I am a teenager who experienced a lot of problems, especially in the family, my zodiac sign is Leo. I was born into an ordinary family. When I was half a year old, my father had an accident and died. I was raised by my mother. My mother married someone else while raising me. I don't know for sure how much I was that age at that time. It occurred to me that when I was in elementary school, who am I? Why do I feel like life is like a dream? Why am I there? Am I that important? Maybe that's a normal thing for a child to think about. I live a normal life like a child in general. I was raised, sent to school and given love. At that time, I felt fine. My stepfather has paranoid disease, which is a disease that makes people lose their minds for a while. because it was triggered by something, whether it was a family problemand non-family, my mother was always patient with it until I entered a special school until junior high school. I left that school for several reasons. I moved to a school which was called an elite school where I was because the students at that school were indeed talented students. Until when I was about to go to third grade, I was expelled for breaking school rules. I fought with my seniors but Only I and a few of my friends were expelled for the reason that my senior's family didn't accept it and because he had a brother who was a police officer and threatened the school by spreading the news. Because the school didn't want other people to feel that the school was incompetent, we ended up being expelled, right? disrespectfully, as announced at morning assembly. My friends and I still have the opportunity to continue our education. I moved several schools until finally I finished my education, even though I often moved schools. After I finished school, I worked, I didn't continue special education/college, I worked. almost a year and I stopped because I felt tired.I lived an unemployed life just eating and sleeping at home. I lived alone in my house because my mother and her husband were no longer with my stepfather at that time. It's a long story, they definitely separated at that time on good terms. In the morning I was still sleeping until noon, at night I always played games because I really like playing games and playing the guitar. one night when I fell asleep I had a dream I realized that it was a dream but what was my wish? In the real world, I would never think of doing it in the dream world. I dreamed that I met a young, beautiful girl, her body was slender, her shoulder length black hair. Other people said that if I met a beautiful girl in my dream, it was already It's normal for their faces not to be seen. But at that time I saw her face but I don't remember exactly what the girl's face looked like. We even got married in the dream but it never occurred to me to do something that people usually do. husband and wife when after marriage, it's like thoughts in the real world and the dream world are not connected. I even had a little girl who was very beautiful and cute. I lived happily in the dream. The time difference was too big. In that dream, I seemed to have lived for years, but in reality I only slept five hours during the dream.It occurred to me that maybe if it was reality it would definitely be the life I really wanted but I didn't think it was just a dream. I wanted to see that girl again, even if only for a moment. I was very happy at that moment even though it was just a dream but it seemed like it was real if God gave me a life like that I was very happy it seemed because in my life I always felt lonely until now I live alone even though I have a family around me I still feel lonely whether it's a dream or the future, I just hope that God can help me have a more comfortable and happy life.
