Chapter 02

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Lucas' abruptly looked at his phone as he felt something's not right,

"Why did I felt so uneasy this time?" He opened his account and saw that his money's been multiplied like those money he sent to Jaemin came all back, he checked the link credit and he saw that there's none...

"I'm getting all worried" he breath heavily "Maybe there's something happened to my Jaemin?" He panicked so much and decided diall Jaemin's number but it says that it didn't exists, same goes to the Academy to where he enrolled Jaemin... They said there's no Jaemin & maybe he's in wrong dial, he laid his back to his chair "What's happening..." Then something came to his mind, he left his company and head back home only to see that the room which was supposed to be Jaemin's, didn't exists... That once creative and beautifully designed room turns out to be that simple guest room... He gasps in disbelief,

"What's happening---" Tears came out from his eyes as he saw the man he misses so much,

"Lucas? I thought you're at work?" Lucas looked at him, checking him "What's wrong with you? You look like you're seeing a ghost or something" "Winwin... is that you?" The man pulled a confused look "Are you crazy? Of course!  It's me" Lucas ran to him and hugged him "You're back..." Winwin tried to look at him, still confused "I never been gone" he hugged his husband back "Now that you miraculously came back... I lost our Jaemin" Winwin pulled out the hug and look at him "What do you mean 'Our Jaemin'? We only have us" Winwin laughed it off "No... We have a Jaemin---" "You might need to take a rest and off today, You must still be dreaming" Lucas sigh, and Winwin asked him to went to his room...

Lucas just sat right there, thinking how Winwin came back and where Jaemin at... Then all of a sudden, he remembered he found an envelope on his car before he left Jaemin alone that day,

He took it out from his pocket... Which made him cry a lot,

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    I'm sorry that I arrived in your lives but I really do want to make you happy. If there's something came to me during of field trip, I'll take the risk if it means of bringing Winwin back. I know you'll never been here to say any last words, I just want you to be happy... Please take care of him and do forget me. I will never be existed... I'll stay wherever they bring me. I'm sorry that I existed, I'll never go back... Promise.

I actually don't deserve to came to your lives, I just brought death and danger... Everyone around me hates me so much. But thank you for loving me... I'm so sorry again :) <3

~Jaemin

Lucas cried "Jaemin... what have you done?!" He hugged the letter that Jaemin last gave "I never been that good to you... I'm so sorry..."

As much as Lucas cried, Winwin's outside the door, trying his hardest to hold his sobs while tears kept on falling...  Winwin then walked downstairs to their backyard, he took out the necklace he once gave to Jaemin.

That necklace he gave before everything happened, that one he gave those moment Jaemin first came to their lives, that moment where he's so much happier of having him.

"Why did you do that Jaemin?" He said with tears "so this means that I'll be acting like I didn't know you exists once? Is that what you want? Do you know how much that hurts?" He wipe his tears away "Those lighted ones took everyone's memory of you, but there are still people left having you... I don't want them to erase you... No matter what... You're my boy" His sob finally came out "My boy who sacrifice himself for me to come back here"

He sat down as he buried the necklace to where he remembered having the little Jaemin running around that place where there's lot of flowers "It might be so confusing, But Jaemin... You do exist... It's such that, something magical happens and erases you from everyone's memory, but nothing can ERASE YOU from mine..."

After Winwin buried it with a heavy heart, he stand up and acted like there's nothing happened, yet his heart's been breaking so badly...

"I'll be more careful Jaemin... I'll look for you, no matter how long it takes... I'll get my boy back"

He said as he imagined the baby Jaemin running around the backyard...

Winwin look up at the sky "I already told you that I won't come back here but you just did that... and what now? Having Jaemin in return right? Having him back up there after giving him life... Yes it hurts me so much as I saw him of how he suffered, After giving him to us once and you all just grant our Angel's wish... I already insists right? But you all just... took him back..." Winwin wiped his tears "To that place where I can't reach him no matter how we'll try" his heart feels so heavier...

Winwin tried his hardest to smile

"I'll never Erase you from my memory, our Long time Angel"

He look down as his heart get heavier.

Lucas then fall asleep from crying, and then he abruptly sat on his bed, tears fall down...

"Jaemin, Why are you in heaven?"

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Sorry, if it's somewhat complicated, Yes, The flow might somehow... I don't know~ 😅

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