Selfish love
this is inspired by Taekook: crazy love by dreamer
it's not the same plot and scenes of course l ain't gonna copy her work dude
but.. yeah she was the inspiration for it..so thought of sharing it
jeon jungkook who is always devoted to his work..was gonna get married
his father arranged a business marriage for him
in his entire life of 24 years.. he never wished for anything.. always tried to be at the giving side and not at the receiving side
he was had only one aim that is to work.
he didn't had any wishes that a normal guy/girl would have in his 20's .
hence when his father asked he agreed as it was gonna benefit his business
jk's in-laws, his soon to be husband and his best friend was present there
to be very honest jk didn't have any interest but for the sake of his family he was there
min yoongi.. someone who is swaggy..the only person he is open and showed his every side is kim taehyung his best friend
and only because of kim taehyung..he agreed for this marriage..but only he knows how much he doesn't like a business marriage
you can say jk and min yoongi are really different in general..but there bored look on the topic of marriage is same
everyone was discussing stuff related to marriage
where as two people were in there own world
no it's not taekook.. it's yoonkook
yoongi is busy in his mobile trying to think of some lyrics..
/yes you guessed right.. he's still a famous producers and lyricist even in ff😜/
/l couldn't convince myself to write that he's in some other occupation/
where as jk was feeling something knew in his heart and he didn't know what it was..he was trying to figure it out..but he knew it was for the man that was sitting in front of him
the problem was..he wasn't feeling anything for his soon to be husband min yoongi
but his best friend kim taehyung
/let me know if you had. guessed it before 👀👀/
after a while min yoongi and jk were send to know each other but whom are we kidding min yoongi won't go anywhere without his best friend
for some reason jk felt a bit weird..and wanted his soon to be husband to disappear..
/well was it too straightforward?but who cares 😜/
while talking some general stuff yoongi's phone started ringing..he excused himself and went a bit far for talking
jk wanted to break the ice between tae and him..so..he started talking-
Jk
so..um.. your kim taehyung. Yoongi's best friend?
Jk
so..um.. tell me something about yourself
Tae
oh well l am a singer..but l also have some interest in business..but not that much..
Tae
you have such a beautiful voice..why don't you someday try to sing?
Tae
not really..l feel like your voice is best voice in south Korea as long as l am concern..
/if you know then you know 😏/
like that they started talking..and exchanged numbers.
jk had a great time.. taking to well..his crush
after a few days three of them planned to hang out in a fair....but they didn't realize the day was Valentine's day .
they were having lots of fun but suddenly due to a urgent work yoongi left.
and tae and kook were giving couple on a date vibe..
they had lots of fun together..they were so happy with each other that they lost track of time.. it was interesting too see how jk and tae were perfect fit with each other. Tae is caring and loving..but can be classy and sassy at the same time.. he's cute side got jk's heart
on the other hand jungkook was the boyfriend material in this um.. friendship??👀
Even he doesn't know why and how he acts like that infront of tae.. usually he's an introvert..and this personality stays the same with everyone including yoongi and even his own family. But with tae he's a lot more comfortable , happy and free
guess they were ment to be
they had went to almost all the stalls of the fair untill the last one
they had to play games while holding hands
at first tae declined it..but later jk told him that.. it's going to be fun and stuff..and they were already there anyways..so they should play it anyways. At the end tae agreed
they finished the game and surprisingly they won the first place
they were amazed by the results
after coming out of the game area they saw a couple..the girl was giving consolation to her boyfriend as they couldn't won.. after t.a while they both pulled each other to a kiss
this scenario made jk and tae look at each other
they were starting deep into each other's eyes.. tae tried his best to conceal his emotions but his eyes betrayed him.. his eyes was screaming what was in his heart
but with great difficulties tae spoke
Tae
um.. it's getting late let's head back
Jk
*snapped out to reality*
uh..oh.. ye..yeah
they were walking back but stopped by the bridge..as it was a beautiful scenario to see
the weather wasn't that well and soon it started raining..
jk and tae still remained in that position and enjoyed the moment before jk suddenly realized how much ethereal tae looked in the rain..he tried his best to not kiss him..but at the end his heart room control..he was drunk in his emotions for tae..and he did something forbidden
he pulled tae into a passionate kiss
tae was shocked for a good 5 seconds.. but when the reality hit him.. it hit him really hard..he pushed jungkook away.. while tears were coming out of there eyes
Tae
why? why would you do that? you were going to get married... please don't do this..*says with great difficulties with teary eyes*
Jk
please.. don't push me away..l can feel your emotions..l know what you feel.. it's like we have an invisible string that connect us.. don't push me..
