Episode 4: Frozen

The new day began, since she was no longer with him, she practiced the habit of waking up around 5 am to open the door waiting for the first rays of the new day.

Girl of the Sunny.

The woman's words still echoed in her head, not knowing when she would like the dawn to wait for the sun's rays. Like fresh mornings and fear the darkness enveloped.

In the sun, I really stand out.

Remember the words he once said when he looked at her when the sun shone on him in that chair. Those rays will also turn off when the black cloud wind comes.

"Sunny?"

Thinking about why I was like that, not understanding why I was suited to those light golden rays.

On the other side is his room. He opened the door to catch the first breeze, which made him feel very comfortable.

The boy of the wind.

Yesterday he met a woman and said that to him, not knowing why. He liked the winds and wanted to be like that wind freely flying around the four directions that no one could stop.

I don't like being here, not having someone I love and not giving me happiness.

She will be happy with her choice.

He did not believe the woman's words because his choice was Thao An but why he did not feel any happiness at all.

After changing, she did not hesitate to go straight to school to have breakfast with the person she trusted the most. Habit was still like that, open the window to reach out to catch the light rays, everyone didn't like the sun but she loved those rays very much.

"Are you having fun?"

Finding a seat, sit down opposite My Lien is excited to return after a honeymoon.

"Just like Korea"

Still bland like that, nothing new except meeting that woman. She looked at the bracelet in its hand intact, probably broken but made by her.

"How are you and him?"

I hope that in a period of more than a week there must be nothing more different than the cold days together.

"Just like the beginning"

Nothing was going on, she herself didn't want to contact him because she didn't want anything to happen in this mess.

"Why don't you forget Tri Quoc, that person has kept you waiting for 4 years. Why not start another life?"

Mỹ Liên knew her better than anyone else, the often unbearable cries of Thuong Hi in the old days made her feel sorrow. There were times when she cried on her shoulders, hugged him to sleep. She hated that boy who dared to leave him for 4 years, without any contact or no news.

"No, I believe he will return. I'll definitely wait."

Her heart was determined to raise hope until he told her the one thing he was most afraid of.

I'm sorry, I don't love you anymore.

She herself feared that sentence so much, afraid he would let her go and fall into the abyss no one could save. Because he is her belief and happiness, losing him, she no longer wants to live.

My Lien also could not change the decisions of her people, she feared that people would be more and more miserable knowing that one day the blue sky would turn into hell.

Hope is hope forever, but when hope too much, then disappointed. Afraid that one day she would lose her last happiness. No family, no career, no love and no happiness.

You have to have breakfast, not drinking so much coffee.

The person who reminded me besides was no longer with him now, still keeping the habit of following Thao An's words like that. He remembered those sweet, mellow voices for months.

"Chairman, these are urgent documents to sign."

Although his mood was very painful, his work did not stop, but continued to develop non-stop, but the staff knew that those eyes had turned off the smile.

Pick up the pen and read the documents quickly, dip the pen down, sign quickly, and the clerk walks out of the room. The air became quiet, only his steady breathing. Eyes looking out at the bustling Seoul.

10:00 Today she just studied in the morning, walking out of the school cloud that covered the blue sky, hiding those small sunlight behind, the wind also blew harder.

"The night wind blows again"

Looking up at the sky, the rays of the sun had died out, the night clouds were blowing in the wind, preparing for a rain to appear. He didn't like the rain because it covered the sunlight but he liked the rainbow after the rain.

She forgot that she didn't bring any umbrella outside, walked down the steps in front of the school outside to wait for the rain to clear. The first rain of December then the snow will come.

Separation.

The raindrops also gently fell, just a gentle breeze blowing coldly through her small person. Hand catching these light raindrops, it was cold in her hand.

Must wear a lot of warm clothes, it will not feel cold. Always put a scarf to your neck, hear?

That same winter, he put a red scarf on her neck and it is still with her now. The scarf he gave away at Christmas that year, her favorite gift.

