End of falshback ( long chapter )

I returned from the interview . I was so happy that day . on the way home I brought veggies and meat for dinner . When I reached apartment the first thing I did is call him .

" hello .. Steven "

" yes baby .." the word baby made my heart beat fast . How distance I was from him this days . Damn me !

" can you return home early today ? " I said making my voice cute .

" why ? " he asked almost smirked .

" umm.. we could spend some quality time together " and he laughed listening me . A heartily laugh that makes my heart warm ... and I realized how much I love this man . He didn't laughed like this so long an hid all credit goes to me .

" will you ?" I asked again .

" your words is like an order to me . I'll come home early . and if you want me I can come right now and we can do that " he told in a teasing tone . His words made me clenched .

" noo.. do your job now .. I need to do some preparation also "

" okay baby .. " before cutting the call I told him that my heart wanted to say from a long

" I love you "

" and I love you more than you ... "

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I wore the apron and jumped into the kitchen . I cooked for us . I prepared all the dishes he loves the most . After I was done cooking I placed them beautifully on the table . I also brought some red roses, candles and balloons. I wanted to make this night very special for us . I decorate the living room with balloons and candles . I scatter the rose petals on the couch where we would seat ... on the table and some on our bedroom . After I was done with the decorations I patted my shoulder with proud .

" you did a great job Elina " .

I was now sweating like hell. I entered the bathroom and took a warm shower . I applied lavender body wash and vanilla shampoo . I also applied some lavender essential oils . After showering for a long time . I came out of the bathroom and went into the walking closet . I choosed a sexy side cute red evening dress . it has very deep v neckline . He brought me the dress a long ago but I never put it on . This is the perfect time . I let my half wet hair loose . I applied very natural makeup and a red lipstick .

It was almost time for Steven to return home . I was so excited . I checked everything again . I was a little nervous because after a long time we are being romantic . I lighten the candles one by one . when I was done with living room . I went to our room and lighten the candles there. The beautiful scent of the candles made the whole atmosphere more romantic . I was busy with candles when a strong arm hold me from behind . My heart skipped a beat in fear . The candle I was holding fall on the floor . But fortunately it was already extinguish .

" you made me scared " I told him .

" and you shocked me " he told me brushing his thumb on my arms .

"why?" I asked him and he drag me into his chest tightly .

" with everything you have prepared for us "

and I just smiled . he placed his head in between my neck and took a deep breath .

" you smell so good " he told tightening his hold . Then he started to placing kisses on my neck and all over my back . I closed my eyes in pleasure . Everytime his lips were touching my skin .. new goosebumps we're creating . I also tightly hold him . He then turned me towards him so that I was facing him now . I looked into his deep eyes .They were shining .. the shine that was missing this days . His eyes looked so relax and happy . I couldn't but hug him tightly . I burried my head into his neck and hold him tightly to me . our body was strongly attached with each other . He slowly slide my hair behind my ears. Now my smooth skin was visible to him . He placed his lips on my shoulder and very slowly it moved to my neck .. the most sensitive spot of my body. My whole body shivered. Then he hold my chin and made me look up . His eyes filled with lust . we both stared each other for a long time .. none of us uttered a word . we just keep on staring . But the whole time his hand was rubbing my back . Then I took the initiative and captured his lips into mine . Though I started the kiss but soon he took the lead and kissed me vigorously . He hold my waist firmly fixed me on my position . The kiss was passionate and heated . His hands ran all over my body where they could reach . Then he left my lips and started kissing on my neck and nibbling them. His hand near my cleavage running around them . I through my head back and gave him more free space to access . then he started to move ... we both move one by one step and soon we landed on bed . I fall on the soft matrix of the bed and he over me . we keep on kissing each other .

" you don't know how much I missed it ... don't ever ignore me again " he muttered against my skin . " ummm.. ... " I sensually sound in between my kisses .

" baby stop .. " I told him .

