Endless Love: Book 1 CHAPTER-12

CHAPTER-12

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in a early morning

sun lights were coming through her room's window which directly landing on her alluring face making it shine even more!!

but these Sun lights were interrupting her peaceful sleep so due to this she started to wake up!!

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

(wake up slowly)

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

hmm

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

it's already morning

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

[yes he leave from here in mid....and may be didn't come back]

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

(touch other half part of bed)

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

it's cold *heavy voice*

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

(get up)

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

ahh

as she stand up to get freshen up she suddenly imbalance herself and almost fall on ground..

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

(hold the Conner of bed)

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

shit....it's paining now *groan*

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

(take deep breath)

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

(stand up)

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

finally

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

(goes to bathroom)

as she goes to bathroom she saw her reflection in which her eyes were swollen die to cry and still slightly red...

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

(become upset)

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

(goes to bathtub)

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

(turn on the tab)

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

at this time she still struggling with her inner fear and was becoming upset but this time not a single tear of drop come out from her eyes...

As it said that "Time doesn’t heal emotional pain, you need to learn how to let go." - Roy T. Bennett

and you can easily get rid of physical damage, problems, and or wounds but not mentally this easily....if you live in those circumstances in which you don't have any self esteem, don't have any right to take any decision for even yourself and you can't show your right towards them who are bounded with you.......when all people around you disgust with you ....call you by disgusting name and being unreasonable towards you....

but these people get there courage to say all these humiliating things and do unbearable actions because one give them this chance if one is stay strong to one's point, don't make any rational decisions and big reason for all this one easily believes to others !¡

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

[I was naive back then when I just try to only become Mrs. Hamilton for him I leave my education, dreams, friends, self dignity and foolishly do all the things which can please him *self mock*]

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

[when everyone leave me then God hold me ...He gave me a second chance to improve my mistakes.....to live for my self....may be that's why everyone said that live for yourself life isn't too long for one person to live peacefully while all your dreams come before your eyes]

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

[and I fool ......I pour all my affects to make him happy so I can feel good but in this journey I......I forget who actually I was *broken voice *]

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton

(brought her both knees together)

Anastasia D'Amelio/Hamilton