It's been 4 months
It's been 4 months since i get to know you....
Even if i only know you in this app i was still happy because i got to know a wonderful person like you you make me feel better, you make me think i'm not alone when i was on my dark time although we are only chatting i feel better after having a chat with you.
We became together all those time i was thinking
"his my first love i hope he is also the one for me"
but then i got to know that you have someone you like i was heart broken at that time, i feel like i was just a replacement. More like a tool that always there to comfort you.....
I was hearth broken knowing this fact we broke up after that i was heart broken and became lonely person again, i was crying every night, depressed knowing the fact that i was just a replacement but even if im just a replacement for someone i was happy at least i got change to love someone as good as you.
After a month
One day you chat me again, i was happy because again became together but i know i was not like the one you meet before anymore i changed, but still i like you, i love you.
At this time my brother download this app, i was surprised he never like this kind of app then i got to see him using my phone i ask him what happen he tell me "sis can i used your phone" with pleading eyes i say "sure, but please stop acting cute because your not cute you look like a monkey" i then walk away.
Like this Month pass
you ask me to marry you in this app i never tell anyone that i was marrying although it was just in this app the marriage don't go well as i imagine but still it's okay because i finally married you despite the fact that it was only in mt.
Then we broke up again and became together again
After this we became together again but this time my brother got to know about what happen and tell me to stop i even tell my parents i have boyfriend in this app my parents got angry at me, but i ignore them.
I get busy on learning many things and never have time to chat with you like before but i still always thinking of you..... *sigh*
After this you plan us on getting married again in this app my brother got to know about it and maybe he talk to you, you even though i was my brother and tell me what i'm doing it.
Just like this the wedding got cancel and you ask me not to pretend as my brother but i was really not you ask me that if i want to break up with you i can just tell you.....
I was sad after knowing it but i also think that i can't force you and maybe it's be better to end it after all i was also not giving this relationship enough time anymore, i was also busy dealing with my family problem and about my health problem.
Then i think about it and decided to end it but you tell me about the promise we made to each other of course i remember that promise how can i forget about that promise.
But i don't want that promise to cage you i mean force you to be in a relationship with me.... you deserve someone better.
You are the best person i ever know thank you for everything you've done for me, thank you for the time we spend chatting with each other, thank you for everything.