" NO .... " he replied, his voice horase .

" I have arranged our dinner .. let's eat first " but he didn't listen me at all . he hold both of my hands over my head and looked into my eyes deeply... like he was watching me for the first time.

" but I want to eat you first "

" baby .. please I arranged our date with alot of efforts please don't let it go in vein " I said making a pout .

" ohaky ohkay .. " he said and I pushed him and he got up .

" you go and fresh yourself I'm serving the dinner "

" ohkay . " he entered the bathroom giving me a quick peck on lips .

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we both were enjoying our food . I sat right opposite to him .

" umm.. Elina this are so tasty " he complement me and I blushed .

" Thank you .. " I replied tucking my hair behind my ear . he hold my hand placed a soft kiss on it and muttered against it " but not as tasty as you " . My face colored red and I took my hand back instantly " just focus on your food "

" and that's the difficult thing now ... when you're all dressed up like a goddess " I rolled my eyes hearing his cheesy complement . we talk a random things . Then the time came ....

" so tell me what made you so happy to plan all of this ? " he asked

" actually I'm very happy today " I said with excitement

" and for why ? " he also asked with all curious

" my interview for IMBDA goes all well ..and they respond all positive "

" hmmm.. that's a good news " he paused a little then asked again " but isn't their National intern cancelled as they are already filled ?"

" yeah .. but mine was international " I replied cheerfully

" what ?" he asked furrowing his brows at me and I gulped with his sudden Change in reaction . I looked at him confusingly and he throw the next bomb.

" you know as you interviewed for international level you'll also get intern in other country not here " he put me the information which I haven't even thought about .

" hmm.. may be " I replied silently lowering my head .

" may be ? " he shouted " it's definitely gonna happen and you have to shift to other country . we will not be able to live together ! Elina . do you even love me or not "

" but how can you say so surely may be I get here .. may be I don't need to go anywhere " I said positively but inside I also know the possiblity is only 1% .

He suddenly got up from the chair making it fall behind . " may be.. may be please Elina just be honest " I also stand up

" but what is wrong if I go ... this is my dream and I'm gonna pursue it . "

" and what about us ? I can't leave without you . I don't want you to leave me ." .. oh god

" but Steven there are so many long distance couples it's not that difficult " I give a point but his stubborn mind refused to listen . " I can't with this long distance ..and stop giving me example of others couple . I didn't loved you like other couples for enjoyment only .. this never gonna happen "

" but .." I started again but he stopped me by his words .

" you'll join my company that's final " he stated like he has the authority over me .

" No " I also replied stubbornly " you can't take desicion for me "

He looked at me with furious eyes and I bang on the table " I can take desicions for you .. which is good for both of us " with that he left the place .

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For next few days I ignored him again . This time he also ignored me . he started to come home late and I never asked any reason why he was late . This days turned week and we still was very distance . He looked so gloomy and angry all the time . I again started sleeping in the guest room . One day I got a courier and when I opened it .. there was a joining letter from IMBDA . But my placement was in Italy . My position was as a director a freaking director . people never join as director they never get that chance .. but I got it . My joining date was next week. But I was sad thinking about Steven how will he react .. I'm sure he never gonna let me go . The thought of choosing any one of us was making me depressed . I was sad when I always thought that I'll be on cloud 9 if I got this chance .

**End of Flashbacks**

I sighed ! Thinking about those days brings pain and pleasure both . Was I very selfish ?

I know the way I left him he doesn't deserve that !

just seeing him today bring back all the good memories of us . I loved him for real .. he was my first lover and deep inside I still love him . I thought I have moved on ..but he proved it all wrong ....

** *so here you go with the Longest Chapter I ever wrote . hehe ! ;) . I'm so sorry for not updating this days . I was really busy 🤧. So thank you for being Patience with me ❤️ and understanding the situation .

So this long Chapter is to compensate the delay 🙈.

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