CHAPTER 5: WAS SHE ABUSED OR MOLDED?

Another chapter of her life was about to begin. Time was really fast and now she needed to enter College. She chose to study in a University as a Scholar. She passed the College Entrance Examination and fortunately became one of their Top Students.

During her college years, she always excelled in her course, from first year to second year. She was undeniably smart and kind to others. But there's still one thing she lacked, and that was her faith.

Still, she thought that all her academic success and achievement were all due her own skills, knowledge, and strength. She became proud of herself even though she wasn’t that type of self-conceited one.

During her college life, she also became a Student Assistant in their College Library. She was earning some money, while she was studying. After her class or before her first class, she would have her duty in the College Library and in there, she would have helped the librarians and assisted the students. Some things she did in the library were arranging books in the shelf, making news clips for vertical files, arranging the student’s library card, encoding new books, and even covering books with plastics. It was a surprised that she has enough strength doing all those things every day in her college years.

Unexpected things happened and she never knew that it would hit her again. It was in her 3rd year college, when she became stressed out of heavy school works and other circumstances. Moreover, she was quite uneasy of their very strict, perfectionist adviser in their major subjects. She felt exhausted all the time, she even skipped meals just to consume enough time to finished all the necessary documents, videos, and activities that were assigned to them.

Days, weeks, months have passed but still she couldn’t do the first task that was assigned to them, since her mind was preoccupied with many thoughts. Her parents, especially her mother began to worry again. Her mother became too emotional of her daughter’s situation. Her daughter felt so uncomfortable at all in her life, she became uneasy and often couldn’t sleep well at night. Basically, the girl couldn't sleep for almost a week. But, how could she still be able to go to the campus and do her job as usual? Well, that remains a mystery. Although, she were physically present at all times, she was still absent-minded. She couldn’t speak well when she was asked and all she did was to smile faintly.

What's wrong with her?....

She even skipped her major class because she was too stressed of hearing some scold and harsh words again and again from her terror adviser. She was verbally abused, she heard awful words that she never heard before. It was painful at her side because it was her first time, but she never knew that her adviser just wanted her to become stronger because those situations might really be encountered in real life scenario in the future.

Her adviser was known to be strict, perfectionist and quite harsh but they didn’t know that this person has a very good heart, sincere mind and good intentions with each of her students. She’s like a mother who always knows best for her children.

She never knew why her adviser should do those mean things to them. She was confused and deliberately depressed with her life. She had experienced the same thing before and she never wanted to deal with it anymore.

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