Am I the only who is enduring this kind of unbearable pain ? I'll give up soon " Sohyun murmured while moving with her little steps on her way to home, the day was arduous her whole body was aching badly. Sohyun thought about resting near a tree for some minutes, she stood there and stopped for a while to feel relaxed.
She closed her eyes to feel the gentle wind blowing around her, it made her feel relieved but her traumatic experiences came as a flashback. She opened her eyes in great nervousness and was in urge to cry, the past memories were swallowing her she was losing her courage and was about to give up.
"No you are too young to let the world break you !" A voice responded by saying this powerful inspiring quote. Sohyun looked around there were no one rather than her and trees, she thought it would be a misconception and it's common among the ones who have experienced something horrible in the past.
She took it lightly cause she always thought it would be the result of that horrible trauma which she has been hiding from her beloved Grandma from years and she often feel like it's been controlling her a lot.
Whenever Sohyun felt overwhelmed a voice reach her ears and it pierced through the negativity by erasing it within seconds. It's unbelievable for her to even wonder about it, Sohyun realised and tried to understood the fact,as the time passed that unfamiliar voice turned into a familiar voice and Sohyun became used to it.
"Now I am totally fine yes!! Sohyun you are feeling good let's prepare yourself to face grandma nicely" Sohyun murmured and prepared herself before entering the house.
"Welcome back my sweetie" A sweet heart melting voice welcomed Sohyun when the sound of door opening came before she enter inside the room.
"Hiii My wonderful Grandma!!" Sohyun ran and hugged her tightly by kissing her on the cheeks, she remained like that for few minutes.
"Oh My..Oh stop it!! Sohyun you are becoming more stronger day by day hahaha" Grandma replied by hitting the hands of Sohyun lightly to loose her grip from Grandma.
"Ouch!! No grandma you are much more stronger than me see..see I got hurt" Sohyun laughed and left grandma free from her hands, rubbed her hand and acted like it really hurts her a lot and left painful scar in her hand.
"Oh stop it haha you're such a dramaqueen Sohyun now go!! get change and come soon I have a surprise for you" Grandma gently pat her hands on the back of Sohyun and moved towards the kitchen to get the dishes on the table for dinner.
Sohyun ran towards her room to get changed but some glitters near the window caught her attention, she slowly moved and tried to touch it.
"Sohyun come soon sweetie!" Grandma suddenly called Sohyun for dinner while pouring water in the glasses.
"Ah..yess Grandma I'll be there soon just wait 10 more minutes" Sohyun turned back and replied loudly so that grandma cound hear her voice clearly.
"I have to go!! I'll see that later" Sohyun left the place and soon entered her room, she forget about the glitters and after getting changed she ran towards the dinner table without seeing those sparkling glitters.
After finishing dinner grandma gave Sohyun a beautiful present.
"Woww...is it for me yay!! you're the best!! my one and only Grandma" Sohyun jumped out of excitement, she felt delighted and hugged Grandma.
"Now open it dear I hope you really like it" Grandma replied sweetly while patting her hands at Sohyun's shoulder.
"Let's see what's this...Oh My God!! Grandma!! it's really beautiful I have never seen a sweater like this thankyou so much!!" Sohyun cried by holding the sweater in her hands, it reminded her of the childhood days she spent with her parents.
"Oh why are you crying sweetie don't cry" Grandma hugged Sohyun and tried to comfort her nicely with her words.
"Grandma it's really beautiful I never thought about this present it reminded me of my childhood days" Sohyun tried to control her but she failed and tears kept falling from her eyes.
"I know dear those times were precious for me too..I can't say that from now on everyday would be good for you, I can't lie like that but you know there would be many beautiful days they are coming soon don't lose your hopes" Grandma wiped the tears from Sohyun's face and tried to motivate her.
"Yes Grandma I hope there would be a better word than Love really..I mean... I truly mean it I truly love you a lot" Sohyun hugged Grandma once again.
"I know dear now go and sleep soon ok tomorrow you have so much of work to do, don't be so harsh on yourself" Grandma said while cleaning the table.
"First I'll help you then I'll go for sleep grandma" Sohyun took the plates from Grandma and moved towards the kitchen to clean all the plates.
" I am able to do this alone go sleep" Grandma opposed but failed in front of stubborn Sohyun.
