A Thought to Find a New Lover

Knowing that I did not buy food, Jiang Qin brought out a can of porridge from his backpack, and some bread. "Don't eat those greasy and spicy things anymore!”

Yeah, I like fried food, junk food, and extra spicy stuff.

So I kind of hurt my stomach.

Jiang Qin is not a good person, but a straight guy who’s pretended to be gay to me for three years! But I can't punish myself with his mistakes, so I took the food and ate it all.

After eating, I took the medicine.

Jiang Qin seemed satisfied. He said, "You can sleep in my bed. You’d better not climbing up to yours.”

"..." Jiang Qin, this person, really left people speechless.

I didn’t think over of that before, I thought he was taking care of his lover.

Now I've woken up and always feel like he's taking care of me like he's taking care of his son.

So... I want to be friends with benefits with him, but he only treats me like a son?

After all, although he does not like me, he treats me so good! Who would do such things other than your father? If he isn’t seeing me as his son, I couldn’t find other excuses for him.

However, it makes sense because I’ve not told him that I like him so far, he hasn’t realized the real situations between us.

But it’s so awkward to say that he has stolen my heart or something like that… anyways, he stole my feelings for him.

It’s just because that I was not straightforward enough, so I couldn’t figure out my true feelings or his real intentions to me. But luckily, I have no illusions on his strange kindness.

But I don't know what’s wrong with my head, I still hold something for him, something makes me believe that he likes me like lovers.

I loved him for three years before I got reborn and another one year after reborn, I have loved him for totally four years now! It might be something like muscle memories control my head now.

So amazing, I do not quite believe that I am so long-loving person.

I’m not that kind of righteous person as well, so it’s will great enough if some handsome boy wants to have an awesome sex with me right now.

I died all of a sudden in my last life… I didn’t even taste the happiness of sex between boys!

So, although there’s still something in my heart makes my head full of illusions about him, I have all the reasons to have some fun with a new guy.

"How much does it cost you?" I asked him.

Jiang Qin seemed to think he had heard wrong, "Hmm? You want to pay me back?"

We were too close friends in my last life so we never counted the money or shared any bill before! We only shared our money, and kind of everything.

But I just want to be clear with him this time, so I nodded, “Yes.”

"... He Yi," Jiang Qin stood up and came over to touch my forehead, he said, "You're not only feeling ache in your belly, right? Something wrong with your head!?”

Me: "......"

Zhao Yong was standing next to me, "Yeah, He Yi, why are you suddenly having trouble? Is it because someone wrote a love letter to Jiang Qin so you're jealous?"

"Hmm?" But I didn't even know that someone had written him a love letter.

Not only do I not know in this life, I didn't know in my last life either...

Someone who’s like Jiang Qin.

Indeed, someone who has such a handsome face will definitely receive uncountable love letters!

Jiang Qin looked at me surprisingly, "You... are jealous?"

"Bullshit!" I was particularly excited.

Even if this is my second life, I am still a little bit uncontrollable... excited, I am really afraid that Jiang Qin knows that I like him, really.

The feeling of being fooled for three years, at the end of learning the truth... I fell into the river and died, although not voluntarily jumped into the river, but it’s really miserable, I never like to let him know that I have liked him, both in my last life and this life.

He Yi, only not ridiculous.

I'm so good-looking, it's his loss if he doesn't like me.

"Then why are you so perverse?" He looked at me incredulously, "Am I treating you badly?"

"..." you’re treating me too good, dude.

Maybe in Jiang Qin's eyes, my current unreasonable behavior is very unreasonable, after all, he is not re-living, only I know what will happen when it is close to the entrance exams, he does not know anything.

"Okay," I looked him in the eye, "I just suddenly had a conscience and thought I should treat you a little better, like spend less of your money or something..."

The head of the house next to a dry heave, "you two are playing drama today? Why do you want to put on such an agitated drama?"

"..." I do not want to say anything more. It depends on himself about this money. It was so hard for me to deposit money for even condoms in my last life. I will just keep it with me if he doesn’t want it.

Oh my god!

I have to go to class in the afternoon. I used to linger and didn't want to go because I was so bad at study.

But just now I thought, I’m a person who has lived once, and I learned a little bit in this third year of high school, because Jiang Qin’s performance was so good... I wanted to catch up with him in all aspects, so I studied hard for a while.

Now it seems that this is simply a move could make the whole universe touched! I must had loved him so much that I was willing to study, the last thing I want to do in this life, for him!

The things I learned, anyway, are still in my head now. if I start studying from now on, I might get a very good mark at the high school entrance exams!

I was enlightened, although God did not let me die after the college entrance examination, but I was at least equal to a senior five students who will repeat two years in this college entrance examination... I can definitely do better than Jiang Qin's examination.

At that time, only a boyfriend who was more handsome than Jiang Qin or better at the skills on bed could be worthy of me.

I really don't know if Jiang Qin's good at doing that or not.

We hadn't done it.

If I have the opportunity to engage with him... I... Yes, I am a principled but unscrupulous person, and I can engage in it...but I must refuse to have relationship with him, I cannot give him my heart.

There was a mess in my mind, and I just cannot make my mind clear and sober. Qin Jiang sat beside me the moment I had arrived at my seat.

Yes, we are still at the same table.

My God, I really want to get rid of him.

Jiang Qin pushed my arm, "Hello."

"Huh?" he’s interrupting my study.

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