The wind blew the rain away, the white clouds began to return after that light rain. Step off the steps to welcome the rays back, the last rays of the month to prepare for the snow.

Because it's too early to go wherever you like, buy a lot of things on hand. The place she liked the most was the large Han River bank, where her familiar lawn often sat.

Cold weather like that, the small rays of sunlight also weakened signaling the coming snow. She liked those little white particles of snow, which were strong, resilient water droplets.

She liked looking down at the surface of the water, the falling leaves drifting along that gentle water wandering around. The slight rays of sunlight shining on the surface of the water became incredibly strange.

The breeze that carried the cold winter air blew through her, not feeling cold because she seemed to be used to it. His shawl seemed to be heating her.

Suddenly Thuong Ngoc called her at this time, smiled slightly and accepted the call from this lovely little sister.

"Onii-chan, I'm out of winter and I'm bored of death! I want to see you"

The voice that often followed her all the time now followed her less than before, in that hell house she only loved this younger sister.

"So you go to the Han River, I'm here"

There was a younger sister who was just as good and good as anyone who could not love, and hung up.

" Sister"

Like a lightning god within 5 minutes had appeared in front of her that lovely smile, the same girl she used to chase throughout the yard every day.

"I'm here"

Smiling at her brother, it gave her a sense of security without any dust in this harsh society. Honest eyes never lie to her.

"How do you live?"

She worries about her sister's life, marrying someone she doesn't love is a nightmare in her life.

"Still the same, bland"

Every time she asked this question, she answered the same thing because the present life is really too boring without him.

"Are you happy?"

Looking at the eyes of his sister, still like that, he still carries a feeling of longing for his beloved. Bringing unhappiness no one can comprehend all.

"In my situation, are you happy?"

She asked herself what "happiness" was and why everyone didn't have it. Maybe others are not rich, but on their lips are always happy smile, their eyes always contain happiness. And you are different, happy it is simple but as far as the stars in heaven. It was so far away that she wanted to give up this life.

"Still you, I will be happy"

Holding on to her sister's cold hand, feeling that her brother lacked family happiness a lot, and so was love.

"But I can't live without Tri Quoc"

To her, he seemed like oxygen might diminish but couldn't be lost because losing oxygen would not end her life.

"I believe he will return."

Not sure if that person would return, but she believed that if she loved each other, she would definitely return to her sister.

Time might erase everything, but her hopes for him that didn't change were still the same, waiting for him to wear out. Time can change people's hearts but she does not, she loves that person only one heart. Love to the point of not being able to love anymore and until she lost love then she would fall into a deep pit forever unable to escape anymore.

I'm sorry, I don't belong to this life.

Let me leave you so we can live in our own world.

He continued to have those nightmares when he was not with that girl, today he saw Thao An left in the white smoke leaving him in the dark sky.

" Please"

My heart didn't know how many times it hurt, it kept growing like that. Losing mother when she was five, losing her younger sister when she was ten, losing father-son relationship and letting go of the person she loved most.

His heart could no longer accept the suffering, it became more stoney and no more arrows of pain shot at it.

Twenty years ago, a car accident claimed his loving mother from life. A shock too big for him, his younger sister just turned seven months old. These days, he locked himself in the room crying so sick. Since he was severely depressed, his father almost collapsed when he saw him so skinny.

By the time my sister was five, thanks to this little sister, my illness was better. But unfortunately once in the pool, he ran around where his younger brother became a catcher. At the same time, his only sister left forever. His father blamed him because his sister died, and he hated himself for not knowing how to swim.

Also from those things that he hated, became a "comet child". Although his career developed, becoming the successor of his father, he still hated this child.

Life was too harsh, for him to lose so much and he himself did not cling to his love. He was useless, hating himself why he couldn't do anything.

Those things haunted his life, just when he was with Thao An, those things vanished but when he left, those things came back. He waited for the day the girl returned to ease the pain in his heart.The new day began, since she was no longer with him, she practiced the habit of waking up around 5 am to open the door waiting for the first rays of the new day.