"Grandma you know I'll finish this soon and don't forget to take your medicines it's getting late ! so you should sleep now, you are so tired too" Sohyun advised grandma and tried to finish the kitchen work soon.
Grandma left and went to sleep after taking the medicines, Sohyun finished her work and went to check grandma if she slept or not.
"Ok grandma is sleeping..so now I have to sleep soon without wasting my time" Sohyun murmured and left grandma's room quietly.
Sohyun was wondering about her day and some incidents. Suddenly she realised about the glitters she had seen near the window.
"Oh I totally forget about those glitters..Oh my brain...now I have to check the window" Sohyun realised and ran towards the window to see those glitters once again.
Sohyun tried to search the glitters but she couldn't found those glitters. The sudden disappearance of glitters were unnatural, there were no glitters or any shiny particle around.
"What's happening where are the glitters I saw those sparkling glitters here only" Sohyun murmured confusingly and tried to figured it out but, it left her speechless and bewildered.
"I really don't know what went wrong, I grew up with a blue question mark in my mind.Maybe that's why I've been fighting for my life since childhood Is it anxiety or depression? I want to know" Sohyun became depressed and feelings overwhelmed her. She fell on her bed and covered her face with the pillow.
" Am I just an animal that regrets or is it me born out of loneliness?" Sohyun couldn't stop herself from thinking about all the hardships and painful memories she had. She felt empty from inside her past was like a powerful dark shadow which swallows her everytime whenever she face unnatural things.
"Am I being too greedy ? I just wanna be happier just a little bit only.." Sohyun's body was fatigued so soon she fell asleep, while sleeping she murmured the same lines. It was crystal clear that she's been going through a lot and she don't even have someone to rely on any other person.
She have friends but she is not so close with them as she feel uncomfortable to share her personal matters to others, the most trustworthy Sohyun have is her beloved Grandma whom she never wanted to get worried cause of her unnecessary haunting thoughts.
Suddenly that sparkling light appeared in Sohyun's room and was flying over her head. The mysterious sparkling light came closer and smoothly stroked over her head.
Sohyun felt that gentle touch of the sparkling light it was euphoric and exhilarating. The aura of that energy was tranquilizing, Sohyun was smiling and it was attractive. She looked like an innocent child who was craving for love.
After a while the sparkling light flew away with the wind that blew inside Sohyun's room, it left a long lasting effect on Sohyun which made her feel relaxed.
It's early in the morning birds were chirping Sohyun was still sleeping peacefully. A pigeon came and sat on the window of Sohyun's room, the pigeon slowly entered inside her room and move closer to Sohyun. A small shining crystal on the forehead of Sohyun took the attention of pigeon.
The pigeon moved slowly and tried to catch that shiny thing with its beak. Pigeon's first move hurt Sohyun's forehead and she screamed loudly in pain, Sohyun's loud scream startled the pigeon and he flew away.
"Ahh..it hurts that stupid pigeon broke my peaceful sleep hah" Sohyun yawned and cursed the pigeon. She was still sleepy after few minutes she left her bed and ran inside the bathroom to get ready for her work.
"hmmm..hmmm...hmmmm" Grandma was humming a sweet melodious song while preparing the breakfast for them. She checked the time and was about to walk upstairs to wake Sohyun, suddenly Sohyun appeared in front of Grandma and hugged her tightly.
" Good Morning!! My Grandma mm..wow! breakfast is ready yay! let's go otherwise it will get cool" Sohyun said cheerfully and sat on the dinning table for the breakfast with Grandma.
"Sohyun what's the reason behind that glow ? hmm.. and you are being so cheerful today" Grandma asked sweetly with a smile on her face.
"Ah that's nothing much Grandma I don't why.. but ..ahem..but I feel really positive and energetic today! it's like someone came and removed my insecurities" Sohyun replied happily while chewing her food slowly.
"Ah..I see that's great it's for the first time I m seeing you like this I am happy for you" Grandma replied while patting Sohyun on her shoulder.
"Oh Myy... I didn't noticed you are wearing the sweater which I have you yesterday it really suits you!" Grandma complimented Sohyun after seeing Sohyun wearing her knitted sweater. Sohyun chuckled and gave an adorable expression to Grandma.
