Chapter five

I was happy because at the age of 19 its hard to even look after yourself. I mean it would've been hell to have a breakup and then have to look after the child you both had together especially at my age, but like I said it was negative so life was going to get back to normal soon enough. I got out of the bathroom after throwing the test away and flushed the toilet, I went back after realising I hadn't washed my hands...ewww.

I got on my slippers and locked my front door quickly. I sat on my sofa for a while and scrolled through my social media due to me being alone. I was planning to go and see my aunt this weekend since I missed her and had to go to my cousins arranged wedding. I was designing the dresses after my cousin apologised, I sat on the sofa for an hour stroking my cat and texting my friend before I got a call. It was an unknown number but looked familiar, of course I thought it might have been a past Marketer calling or maybe an old customer so I answered.

"Hi Yui its me Kito." I cut off without answering and looked at my cat, she got closer and rubbed her nose against mine. It was wet and cold but she was purring and sitting on my leg trying to scratch the sofa. "He just can't leave us alone can he." I smiled and said it in a very high pitched voice while I brushed my fingers through her fur. My phone started to vibrate on the edge of the sofa, I left it but after 10 minutes of being called over and over I picked up. "WHAT?!" I shouted down the phone. "I wanted to ask if you could do me a desighn." He sounded so innocent and confused. "O-oh sorry, um I'm starting up work again tomorrow it would be lovely if you could come to my office." I had a quiet voice now, I cant refuse customers even if we have history its against my parents rules. I was sitting on my sofa but after a while I got uncomfortable and left to go to my room and read a book.

I got up and went to the kitchen to get a cup of tea, I boiled the kettle and held the phone to my ear with my shoulder. "Right we can arrange a date let me just get my notebook." I walked to the front door where the table and peg was and opened one of the draws to get my dairy and spare pen. I leaned it on the table and clicked the end of the pen. "Could I maybe arrange the date for Friday?" He asked. "Of course we finish at 6PM on Fridays so is it alright if we do the meeting at 2PM?" I questioned holding the pen to my lips. "Thats perfect let me just inform my fiance." I heard him shout on the other end to his fiance. Memories started to rush through my mind before I rubbed my face to get rid of the tears. Sniffle...Sniffle. I put the phone down and put my head against the wall while tears rolled down my cheeks. I whispered into the phone. "I have to go but ill email you the details." Beofr he could answer I cut off, I know we were over but it still hurt.

I remembered all the pain from the depression and it all came rushing back to me. I looked at my phone and then saw my cat. She jumped on the drawers and looked at me, she rubbed her head against my arm and licked me. I smiled and kissed her on the head before walking over to my kitchen, I took my cup out of the cupboard and made a tea. I went to my room and turned on my lamps, shut the curtains and turned off the lights. I sat in my bed and took my book from the side and put my cup on the coaster that was next to the lamp. I felt my heart start to burn and rushed downstairs, I get heart pains a lot and I usually get them when I'm stressed. I can have seizures at work sometimes and there very dangerous for my age especially because iys always only me in my house.

I got my medican and had some water. I mainly have them becuase of my past case of cancer, my heart has become quite weak. I got some water and drunk it quickly before hearing a ring at the door. I walked over slowly straightening my clothes and taking a cardigan off the peg. I opened it and saw Kito. "I asked one of your friends were to find you because you sounded hurt and they told me." I wanted to shut the door but he looked so genuine that I started to feel guilty. "Yeah just heart pains hehe." I smiled. He pushed the door a little and held my shoulders before walking me over to the sofa. "Listen im sorry and right now I feel like I caused the pains also are you okay." He aksed. "Yes im okay." I answered. He got his jacket and put it on the edge of the chair. "Im so sorry." He put his head against my shoulder and it started to feel soggy and wet. I lifted up his head before noticing he was crying. "I never meant to hurt you like I did and I dont even love Mrs red head, she's annoying and bossy. I feel like its my fault that your heart is weak and broken and its my fault why your slowly going into a depression I mean I can see it in your eyes, how cold they are." He stated. "Listen my heart is weak because I had cancer when I was younger and I haven't fully healed since its only been like 8 years and yes you did break my heart but your rich and have an arranged marriage but don't blame it on yourself and give yourself a heart full of guilt." I smiled. He wiped his cheeks and smiled back.

I felt something on my back. His hand was pushing against it, his face started to get closer to mine. I moved in aswell. "Wait, w-we can't, you have a future wife and I have someone out there waiting for me. Kito its not going to work we just have to face it." I mumbled, my forehead leaned on his shoulder and I held his back. He was looking down at me and was holding me. "Its okay." He sounded so sweet. "K-kito, my-my heart." It started to hurt and my head began to rise in temperature. "Huh." He looked confused. "It burns so much and I can't breathe, my...my head is so hot." I trembled, in that moment his expression changed to serious. "I'll ca-" He started. "Dont call the doctors, they either make it a big deal or make it worse they always have, thats w-why there not with me anymore." He didn't know what I meant when I said there not with me, I mean my parents they said they may have a cure but instead were giving them dangerous medicines that caused their hearts pain. "I,D RATHER BE DEAD!" I cried. His eyes opened wide with shock and he hugged me so tight I felt as if I was going to burst.

He was so warm it felt nice. He picked me up holding me from the back of my knees and my back. He aslo got his blazer and covered me with it before walking up the stairs and into my room. He layed me down on the bed and took my bottle from the floor, "Open." He ordered nicely. I opened my mouth and gazed out the window, he very carefully gave me some medication and some water before closing my mouth and laying me down with he cover over me. He sat on the edge of my bed and swiped the fringe out of my face before getting up. I grabbed his hand and pulled him back barely letting him get stable. "Stay here a little longer please." I begged. He looked at me and grinned before taking off his shoes and sitting next to me, he rubbed my head started to talk. "If you ever need anything you can come to me, if you ever do anything wrong ill always forgive you Yui." He whispered. I looked up at him and he was slowly dozing off, I jumped up and kissed him. We locked lips and I moved my hand to hold his cheek. He tried to move away in embarrassment but I didn't let him. I got out from the covers and sat on his lap, he stopped moving and held my hips pulling me closer. I unbuckled the belt holding his trousers in place and taken out the top button of his shirt. He had already taken mine off and was now trying to unclip my bra, I moved my hands to my back and pulled it off.

He kissed my jawline before slowly moving down, "Its a one-time thing, we have to remember that even if we love each other." I mumbled underneath my breathe. "You think I don't know that I'm cheating on her and anyway ill remember what I want." His words were muffled so i couldn't understand him and he bit my skin lightly and I squealed.

3 hours later...

"You better not fall asleep again huff, huff." He mentioned. "Ha ha how am I meant to." I laughed. He rolled over and kissed me. I moved on my side and held his chest. I played with his hair and he was smiling, this is what I love. "A shame we can't be together." I stated. "Mm yeah, well we can I just have to break up with her and live here I mean they don't know where yo-" He began. "wait your in a relationship?" i leaned on my elbow and looked down at him. "Well yeah i thought you knew." He said. "You need to leave, you cant do that." I ordered. "Wait, i'm gonna break up with up with her, i just wanted to do something a little more exciting but she never did anything." He tried to grab my arm before i wiped around and gave him a fierce look. "So your saying i was someone you could smash when you wanted because she didn't give you any excitement in the relationship." I explained. "No-" He started. "I've heard enough i just want you to leave now." I wrapped myself up in the blanket and turned around so i couldn't look at him."

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