ML Obsessed With The Villain p.o.v.

p.o.v.

Yi's P.O.V.

It felt weird how some people would boost about their parent's love and care as if it's a great thing. what is their love and care? why is it so different from mine? to me................ why is it only their beating or their cussing , if it is their care and love then I have plenty of it , and it hurts every time I receive them. I really don't want their love and care anymore.

unlike my elder brother who just loves going out and being with his friends . I just stay at home with my parents , helping them in managing the house but......... still compared to the smile which they gave brother why do I only get their scrawl, frowns and even stares full of hatred and disgust.

I always wondered why mother never allowed me to call her mother until I got to know she isn't even my mother , my mother was a designer , her real identity was unknown. All her life she worked behind the shadows for my father and gave birth to me for him. According to mother's diary that I found in my room (storeroom) mother was rescued by father when he found her lying lifeless beside the lake , mother's memories were lost , so she stayed with father and fell in love with him . According to the servants my mother died during my birth that's why father hates me but........

if father really loved mother why he didn't told her he was married , never stood up for her when she was insulted by madam and why did he.......... forced her. mother seemed in a lot of pain when she wrote all this. I don't know what should I do? is my mother wrong fall falling for a married man or is father wrong for never telling about it and neither respecting her wishes? but as a son I should definitely avenge my mother for all the insults and humiliation she suffered. but I don't even know how and why.! my hatred for madam began when she mentioned how once threw my mother at a bunch of executives for entertaining them , whole night her cries and pleads rang in the mansion but no one saved her , not even.......... father.

I don't know whether my mother was third party or not but I know she loved me , she was expecting my arrival. she always wrote in her diary , how she expects for a healthy child and then she'll live this house with the child. how nice it would be if this has happened. everyone would be happy and live a good life. I too won't get beaten up every day

living my life I feel so weak , like a rat hiding in it's hole . everything feels wrong to me . everything even my own..... existence.

if more than anything I want something than it is to just ...... disappear. or perish completely from this world. but the god seems like not having an ounce of mercy at me. not even granting the only one thing I have earnestly wishing for everyday.

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everyone can everyone please mention their names again who want a shout out ,. cause comments section all meshed up so..... hehe you know I am lazy more....🤗🤗

as for the new readers welcome.

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