It's so confusing

Elina

" Okay .. take care . Bye kitten "

" Bye .. "

With that he left and I entered the class .

After I finished my classes  I went to meet Stella at cafeteria where she works . Every Friday I would go after classes to meet her . And after that we would go for movie or a dinner . This is how we usually spent our Friday night .

I entered the cafe and saw Stella busy with customers . She noticed me and I wave at her . I sat on my usual place at the corner side . After few minutes She brought me a cold coffee and took the seat in front of me on the chair .

" So tell me how hard he is on bed ?"  She winked at me . My face turned red and I blushed .

" Oh my girl is already blushing " and she laughed .

I hold her hands and took a deep breath . Then I voiced.

" Stella .. am I doing anything wrong? Should I continue this relationship ?"

She looked at me with concern eyes

" Why what happened? Isn't everything ok? Don't he loves you ?"

" He loves me . He does " I assured her .

" Then ? Why are you thinking this ?"

" Ummm .. he is very serious about this relation.. but "

" But ..? "

" But I am afraid of commitment . You know I'll shift once If get the job at

IMBD . You know this is what I always wanted "

" Do you think he will not support you ?"

" I don't know .. he seems to be very protective or may I say overprotective . Like we only know each other for few days .. and ,"

" And ..? "

" And he already make me do things according him . "

"Hmm .. tell me one thing do you love him or not ?"

" I don't know . I love to stay with him .. love his protection .. I love how much he cares for me... May be I love him  or may be not ... It's so confusing Stella   "

" Yaa  I understand.. it's still early for you to say anything "

" That's the problem . He already loves me so much and here I'm still confused about my feelings  "

" Don't think too much baby .. just give yourself time .. it will all work out  "

I just nod in response .

I returned to the apartment . Steven didn't called me since he dropped me .  I fresh up . I had sometimes so I decided to clean the room and his closet . I put the files in order and cleaned the book shelf . Then I deal with his used clothes and put them aside for wash. I checked his shirt pocket if there was any important thing left before throwing them in washing machine . I was going through his pockets when I felt a paper and took it out . And there was written a number with a lipstick mark . It didn't take me much to understand that this no. belongs to a girl .

I felt my stomach stirred.  The thought of him with another girl and having their numbers did something to me . The feelings were foreign for me . I was being restless. My stomach felt empty .

I took the paper to myself and threw his shirt into the washing machine . Few minutes ago I was thinking of preparing dinner for us ... Specially for him but now I no longer have the wish to do something for him. The jealous got me .

I was studying but to be honest my mind was to him . I tried but I couldn't concentrate . Suddenly the bedroom door opened and he walked in with an exhausted eyes but his smile was charming as always . I looked up and again looked down at my book .

" Hello kitten" he called me while untying himself . I didn't respond .

" How was your day at University ? Did you meet Stella ?" Again I was silent.

" Did you miss me ? Why didn't you called me after classes ? I was waiting for your call ?" So he was waiting fir my call .. Hun ! Why where is the girl who gave him the number .

As I didn't answer also this time

He threw his coat on the table beside and rolled his shirt before walking to me . I watch him walking towards me but I didn't looked up . He came and stand right in front my study table . And then I looked up . He hold my arms and make me stand up . He frowned his brows to my strange bheaviour and asked with a very annoyed voice

" Are you ignoring me ?"

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