Miss you

When I wake up next morning I come to know that he is not here anymore . He left me . He destroy my everything . I don't why but it feels like I am dead . On that day I cried whole day and

don't eat anything . I asked Orphanage lady around hundred times where he is . But she just said he went right place , back to his empire. So I think he was selfish , bad boy and may be when he will miss me , he will come back.

On that day I was unable to understand those things but now I am big enough to understand that he was not selfish. I am just asking for too much .

And thinks that if he was my best friend or first love then he will not leave. But NO that the reality of life . If you are an orphan you will be always be an orphan .

On those day for whole month I don't talk to everyone. And trying to understand that Is that my mistake that he left . But I don't get any answer .

But after 1 month every thing backs to its normal. Me tooo . I became alone again .

And start crying all nights And don't talk much to anyone . Is that normal me . No because of him I became like this .

After 1 year my all problems began to start frist

Our orphanage need to shift because some rich people want that place to make mall. We can't do anything because they are rich and powerful .

And we all are shifting to other orphanage . But I don't want so orphanage lady take me in and adopts me . Because she was not going anywhere .

And mother in law and father in law leave there only . Her husband dead in a accident.

Now she is my mother and everything . She starts working as a kindergarten teacher .

Her salary was not that good but it was ok for two of us .

Now when I go to school everyone bully me , because all girls hate me . I don't tell all these things to mother. I don't want to give tension to mom .

4 year later now I am going to pass my 12th , I am very happy that I am going get out of this place .

After that no one will bully me like they always do. Because of my marks I get a scholarship in a university.

In my university I get a friend who's name is Alan he is also from the orphanage , where I lived before . He know me but I don't. But when he tell me about him then I memorized he was also from orphanage and he was adopted by someone . On that time I don't talk anyone except Akuma. so I don't know him that well.

but now we know each other very well . And we best friend . he also know that I am gay. And you know he is also gay. When I told him that I am a gay . then he smiled and said me too. I am little surprised. I think he was joking. then I said I am seriously . he said me too by giving a big simle . he also said I already have two ex boyfriend and laughed.

I am very happy that day because there was someone to whom i can say my all secrets.

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