My Rich Girlfriend I'm broken

child Caleb

*writes in diary *

child Caleb

*with tears running down his face as he cries silently *

child Caleb

📝 what is wrong with me,I know something is wrong with me because why else will my parents hate me, I know you are thinking oh honey your parents don't hate you. but they do they ignore me all the time it's like I don't exist dad goes to his job as an assistant to the boss of a clothing company and mom she goes as a waitress at a Cafe

child Caleb

📝 they ignore me it's like I'm not even there I can walk in the room and sit next to them and try and talk to them and they don't even show a sign they are listening or acknowledge I'm in the room

child Caleb

📝 I don't know why I try so hard because when they do realize I'm there they yell at me and call me names and dad beats me and mom just watches

child Caleb

📝 I have no friends at school I just get bullied more at school and not just from the kids no the teachers do it to they always send me to the principles office for things I never do but who he going to believe the kid that "causes " trouble or a employee ya it's not me so i get beat at the principles office to

child Caleb

📝you see my school has this thing that the parents can sign that basically says you can beat my child if you think they are being bad and since no one likes me and I'm totally alone I get beat at school and when my parents notice me I get beat there to

child Caleb

📝 I know what you thinking why try and get close to them if you are going to get beat and the answer is I want someone to talk to I want at least one person to care about me I know it's not true and I'm lying to myself but i tell myself if I try hard enough I will be loved by at least one of my parents and I will be happy I want to feel loved I want to know what it is that the other kids feel when they get picked up by their parents and what it feels like to have a friend I have no one and i want someone I need someone anyone to be my friend or love me I don't care who it is I want someone to care about me

child Caleb

📝am I not worth loving? am I not worth having someone care about me? what's wrong with me that no one likes 😔😢🥺

child Caleb

📝 just tell me please what did I ever do wrong that makes me so undesirable to everyone even my own parents don't care about me

child Caleb

*puts his pen down and closes the diary and hides the diary in between the mattress and the bed frame and lays down and covers up under the blanket and continues to cry but harder but it's still silent he doesn't want the parents to hear him cry *

child Caleb

💭no one cares if I am broken no one cares if I die 💔😔 who would cry for a nobody like me

child Caleb

I have no one in my life I just want one person to care for me that is my wish is to have one person care for me

child Caleb

I don't care If the person that is caring for me is basically using me at least I have someone to talk to for once I'm willing to be used as a tool as long as the person never leaves my side 🙂😭