That feel

Am I the only who is enduring this kind of unbearable pain ? I'll give up soon " Sohyun murmured while moving with her little steps on her way to home, the day was arduous her whole body was aching badly. Sohyun thought about resting near a tree for some minutes, she stood there and stopped for a while to feel relaxed.

She closed her eyes to feel the gentle wind blowing around her, it made her feel relieved but her traumatic experiences came as a flashback. She opened her eyes in great nervousness and was in urge to cry, the past memories were swallowing her she was losing her courage and was about to give up.

"No you are too young to let the world break you !" A voice responded by saying this powerful inspiring quote. Sohyun looked around there were no one rather than her and trees, she thought it would be a misconception and it's common among the ones who have experienced something horrible in the past.

She took it lightly cause she always thought it would be the result of that horrible trauma which she has been hiding from her beloved Grandma from years and she often feel like it's been controlling her a lot.

Whenever Sohyun felt overwhelmed a voice reach her ears and it pierced through the negativity by erasing it within seconds. It's unbelievable for her to even wonder about it, Sohyun realised and tried to understood the fact,as the time passed that unfamiliar voice turned into a familiar voice and Sohyun became used to it.

"Now I am totally fine yes!! Sohyun you are feeling good let's prepare yourself to face grandma nicely" Sohyun murmured and prepared herself before entering the house.

"Welcome back my sweetie" A sweet heart melting voice welcomed Sohyun when the sound of door opening came before she enter inside the room.

"Hiii My wonderful Grandma!!" Sohyun ran and hugged her tightly by kissing her on the cheeks, she remained like that for few minutes.

"Oh My..Oh stop it!! Sohyun you are becoming more stronger day by day hahaha" Grandma replied by hitting the hands of Sohyun lightly to loose her grip from Grandma.

"Ouch!! No grandma you are much more stronger than me see..see I got hurt" Sohyun laughed and left grandma free from her hands, rubbed her hand and acted like it really hurts her a lot and left painful scar in her hand.

"Oh stop it haha you're such a dramaqueen Sohyun now go!! get change and come soon I have a surprise for you" Grandma gently pat her hands on the back of Sohyun and moved towards the kitchen to get the dishes on the table for dinner.

Sohyun ran towards her room to get changed but some glitters near the window caught her attention, she slowly moved and tried to touch it.

"Sohyun come soon sweetie!" Grandma suddenly called Sohyun for dinner while pouring water in the glasses.

"Ah..yess Grandma I'll be there soon just wait 10 more minutes" Sohyun turned back and replied loudly so that grandma cound hear her voice clearly.

"I have to go!! I'll see that later" Sohyun left the place and soon entered her room, she forget about the glitters and after getting changed she ran towards the dinner table without seeing those sparkling glitters.

After finishing dinner grandma gave Sohyun a beautiful present.

"Woww...is it for me yay!! you're the best!! my one and only Grandma" Sohyun jumped out of excitement, she felt delighted and hugged Grandma.

"Now open it dear I hope you really like it" Grandma replied sweetly while patting her hands at Sohyun's shoulder.

"Let's see what's this...Oh My God!! Grandma!! it's really beautiful I have never seen a sweater like this thankyou so much!!" Sohyun cried by holding the sweater in her hands, it reminded her of the childhood days she spent with her parents.

"Oh why are you crying sweetie don't cry" Grandma hugged Sohyun and tried to comfort her nicely with her words.

"Grandma it's really beautiful I never thought about this present it reminded me of my childhood days" Sohyun tried to control her but she failed and tears kept falling from her eyes.

"I know dear those times were precious for me too..I can't say that from now on everyday would be good for you, I can't lie like that but you know there would be many beautiful days they are coming soon don't lose your hopes" Grandma wiped the tears from Sohyun's face and tried to motivate her.

"Yes Grandma I hope there would be a better word than Love really..I mean... I truly mean it I truly love you a lot" Sohyun hugged Grandma once again.

"I know dear now go and sleep soon ok tomorrow you have so much of work to do, don't be so harsh on yourself" Grandma said while cleaning the table.

"First I'll help you then I'll go for sleep grandma" Sohyun took the plates from Grandma and moved towards the kitchen to clean all the plates.

" I am able to do this alone go sleep" Grandma opposed but failed in front of stubborn Sohyun.

"Grandma you know I'll finish this soon and don't forget to take your medicines it's getting late ! so you should sleep now, you are so tired too" Sohyun advised grandma and tried to finish the kitchen work soon.

Grandma left and went to sleep after taking the medicines, Sohyun finished her work and went to check grandma if she slept or not.

"Ok grandma is sleeping..so now I have to sleep soon without wasting my time" Sohyun murmured and left grandma's room quietly.

Sohyun was wondering about her day and some incidents. Suddenly she realised about the glitters she had seen near the window.

"Oh I totally forget about those glitters..Oh my brain...now I have to check the window" Sohyun realised and ran towards the window to see those glitters once again.

Sohyun tried to search the glitters but she couldn't found those glitters. The sudden disappearance of glitters were unnatural, there were no glitters or any shiny particle around.

"What's happening where are the glitters I saw those sparkling glitters here only" Sohyun murmured confusingly and tried to figured it out but, it left her speechless and bewildered.

"I really don't know what went wrong, I grew up with a blue question mark in my mind.Maybe that's why I've been fighting for my life since childhood Is it anxiety or depression? I want to know" Sohyun became depressed and feelings overwhelmed her. She fell on her bed and covered her face with the pillow.

" Am I just an animal that regrets or is it me born out of loneliness?" Sohyun couldn't stop herself from thinking about all the hardships and painful memories she had. She felt empty from inside her past was like a powerful dark shadow which swallows her everytime whenever she face unnatural things.

"Am I being too greedy ? I just wanna be happier just a little bit only.." Sohyun's body was fatigued so soon she fell asleep, while sleeping she murmured the same lines. It was crystal clear that she's been going through a lot and she don't even have someone to rely on any other person.

She have friends but she is not so close with them as she feel uncomfortable to share her personal matters to others, the most trustworthy Sohyun have is her beloved Grandma whom she never wanted to get worried cause of her unnecessary haunting thoughts.

Suddenly that sparkling light appeared in Sohyun's room and was flying over her head. The mysterious sparkling light came closer and smoothly stroked over her head.

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