" Yes! see it suits me the best I love it" Sohyun replied cheerfully and expressed her happiness to Grandma. They both talked for a while then Sohyun took her bag and said goodbye to Grandma before leaving the house.
"See you soon Grandma call me if you feel insecure!! I am going now " Sohyun stood near the main gate and raised her hand to say goodbye to Grandma.
"Go safely !" Grandma replied and waited for Sohyun until she took another turn on her way to work, after a while Grandma closed the door and started doing her daily chores.
Sohyun was enjoying her own company, she looked in the sky and smiled nicely by seeing the birds flying in the sky. While walking Sohyun was wondering about some beautiful moments she made with her grandma, suddenly she remembered about the euphoric tranquilize feel she had last night.
" Good morning, brand new days, with the rays of sunlight, now I think there's no more bad news for Blue Mind. Open the door and feel the Season's breath Sohyun " Sohyun murmured with a bright smile on her face. Her smile has the awesome power that could even light up the mood of the sad person.
Sohyun didn't noticed the fact behind her sudden positivity and motivation, when she reached near the bus stop she saw a pigeon sitting on the waiting side of the bus stop. Sohyun slowly moved forwards to touch the pigeon, she gently tried to touch the head unexpectedly the pigeon flew and sat over the head of Sohyun.
She gently grabbed the pigeon and hold him in her hands, that pigeon seemed familiar to Sohyun. After a minute she realised it's that pigeon who came and broke her peaceful sleep.
"Oh..So it's you..see I got you!! hah... do you know how peacefully I was sleeping and you...anyways you are so adorable" Sohyun looked at the pigeon with her charming eyes and gently kissed on his head.
"You know what Mr.pigeon I feel so blessed and positive today this morning I opened my eyes in heart fluttering excitement it's like the feeling of untying the ribbon of a present..I don't have words to explain but still it's just..magical" Sohyun stared at the pigeon and explained about her new feelings, it was a cute interaction between a human and a bird.
The pigeon moved his head when he saw some glitters appeared in the air it made him startled and tried to free himself from Sohyun's hand, before she could know the bus came and she left the pigeon on his place and ran inside the bus.
After a while Sohyun reached her working place, it's one of the biggest company with a good reputation of the city where she live. This is for the first time she wondered and praised herself for being an employee of this huge company.
"Hah...I don't know why but if feels so good to see this place though my starting was not good enough but still some were good to me..Oh! Sohyun why are you daydreaming what the hell! why am I here!! let's go!" Sohyun ran inside the company after coming in her all sense by hearing loud horn from a car.
"Hi Sohyun" A voice came from behind it was Sohyun's colleague Eunji. A friendly charming girl with a bossy look, she is the only good one among other female colleague who always tries to be with Sohyun and support her all the time. However, Sohyun doesn't like being bothered by someone so she never told her personal matters to her. She only shared few incidents as Sohyun feel little comfortable with Eunji.
Eunji grabbed Sohyun's hand and they both walked towards their work place, they both took their seats and Eunji started the conversation with Sohyun.
"So how are you ?? you really look charming and I can see a burning desire in your shiny eyes Sohyun ah that's great!! is there something special ??" Eunji asked curiously with a smile on her face.
"Ah nothing much Eunji you know right it's like a sudden motivation you get when you read any powerful inspiring quote or listen any song...that's it" Sohyun replied nicely by placing her things in right order on the working table.
"Hey guys ! Eunji and Sohyun I have an important news for you two!" Suddenly a voice caught the attention of Eunji and Sohyun, that person was Taeho.
He's one of the smartest and responsible assistant of the boss and also a nice friend of Eunji and Sohyun.He's a person with a face of an actor, a gentleman with a sweet friendly nature, good height and broad shoulders really different and good as compare to other assistants who work with them.
"Woah Sohyun did you heard an important news what would it be ?" Eunji stood on her place and moved a little closer to Sohyun, she slowly whispered this question in Sohyun's ear with a confused look on her face .
" Yes Eunji I am still wondering what would it be ? As we get less important news it's little confusing if we think about this one" Sohyun whispered slowly in the reply.
They both took their places as they saw Taeho comings towards them in a hurry. It was little surprising for Sohyun and Eunji cause they haven't seen that happy serious look on Taeho's face.
"Guys! the news is..." Taeho stopped after saying this half sentence and have them a serious look.
