I'd love to enjoy with nature's beauty.

In our school, a new club had started - Forest Club. The most exciting club. Students of this club have their survival courses in forest during weekends. There everyone learns how to live in wilderness. It is so adventurous. But unfortunately, just after two weeks, it was stopped, cause something happened and it was rumoured to be a death deal. But in actual, true words are fabricated by rumours which are sure frustrating to admit it's true.

However, I'm not that fickle to change my course because of some mere rumours. I'm totally fascinated with Forest Club and I love challenges in adventures. I hope that it might begin during vacations again, so I may join—"

"—Alas! How clumsy I'm. Why I'm so willful?! My father will never allow me to get joined in such things as he has never permitted me into such things. I'm sure he'll reject me again, so it's no use asking him... as, I am so sad that after some time, I will not be there for my friends too............... For my life, Dad is planning something for this body of mine... which isn't my own.

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