Unwillingly His THIS MOMENT WILL NEVER COME

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Vanessa's pov :-

It doesn't matter that i love him but he can never be mine... HE CAN NEVER BE MINE AND I HATE THIS FACT.

Vanessa Raymond(fl)

I wiped off my tears and went towards the bed.

There is no use of crying for anyone whom can never be yours.

I laid on the bed and covered myself with duvet.

I think i don't deserve anyone's love, care and affection and it's written in my fate. Everyone who i loves, care leaves me in the end.

Thinking about everything which have happened to me made my eyes welled up with sorrow.

I just deserve hate, sorrow and humiliation that's it.

My heart crying out on my miserable life which letting my pillow wet.

Only my pillows knows that how much painful journey i have spent.

But why me???

Why it's always happens to me????

Am i that bad that no one want to love me???

And only God knows the answer of my all questions.

Will i ever be happy in my life???

I stopped thinking and tried hard to sleep, but there is no sleep in my eyes.

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Logan's pov:-

After she ate her dinner i decided to call Sarah so i wished good night to Vanessa and went outside from the balcony.

She didn't even called me since the morning.

Why she is trying to separate from me i know she love me so much but i can't live without her.

I took out my phone and think to dial her number but i stopped because i wanted to know that she'll call me or not.

What is happening in my life......

My life is totally massed up.

I have everything except the love I need most right now.

And this girl Vanessa... Whenever i think about her and the accident she told me made me more worried about her.

Did she really have bear all this pain and humiliation???

Whenever i looked into her eyes i can feel the pain and suffering in her eyes.

She looks so innocent and pure but at the same time pretentious and mysterious too.

If she had not told me the truth today, I might have taken her innocence and i can't be able to forgive myself for that.

How much truth is there in her words, this will be known only after meeting her mother tomorrow.

I'm waiting impatiently for Sarah's phone call and it's been one hour but still she didn't called me this girl is really testing my patience.

Logan salvestro(ml)

"Sighed"

I sighed and turned to get inside the room suddenly my phone rang.

I smiled when i saw it's her call.

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Vanessa's pov:-

It's been 1 hour since he went out from the bedroom.

What's he doing outside??

I got up and walked towards the balcony.

The thought of spending time with him made smile on my lips.

I was about to open the balcony door but i stopped when i heard......

Logan salvestro(ml)

📱 Did you forgot me sweetheart.

Sweetheart.... I think it's his girlfriend's call.

They really love each other so much.

Logan salvestro(ml)

📱 I wanna come there

Logan salvestro(ml)

📱 Why.... But why are you stopping me. I told you this marriage doesn't matter to me and you know very well that I'll never leave you....Sarah. So stop talking like a silly girl.

So this marriage doesn't matter to him and i was just crying like Crazy for him but it's not his fault..... It's normal because he don't feel anything for me.... It's me who developed feelings for him after knowing that he love someone else...it's wrong but i can't help it. I don't have any control over my feelings..... They both are happy i don't want to come between them.

Vanessa Raymond(fl)

Logan salvestro(ml)

📱 You can't force me to accept her and Vanessa, she also don't want to be in this relationship.

Logan salvestro(ml)

📱 I don't want to talk about this disaster marriage anymore. Anyways Vanessa will leave me soon.

When i heard he said that i leave him soon i felt unknown sadness and depression inside my mind.. I don't want to leave him. I want to stay with him even after knowing the fact that he love someone else. What's wrong with me.

He cannot be mine because I do not have the lines in the hands which that girl have. Maybe he is not in my destiny. I sadly looked at hands.

Vanessa Raymond(fl)

Logan salvestro(ml)

📱 Ouchh Sarah don't shout like this or else you will tear my ears... I didn't do anything with her she was forced for this marriage and I'll solve her matter soon.

Soon... Yes i have to leave him soon. I should control my feelings.

Logan salvestro(ml)

📱 Will you stay without me or you want me to come there.... Right now i want my head between in you legs what do you say sweetheart....

He said laughingly and i closed my eyes and fresh tears rolled down from my eyes.

I can't hear it anymore...

Their intimate conversation stabbing my heart into millions pieces.

I wiped off my tears and again laying down onto the bed covering myself with duvet.... Because there is no one wo love me, who care about me..how miserable I'm.

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Logan's pov :-

I feels so relax after talking with her.

She is so generous that she is still thinking about Vanessa's feelings except her feelings.

But it's good that she also feel nothing for me and this marriage is nothing matter to her.

I hope she'll find someone who loves her, cherish her after all she suffered so much from such a young age but till that day I'll take care of her because she is my responsibility now.

After sometime thinking about her i went inside and saw that she was sleeping peacefully with her body curled like a ball.

I can't sleep in other room if my father will know about this he will again give me a big dramatic lecture and I'm really tired with all this.

She'll not mind if i sleep beside her will she?

But i don't have any option because my body in not going to fix on this couch.

Logan salvestro(ml)

"Sighed"

I sighed and sat beside her on the bed.

I hope she will not mind me.

Vanessa Raymond(fl)

****omg is he going to sleep here on this bed with me...no no i wanna turned around.... I can not sleep by facing him shit and why I'm so nervous I don't let him know that I'm still awake.*****

Why her face is looking so tensed... Is she ia still awake.

Logan salvestro(ml)

Vanessa....

Vanessa Raymond(fl)

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Vanessa Raymond(fl)

****darn it, did he find out that I'm awake***

I think she have a fever because she was drenched in the rain today.

I can't believe that she's a 19 years mature girl because she looks like a 5 years old kid.

Vanessa Raymond(fl)

I touched her forehead gently to check her fever but thank god she is fine.

Vanessa Raymond(fl)

****oo god what is he doing...his touch giving me chill inside my whole body****

But then i saw a fresh mark on her forehead like someone hit her forehead hard.

That wound is fresh and untreated.

jenny (author)

Note:- her uncle hit her with a ceramic plate.

I got up and picked up first aid box from the drawer.

I slowly pushed away her hairs without disturbing her sleep and treat her bruise.

After that i laid down beside her.

Logan salvestro(ml)

Soon i fell asleep while staring her face which was looking more innocent and pure.

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Vanessa's pov :-

I wanna open my eyes it's been so long i think he is into his deep sleep now

I slowly opened my eyes and saw him he is sleeping thank god.

He is so caring. He treated my wound I'm so overwhelmed right now because no one cared me like he did today. He is really nice a person.

I'm staring at him without blanking for a long time may be tomorrow is our last day.

He is so handsome.

Vanessa Raymond(fl)

I smiled and went near to his face.

So so close that i can feel his hot breath on my face.

His expensive cologne is hitting my nostrils which is giving me a unknown sexual feeling inside my whole being.

I want to feel this feeling every day...

But He is my husband just for one night and tonight i want to stare him like that because this moment will never come again into my life this thought made my heart heavy, a painful lump formed in my throat and a lone tear escaped from my eyes.

I intertwined my hand with him.