"What's the news please tell us soon..why are you making us nervous" Eunji's eyes widened and she clenched her fist cause of nervousness.
" Oh guys don't be so nervous haha..I am good at acting right?" Taeho grinned and controlled his laughter after seeing the poker face of Eunji and Sohyun.
" Hey you scared us !" Sohyun said gently with a smile by pointing her finger towards him.
"Hey! are we a joke to you ? you really.." Eunji said furiously.
"I am really sorry guys I just...you know anyways the news is boss told me there would be a new member, he'll join us today and that's it" Taeho said happily.
"That's it ? ah you Je..I mean you really made me feel uneasy" Eunji was about to curse him but she controlled her words and tried to change the sentence.
" Hey ! I heard you cursed me I m your senior so don't be so harsh ! Sohyun see she cursed me teach her some manners" Taeho pointed his finger to Eunji and scolded her for that cursing word.
"I didn't even said the full word..wow senior my foot you Jerk!" Eunji said furiously.
"See Sohyun she just cursed me I knew it !! " Taeho looked at Sohyun with a hope and it worked.
"Ok guys stop it we are in the office Eunji Taeho guys would you please stop ?" Sohyun said politely by patting her hand on Eunji's shoulder. After few minutes they stopped arguing with each other and Taeho thanked Sohyun for stopping Eunji from arguing in the office.
"Thanks Sohyun ah I knew it you'll manage her you're awesome! ok guys I'll go now see ya later Sohyun-ah" Taeho gave a thumbs up to Sohyun, he teased Eunji by saying Sohyun's name only. Eunji was ready to throw her hands on him but Taeho turned around and walked towards his office.
When Taeho returned Eunji and Sohyun talked about the new member and get back to their work.
It's been 3 hrs Sohyun and Eunji didn't get any glimpse of that new person, they took a break of 30 minutes to restore their energy.
"Sohyun I have never seen someone who would be this late for work in his/her first day" Eunji rested her head on the table and was continued the conversation with Sohyun.
" Yes Eunji I was wondering about that and...." Sohyun stretched her hands upwards and took deep breath, while stretching she noticed an unusual thing in front of her eyes, it was the same sparkling light.
" Hey what happened to you now ? " Eunji asked after seeing the sudden expression change on Sohyun's face.
" That...Ah ! No nothing My eyes..they are itchy I don't know why " Sohyun touched her eyes and acted as her eyes were really itchy.
" Hey you are being so harsh on yourself don't do that show me!" Eunji scolded Sohyun and tried to check her eyes.
" No I am fine now Eunji don't worry" Sohyun looked at Eunji replied with a smile on her face.
" Are you sure ? Let me take a look what if an insect is there or something else like a tiny particle" Eunji tried once again but Sohyun refused and didn't allowed Eunji to check her eyes closely. After refusing Eunji many times finally Sohyun looked at the window but she couldn't find that sparkling light.
" Once again it's gone...I think I have some problems with my eyes..what is happening with you Sohyun!" Sohyun murmured and banged her hand on the table. Rest of the employees stared at her, it made Sohyun feel embarrassed about her behaviour. Eunji's tiredness gone in just few seconds after hearing the bang sound she wondered about Sohyun's sudden weird behaviour.
" what's wrong ? you know your behaviour was scary it really took away my tiredness and I was sleepy too haha.. it's ok but see you disturbed them" Eunji said with a smile on her face she was besides Sohyun and whispered in her ear about apologizing to the other employees.
" What the hell! ah ...it's nothing guys I m sorry to disturb you please take my apologies" Sohyun bowed and apologized to the employees.
When Sohyun was bowing in front of the employees someone came running towards them, Sohyun moved her head towards her right, she saw an unknown male his hairs were in a mess he looked clumsy. Eunji came a little closer to Sohyun to get a better of that man, they noticed that he had a file on his left hand and a bag on his right. His suit looked expensive but his socks were of different colours, his hairs totally covered his eyes and he was running like an ostrich.
Everyone stared at him weirdly but he ignored and stopped in front of Taeho's cabin. He took a deep breath before entering the cabin when he took his first step to open the door unfortunately he slipped and banged his head on the door.