Tae
we.. shouldn't.. you shouldn't.. please..no
Jk
l have never been..this selfish in my whole life..but now l can't seem to stop..
Jk
just for this once.. accept your emotions..and tell me honestly...do you feel anything for me?
Tae
l...l..*avoids eye contact*
Jk
look me in the eyes..and say you don't love me
. say that you'll be able to see me get married to yoongi.. say that you'll be able to leave me.. say.. say it..SAY IT TAE..
Tae
*looks into jk's eyes and was about to say it but stopped as his tears started to flow out of his eyes*
Jk
see.. why can't you say..tell me..will you like it..if l go and be with yoongi?will you be able to see.. me with him like l am with you?if yes..then I'll go and be with him..will that make you happy?
Tae
*lost control of himself* No..l can't..l won't be able to see you with anyone else.. l would rather die then seeing you with someone else..l.. l.. l already fall in love with you soon much deep that despite trying my level best l couldn't stop loving you.. you have become so much important for me that l can't breathe without you..in this 1 month we spent so many times together that it's so hard to survive when I don't see you around me.. my heart aches.. thinking you'll be with yoongi..
Tae
l can't.. jk..l just can't..
Tae
*put his forehead on jk's shoulder as his body felt numb..*
jk's heart was filled with joy as he heard tae's confession
Tae
*his heart is beating so fast as if it's gonna come out of his chest and go to it's rightfully owner jk's hand*
this kiss was there first kiss
it was a different feeling.. for the first time.. you had got someone whom you live so much..but the fact that fills your heart with a ton load of happiness is that special someone loving you back
that's what both of them were feeling
they kissed and kissed and kissed till they both ran out of breath.. they're body was heating up in this cold weather created with rain.. it was perfect for them..
after a while..they broke the kiss as they need to breathe also
Tae
do you think..it is right?us being...*got cut by a peck. on his lips*
Jk
sush..baby..l ain't gonna marry yoongi.. your condensation made it easier for me..
Jk
now let's not think about other.. and now love me will ya? *says like a child with puppy eyes*
Tae
*couldn't help but uwu at his lover* okk l won't talk about others... and love you all night my hubby
Jk
did you just call me hubby?😳
Tae
why.. didn't you like it?😧
Jk
are you kidding me?l loved it..can you say that again?
Tae
h..hubby😳😳* wants to hide his burning cheeks but failed*
Jk
come love.. let's **** **** all night..*carries tae in a bridal style*
Tae
what are you saying? you shameless!
Jk
hehe.. my baby is shy..😏
Tae
l wake and l saw jk starring at me
Tae
l suddenly remembered last night
Tae
l was blushing so hard so l hide my face in his chest in order to avoid the embarkment
Jk
*chuckles watching tae's cuteness*
Jk
so let me as k you officially..will you be my boyfriend?
Jk
aww my baby is Soo cute..come let's wash up..
Tae
*nods while blushing hard*
Jk
mom dad l don't wanna marry yoongi.. l have found someone that l really wanna spend my life with.. in a this year's..l had never asked for anything..and tried to obey your every order..just to make you guys feel happy
Jk
but just this once l can't..
l can't do what you guys want.. l have to be selfish just this once
after trying hard.. jk's parents finally accepted his wish. and broke of the marriage.. as yoongi also said..he has found his true love jimin a few weeks ago..so both the families accepted yoonmin and taekook
Jk
l was so happy that everyone accepted me and tae.. l always write every memorable moment in my diary
Jk
in diary :
today finally dad and mom and the rest accepted me and tae.. my love for him..l know this wasn't supposed to be this way..but l couldn't do what they wanted me to do..guess..my love was selfish. but even if l had to do it all over again..l would still choose this selfish love~~
that's all for this chapter..
and let me know I. the comments what you think about this
gusy inshallah from tomorrow will be the starting of the holy month of ramadan...l won't write in ramadan..l will give you lots of update after this month..as l have made a rule to not touch my mobile in this month.. so Inshallah I'll meet you guys if l stay alive the next time..at may 20th..or.. something like that..
l would take my leave now..hope you guys will take care of yourself.. don't stress yourself
for people who are studying or have exams..best of luck.. l hope you'll do well..
eat well sleep well..and miss me..😜
l know you guys won't..but please do miss me..if you have a second to spoil..but l am gonna miss you guys alot...
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winter bear 🐻❄
i know💞
2022-01-18
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Taeguk💜
my god... I never gave such a big update... 😶👏👏
2021-07-03
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꧁ᵀᴬᴱᴷᴼᴼᴷ ᴹᴵᴺˢᵁᴺᴳ ❥ Priest🌚🌝꧂
😍😍😍😍.
2021-05-14
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