Secrets Of The Silent {Kenma X Y/N} Messed up feelings

~The next day~

You wake up early in the morning

You look at yourself in the mirror

Your eyes were puffy

You showered and got dressed

You went downstairs to find Yuri

But you only see a huge mess

Y/N

^Are you hangover?^

Yuri

Yeah, my head is spinning

Y/N

^Go take a rest^

Yuri

But I-

Before he could say anything

You push him to his room

Y/N

^I'll take care of it^

You said before you closed his door

You then clean up the mess and cooked breakfast

[Timecheck: 6:30]

You ate first and drank your medicine

Before leaving you left a note saying: "Here's your food, you better stay hydrated and rest up!". - Y/n

~Outside~

While walking to school you encounter Kuroo and Kenma

Kuroo

Y/n..!

He says while running up to you while Kenma follows

Y/N

👋

Kuroo

You're not wearing your disguise?

Y/N

Coach told me I don't need to anymore

Kuroo

You okay? Your voice sounds raspy

Y/N

I'm fine

Kuroo

You stay hydrated!

Y/N

I will

You then see Kenma getting frustrated on the game he's playing

You take a peek

Kuroo

Oi, Kenma how long have you been in that level?

Kenma

A while

Y/N

Can I?

He then hands you his psp

You finish the level in a few minutes

Kuroo

Oya? I didn't know you were good in games

Y/N

Thanks •//•

You guys then arrived school

Kuroo got called by someone

Kuroo

See you guys later!

He then leaves

Y/N

I'm gonna need to go too so...

Before you leave, Kenma stops you

Kenma

I can hang with you later, right?

Y/N

Yeah, see ya

You said as you wave goodbye and walked away

~At class~

Teacher

Ah Y/n, where have you been?

You gave him a note saying: "I've gotten sick. I'm sorry if I couldn't remind you"

Teacher

Glad you're now better! You can take a seat

You bow and sat down

Lev

You're back..! You're not wearing it anymore, why?

He says quietly

"Coach said I don't need to anymore"

He then suddenly hugs you

Y/N

•//•

Lev

•//• Sorry..!

"It's fine"

You weren't interested in the topic

You also couldn't focus on what was being discussed

So you decided to put your head down and took a rest

~Flashback~

You were holding onto his hand

Until the nurse stopped you

Nurse

Sorry ma'am, you can't come in

She then went in and closed the door

You couldn't do anything

But wait and hope that he's alive

Minute after minute

Hour after hour

You were getting more and more anxious

Until the doctor came out

Y/N

How is he?!

Doctor

He is fine, he is currently in a coma and we don't know when he'll wake up

Doctor

After brain scanning, we also noticed that there may be some damage and there's a chance he might have amnesia

Y/N

Can I visit him?!

Doctor

Yes, you can

You immediately went in

And the nurses gave you some time with him

You held his hand and sat next to him

Y/N

I-I'm glad. I told you you're gonna be fine

You said while tears were flowing

~End of flashback~

Lev

Y/n-san? You're crying

You immediately wiped your tears

Lev

Are you okay?

He said worryingly

"I'm fine, I just had a bad dream"

Lev

Nightmares? I get you

Lev

Have you ever had one where a weird looking Yaku-san was chasing you and says "practice your receives"?

You giggled at what he said

You then look at him and he was serious about it

"You really had a dream like that?"

Lev

Yeah! It felt real

Lev

It even kicked me like Yaku-san does!

He said with an amazed face

You continued to giggle

{Kuroo's POV}

School was done but I couldn't find Y/n anywhere

I don't know if I like her or not

If I consider her a little sister of mine who needs to be protected from other boys or not

It's not like I'm jealous but it feels like I need to be someone who protects her from others

I was walking to Y/n's room

And see her giggle

Surprisingly, it was Lev who made her laugh

{End of Kuroo's POV}

Kuroo

Lev, Yaku is currently throwing a fit about you skipping practice

Lev

Eh?! Really?!

He then immediately runs to the gym

Lev

I don't want to get another spanking!

He said as he was running

Kuroo

You coming?

Y/N

👌

~At the gym~

You all practiced and practiced until you were all exhausted

Nekomata

You all followed it perfectly! Now, for tomorrow we would do this all over again

Everyone: Hai!

The coach leaves first

You go the restroom to freshen up

When you coughed blood again

But luckily no one saw you

You were coughing more than the last time

You look at yourself in the mirror

With your mouth and hand still having blood

Y/N

(this is getting worse than I thought)

You then wash your hands and gargled

You left with no trace of your blood

{Kenma's POV}

I was done and currently waiting for Y/n to finish

Kuroo

You coming?

I usually go home with Kuroo but not tonight

Kenma

You can go

Kuroo

(he's probably waiting for her) Alright then

He then leaves

I hear a faint cough from the restroom but just didn't mind it

{End of Kenma's POV}

{Kuroo's POV}

How come I'm not jealous anymore when it comes to Kenma being with Y/n?

I mean Kenma is a pretty good guy and he probably likes her more than I do

But do I just give her up that easily?

Why is love so messed up?

I kept on thinking about what my feelings are for Y/n

But I couldn't get the answer

{End of Kuroo's POV}

You were done cleaning the gym and went outside to see pudding head waiting

Y/N

Did I make you wait for too long?

Kenma

I don't mind

Y/N

Let's go then