I was the one who always had my head in my business and no one really cared about me,Now I have become the subject of discussion and chatter behind me.what happened when I wasn't there that I'm not aware of that??!
At last the boring and overwhelming classes of the university were over, but I could still hear the chatter behind me.I didn't have much patience to listen to the chatter, so I quickly packed up my gear and headed home.
I lived alone in a small compact house and worked at a bookstore for a living.
I don't know when I've been living alone, but I know well enough that It's so long ago that I can't even remember my parents' faces.what does thet look like?or...Or even how their personality was...Or I don't even know where they are or what they're doing.
I don't remember exactly but I remember well,One day on my birthday, when I got home from school, I heard my parents talking about me.I thought it was my birthday surprise or something, so I listened with curiosity.
What childhood dreams, now that I'm thinking of it, I wish I hadn't done it, though it couldn't escape the reality of life forever.Eventually, somewhere you might end up on a busy road and you will stay and that reality of your life.
-don't you think it's time to tell her the truth?
+Calm down baby, somebody might hear us
-be calm,what do you mean to be calm. I'm tired. You know how hard it is to look in her eyes and lie.Ania has the right to know the truth about her life and her parents.
My...parents...what are they talking about?aren't they my parents?
When I heared it,this was my reaction.
According to their talk, I was an unwanted child whose father left my mother when he heard about me.
All these years I've been asking myself why and getting an answer maybe I was cumbersome in their lives.
Even though I have been on my feet until now and have always overcome my own problems,and now,I don't need any of them anymore.
During all these years I was not even curious to know what they might be or who they are.But why lie? Sometimes when I see others with their parents, I feel like I wish I had a normal family like everyone else.A family who love me and support me in time, you know, sometimes strong guys get tired of being strong and like to rely on one's shoulders.
although I have been standing on my feet until now and have always overcome my own problems,and now,I don't need any of them anymore.
When I got to my workplace and got to the section, the steady glances of those around me caught my attention.
What happened today?
Why is it weird to treat everyone at my university or at my bookstore?
What happened while I wasn't there?
Why is everyone so weird today?....
Finally, the dull and annoying hours that ended under the eyes of others, and I quickly got home.
I was so tired that I noticed the strange winds coming and shaking the leaves and the branches of the trees with such force that it seemed to take them away.
Tired of the day and endured by the heavy glare of those around me, I threw myself on the couch and stared at the ceiling.I was overwhelmed by my own thoughts about the strange things that had happened to me, that the frightening wind opened the living room window,I got up and closed the window, but the strangest thing was that there was a lotus flower in the porch in front of my window.
It's weird because I had a cactus and now it's a lotus.
Maybe I'm too tired to think my cactus has turned into a lotus or something.Or even about the looks of the others, so maybe I think they were looking at me.
I was so tired that I didn't know when to change my clothes and lay on the bed.I thought so much of the confusing things that had happened to me recently that I fell asleep.but suddenly I woke up with a frightening sound.I looked around in confusion and jumped up and saw where I was.
And I said, "Oh my God, not again ...
I was once again in the same strange prison where I didn't even know where it was...
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