" I'm asking you one last time will you accept this or not ?"
" n..no " I said but without looking at his eyes .
" Fine " he said and put the ring on his pocket . He hold my fourarms strongly and all but drag me out of the restaurant . All staffs and waiters looked at us .. I felt humiliated . He shoved me into the car and drive away . During the ride he didn't uttered a single word neither do I . His eyes was straight on the road .. I dared not to look into them .
after we reached at the apartment we get off the car . He hurriedly walked inside the apartment without waiting for me . I almost ran after him . He entered the room and closed it with a bang. I entered the room after A lot of hesitation . when I entered the I saw him drinking . i didn't dared to start any conversation now . as I know it'll just worst the case . When he is drunk he always lose his control . I entered the bathroom and changed into pajamas . I decided to sleep in the guest room to avoid anything to happen tonight . I took the pillow and walked out of the room . He watched my each move but choosed to stay silent .
Next morning I left for uni before he woke up . Before leaving I made breakfast for him . I also put a sorry note for him . Today was my result and this time I was very nervous . My exam didn't go well .
of course this is what expected . Most of the time I spend it with Steven .. he would took me for dates .. shopping and sometimes I also planed to spend some quality time with him .
At around 10:00 our result listed on the board . I Checked and my name was not on the 1st position . my heart sink into my stomach . I checked the 2nd position it was someone else .. I checked the 3rd one still it was not me . I started sweating ..my friend looked at me with a shock .. of course she was also expecting me to be on the 1st position. I kept on checking and then I found me at no. 7 . I was in top 10 but not in top 3 . Everyone looked at me with shock .
I was standing at the back of the play ground . I tried to control my tears but it was impossible . My mind was blaming my love life about this and my heart it was still trying to find any other reasons . After a long fight between my heart and brain I draw the conclusion that It my luxurious love life is to be blamed .
Suddenly one of my friend came and informed me that principal mam is calling me . I wiped my tears and headed towards the principal chamber.
" may I come in mam ?" I asked the principal lowering my head .
" yes yes Elina come "
I stand there still and she request me to seat .
I took the seat in front of her still lowering my head .
" Elina what happened with you ? Have you looked at your result ? "
" y..yes mam "
" do you know you'll not get the chance for intern if your marks keep get low " I didn't replied but nod in yes .
" and this year you'll not get the scholarship from uni " I again nod in yes .This scholarship is important for me . my mom sends me money but that's not enough . she is a single mother she tried her best to give me all the facilities but it required more . Though I never blamed her I'm proud of her . she did her best .
" you're a very bright girl .. please focus on your goals . we expect alot from you and your result is very disappointing . some of your teachers told me that this year you missed classes " yes she is right . Some days I would bunk the class and spend the day with him . " and even your boyfriend once came here in between class ... see Elina this is your personal life I don't want to interfere but if you still want the chance to get the intern ... don't repeat the mistakes you did this year ... anyway you're a smart girl and I hope you'll do what is best for you "
" yes mam " I replied
" okay .. you may go now "
I returned the apartment and started to keep my Distance from him . I can't blame him fully because it was my fault too . He also didn't tried to talk to me that much . we both were keeping our distance . 4 months later was my intern and I put my heart and soul into that . I started to stay at the library after the classes just to avoid him . it's not that I don't trust him it's I can't trust myself ... I'm always weak around him . In this 4 months we become very formal with each other . I keep on sleeping on the other room and he also didn't argued with me on that . After our fight on the ring he somehow Don't argue with me that much . some nights after dinner I know he hopes me to come to our room for sleep.. but I controlled myself . It was never easy for me to stay away from him from the person I love the most .. but this 4 months is important for me and didn't wanted to give in .
This months crossed so fast and my intern day also came . My interview( iv) for MBIDA also goes well . I was very confident about my iv . The way they responded it was clear that I statisfied them . That day I was so happy and felt so free . so I decided to arrange a small dinner date for us . a romantic intimate quality time that's all no fancy restaurant ... nothing just we are together in each other's arms .
But except romance .. everything happend that night ...
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