"Ahh...it hurts why I am like this..ahh my head" the man dropped his file and covered his head with his both of the hands. Eunji and other employees burst out laughing including Sohyun. The man gave an awkward smile and bowed to them, while bowing he crouch down to pick his file but unfortunately he stepped on his hand and fell on the ground. Eunji couldn't controlled her laughter and threw herself to Sohyun while laughing hardly, she was about to fall but Sohyun hold and saved her from falling, they both chortled by seeing the man of the ground. That scene was comical the man sheepishly picked his file and quickly entered Taeho's cabin.
" Oh My God!! hah... " Eunji stood properly and finally took a deep breath after laughing hardly on that awkward funny scene.
"That was amusing!!" Sohyun replied by controlling her laughter. Everyone laughed for more than 15 minutes and soon get back to their work.
The good thing was Taeho's cabin was sound proof the laughing sound didn't reached upto him otherwise it would have caused a big trouble to them. That's the great relief for the employees they get back to their work as soon as possible and acted as nothing happened outside.
"Woah our colleagues are damn good at acting right ?" Eunji and Sohyun said together and chuckled.
After an hour Taeho came out of his office and stared at the employees. They freaked out after seeing Taeho in front of them, his face had blank expressions he looked serious and even scared Eunji and Sohyun badly.
" What's with his face ? that Jerk looks serious did that clumsy man told everything to him and what took them inside for an hour like really huh..." Eunji whispered by looking at Taeho so that he couldn't find her talking with Sohyun.
" Hey guys I would like to have your attention over someone..we need to discuss about it" Taeho said with his deep manly voice. Eunji and Sohyun looked at each other with a confused face.
" Guys meet him he is our new employee he'll work with you all from today onwards " Taeho introduced the man to the employees by pointing his hand towards him.
" Where is he ? " Everyone whispered but that was loud enough to reach upto Taeho's ears.
Taeho gave a confused look to them and he looked besides him. There were no one he turned around and found Do-hyeon hiding behind him, he get totally covered behind Taeho's broad shoulders like an innocent child.
"Hey why are you behind me ?" Taeho whispered and gave a smile to the employees, by looking at them he pretended as nothing happened between them and slowly moved to his right to showed Do-hyeon to the employees.
" Meet him guys ! please introduce yourself " Taeho said politely by looking at him affectionately.
" Ok " Do-hyeon bowed at Taeho and cleared his throat before introducing himself. Within seconds his body posture and shy expression changed into a cool smart one.
" Hi guys My name is Do-hyeon nice to meet you guys I hope we get along nicely with each other it's my pleasure to be with you all." Do-hyeon introduced himself with a cute smile on his face. Everyone got a great shock when they observed Do-hyeon from head to toe.
He is a man with a perfect face , two glittery shiny eyes, stylish silky hairs covering his neck, his veins of hands were visible but his full sleeve covered them properly his plump juicy pinkish lip, each and every features of his face were so perfect. His suit covered himself perfectly he looked so perfect like a CEO of the company.
" Woah he is so hot! Oh My God I m dying he is so cute look at his smile!! his eyes and look at those plump lips awww...he is my type" Female employees whispered slowly after seeing Do-hyeon with the new look. Not only females the male employees were in a shock too.
"Oh My is he that clumsy guy ??" Eunji eyes get widened after seeing Do-hyeon, her heart skipped a beat when he looked at Sohyun and Eunji.
" Yes he is ....just ...no words...what's that.." Sohyun too became speach less after seeing Do-hyeon in that unbelievable look. Sohyun saw that sparkling light near Do-yeon's head but it again disappeared.
" Ok Guys! get back to your work soon and Do-hyeon I hope you get along well I'll get going" Taeho took the attention of the employees and even broke the wild imagination of female employees. He patted on Do-yeon's shoulder and he bowed at Taeho respectfully.
Everyone bowed at Taeho and started doing their stuff, Do-hyeon moved ahead to start his work but female employees covered his way and started the conversation with him.Taeho turned around gave a smirk to Do-hyeon after seeing female employees around him.
Sohyun and Eunji kept wondering about the sudden change of Do-hyeon's look. After finishing the conversation with those female employees Do-hyeon made his way towards Sohyun and Eunji.
Sohyun looked at him and her heart skipped a beat. His moves were so perfect Sohyun got a flashback of some memories when she was looking at Do-hyeon and that flashback of memories changed the whole perspective.
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