Make Him to Death

Chapter 1 - Screwing him up

"Just kneel like this, lift your head up and look at me." Jiang Qin's voice was like a magic charm echoing in my ears, and I couldn't help but follow his orders to make various humiliating positions.

The hands are hanging on the bed, the kneeling position becomes a torment, the neck is also painful. I just want to lie down and sleep. If not his voice for me is a kind of compulsion that cannot be denied, I am afraid that I would jump up and kick his balls.

"I told you to be more initiative," he backhandedly cupped my chin, "He Yi, you do not like me? How come you can't even take the initiative? Do you know what it means to ask for mating."

I know... of course I know. I even am incredibly slutty in front of him in my dreams. I’ve been thinking about seducing him all the time. I’m longing for him.

Perhaps it is about to have high school entrance exams, and we’re having heavier academic pressure. In short, I recently had this dream more and more frequently, and even want to cuddle with Jiang Qin in a dark little room and fuck for three days and three nights.

I am so greedy.

Of course, I'm just a scum on study, I'm not stressed out because I'm afraid I won't get into college, but Jiang Qin is a genius, I'm afraid that he'll get in and leave me, I'm afraid he'll forget about me.

I really am longing for him.

Jiang Qin.

I can't seem to tell it is a dream or something else...

But the real Jiang Qin, will not do this kind of thing to me, right, even if I was my tail like a dog. Because he simply does not understand that kind of feelings...

"Mmmm..."

I couldn't help but let out a contented sigh, I licked my lips with fully satisfactory, turned over and found a wet patch in my underwear.

Once I opened my eyes, the dark room, the empty dormitory, the roof of the wall is also about to fall off, all the senior people are in the classroom at the moment for the evening study, preparing for the entrance exams, while I excused my stomach pain and ran back to bed early...

Fuck, I'm really dreaming!

Shit, I remembered... I confessed to Jiang Qin at dinner... and then was rejected, quite unexpectedly, because I thought he liked me.

It really hurts!

Hey, it's true that dreams are the most beautiful.

Although I would love to get on him, but I do not know why, in my dream, he is the one fucking me, do not tell me what you have thought about in the day will reflect in your dreams, in fact, as long as it is Jiang Qin, I can probably play with him in any position, but he is not interested in my body.

There's still half an hour left, and all the people on the evening study will be back.

The more I think about it, the sadder I get, I just got rejected, and immediately after that I can still dream about being fucked... where’s my face? Yes, it’s still there, and handsome.

Get changed with clean underwear, put on clothes, take the jacket in a hurry and run out of the dormitory building, then I went out over the wall, bought a few bottles of beer from the grocery, and walked leisurely towards the nearby river.

There were benches there, and I needed to calm down for a while.

I'm not a good drinker, the worst one I think, I know these few beers are enough to make me become a brain-paralyzed lost love maniac, but it’s what you want to get drunk, right? Otherwise, I will just become sadder!

I don't know how long I’d drank, and maybe even ran madly for a while at the river, maybe I also lost my temper and shouted a few words like "Jiang Qin I fucking fuck your whole family", I know I'm not reasonable, but I was very unhappy.

However, when did I fall into the water?

I don't know... anything, I can't breathe, but my attention is still fucking stuck on the box of condoms that were just washed away by the water, that I saved up for many days to buy the money.

It's not easy to be a poor student.

Before confessing, I had wanted to get Jiang Qin in bed tonight, that bastard, because I always thought he was interested in me, otherwise I would not have gone to do something so unsure.

I really didn't expect him to reject me after I confessed my love.

I should have rushed up and beat him up, and then asked him hard who was talking nonsense in the toilet, saying that he fucking thought He Yi looked better than women?

You think I'm good looking, I'm chasing you, and you're not with me?

Of course, I have to admit that my brain is a bit odd, usually narcissistic habit, think they are the world's first handsome, the result of the first confession was frustrated, I forgot that I and Jiang Qin two people are with the handle, good-looking again, pants off, maybe he has no nature.

I have the nature, he does not necessarily have.

Hey, do not blame others, blame myself.

A man, but also pretentious to death.

After being rejected I ran to the river to drink, before coming I also had a full-blown spring dream...

As the saying goes, the ones who drown are the ones who know how to water.

I will be the water, while drinking and wandering around the river I, but also deliberately find a place where no one to drink, now well, fell into the river, the water grass entangled feet... shouting for help are not heard.

I don't know if I should feel sorry for my life or the money to buy the condom.

I used to be just too subtle, like Jiang Qin also do not say, all day long think and he is what bullshit two-way crush, every time a and he looked at each other, I feel that we have stroked each other all over the body, cool I over and over again in the brain orgasm.

In fact, it's just that I'm a person with too much brain power.

So Jiang Qin rejected me and looked at me with a very surprised look and said, "He Yi, you actually like men?"

Me: "..."

I always thought he liked guys too.

This illusion even continued for almost three years, how ignorant was I?

"You like to get fucked in the ass?" He then asked.

Fuck, the beautiful love by this do not know how to appreciate the guy said vulgar incomparable, I am not a literary man, but still feel that the purest in my heart that love by a stink mouth to break.

Disillusioned, I did not show anything, I said, "Yes, I like men."

"Uh, I think..." he wanted to say something else, I glared at him viciously and waited him to continue talking.

I still have the tools I prepared for us to commit some real love acts tonight in my pocket. It’s getting heavy and sad, my heart.

"Stop saying what you think, from now on, I may not like you more." I don't know how to face him tomorrow, with what feelings or character. I said so condescending and silly and fake and pretentious words.

Being classmates for three years, in the same dorm, I always thought we know each other perfectly. He usually had all sorts of tentative behavior towards me... and would stare at me in the shower until I told him to get lost, and when I crawled towards the top bunk, he would kick my ass in the bellow with his foot, then he would laugh and say: "He Yi, your ass is really nice, come down and let me ravish it again."

This is definitely beyond the pure friendship between ordinary male classmates, I just don't understand why... should give me such an illusion.

I was if I knew it was just him messing around, I should have gone down, let him rub my bottom, as many times as he wanted. And a straight guy like him insisted teasing me from time to time should be burnt.

I really hate it.

We're about to take the entrance exams, I'm just afraid that after the exams he won't be here, and his family is not local, so I wanted to make the first move and confess to him, I’m really afraid of losing him...

However, I got this kind of reaction from him.

Regret, remorse.

Although I am not good at study, and I think that having fun with him on bed is way better and more important than taking the exams… but I still want value my reputation.

I value it so much.

So I decided to drink beers to kill my sorrow...

I'm going to die, how the hell can I think so much?

People will look back on their short and unproductive life before they die, it seems to be true...

If only I could live a second life.

I would, for sure, screw him.

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