if she wouldn't leave me ..

" Thank you for concern sister , but I'm not busy and I'll love to join both of you "

Steven

We all were at dining table for breakfast  , I was having a heavy hangover . Last night when I saw both of them in that intimate position I was shaking with ager . I jerked her off him then and there .

What was she even thinking .. my heart wished to punish her ,  then  I controlled , but the way she is bheaving I don't know how long I will control myself .To restrain myself from doing any harm I left the house .  I then ended up at bar and get drunk . The drink is the only thing that sooth the burning pain inside my heart .

I know I said I have a girlfriend and I'm no longer care about her , and according to that I don't have any right to be jealous .. but I was jealous.. so f*cking jealous . I know I did the same thing with her but she deserves that ..

I am very well aware  of the fact that she get  upsets seeing me with Siya and that's why I intentionally brings Siya .. I want to hurt her .. I want her to feel the same pain she brought me .. it's nothing compared to what she gave me ..

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I was busy in my thoughts when Nil Suggest Elina to go for clubbing tonight .. it was all great until he said how they used to go for every weekend while they were in Italy . My anger that subsided... Was again heated . What else did they do together I don't know .. ?

To my shock Nil invite me too to join them .. though I hate him to the core , I liked it . But before I could reply Elina replied..  and asked him not to force me as I could be busy. But what can I do my heart wants to do the opposite of what she wants .. so I shocked her with my reply

" Thank you for concern sister , but I'm not busy and I'll love to join both of you " .

"Yeah Steven ,you should also join with Siya . " Her mom suggest me and I politely nod and said  " yeah .. I believed she would love to join "

I looked at Elina and she looked at me with eyes showing unhappiness . I know she will definitely won't like me join them and that's why I agreed to go with them . I smirked looking at her and she looked away . 

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" Elina what did you shop yesterday ? You didn't show me .." her mom asked her and I looked at her interestingly .

" I didn't liked any mom , so ..   " she said looking into my eyes . I know she choosed the black dress first .. but when I saw that dress it was so revealing .. I mean why she even choosed that at the first place .. So I said that dress wouldn't suit her and surprisingly she didn't argued and let Siya take it .

" It's ok baby .. I'll go with you next time . We still have few days to wedding " her mom suggest and she happily nod .

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I got ready for our night . When I informed Siya for tonight she was so happy , I think she is getting serious about our relationship .. though I never said we are dating... I just asked her out random times only to make Elina jealous . But I need to stop it with her .. I don't want to hurt anyone .

I wore a plain t shirt with bomber jacket and my denim jeans . I go for boots instead of Snickers . I applied jel  on  my hair and set it perfectly . I came downstairs and saw Elina and Nil was already there standing .

I observed Elina from  head to toe . She was wearing a green satin dress that stop above her knees . It has a v cutting neckline . The dress was too sexy .. though girls wears more revealing dresses in club and her was way better than theirs .. but still I didn't liked it . Her hair was done beautifully .. she was looking umm though I don't want to say but I have to say ' perfect ' . In my eyes she is always perfect . ' and that's the problem Steven ' I said myself

She noticed me checking out her and I felt her being uncomfortable . And it just gives me different kind of pleasure . Her being affected by me was making my heart Happy. So I keep on staring at her shamelessly and she uncomfortably played with her loose hairs.  Then Nil who was also standing beside her break the silence and we all  headed towards my  car .

Elina and Nil seat behind and we soon was on our way to club . I pick up Siya  on the way and it took few minutes to reach club .

The club name " Angels night " was lighting with neon lights . This is the most famous and club and only rich people can afford here . I showed my vip card and we all lead to the vip area where only few people were dancing and most of them were from sophisticated family .

We seat on the couch . Siya seat beside me . Elina and Nil seat opposite of ours . We ordered the drinks and I felt relax a little . My eyes were fix on Elina Tonight . I don't know why tonight I couldn't take my eyes off her . The old memories of us out on date just like this .. hit my memory . Only if she wouldn't leave me .. we would still stayed like this .

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**Hey guys ! I'm back 😍🙊 . missed you all sm . Thank you all for being so kind and understanding 😍, I read all your messages they all are so sweet 💓. The break was really good and I enjoyed it 😘.

so here is another chapter in Steven's Pov . Next few update gonna be interesting and steamy 🙊. I hope you all enjoyed it . Next update tomorrow .

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