are you real ? not a dream ?

He turned his head , nodding in yes .. and with that My heart sank in my stomach.

I turned my head from them and walked away from there with my broken heart ..

STEVEN

I saw her walking away from me for forever . my happiness was leaving me .. she was leaving me forever . Everyone was rushing around me for their flights ..the place was so chaos but my world was stopped .

My heart was telling me to ran to her and stop her ..lock her ..if needed then kidnap her and keep her to myself but my mind I don't know why it f*cking wanted to be logical .

I wanted to hug her ..for last time ..I wanted to cry on her shoulder ..for the last time ..I wanted to kiss those soft lips of her ..for the last time ....

But I controlled my heart's desire .. I knew if get close to her I will change my mind ..I will loose all my sanity...

" Elina ... " My only love ..my ---

I don't know how I'm gonna live without her .. I said I'll forget her ...I said I'll marry someone else but I don't know how I will do that .

" Steven let's go .. her flight already took off .. " Siya muttered from behind . I instantly wiped my tears and turned to her .

" Yeah let's go .. " I said in a serious tone .. trying to hide my heavy voice . But I failed .

" Were you crying?" She asked and I looked away .

" No ..why I'll ? Let's go ." I said and walked out of the air port . Siya called after me but I didn't stop until I was In front of my car .

" Steven stop ! "

" What ? Don't you want to return ? If not then you can stay .. I'm leaving "

" Hey you don't have to act like a jerk ! Ok? " She made me turned to her " and don't hide your tears .. men can also cry when they are upset " she said and I couldn't hold back . I hugged her . I needed one .

" I can't leave without her Siya .. I love her so much. I don't know why she doesn't love me back.. I love her so so much .."

" She loves you .. Steven ..I can saw that in her eyes ..I don't know why you think the different "

" No she doesn't ..if she would love me.. she wouldn't leave me .."

" Sigh ." She took a deep breath .

" Everything will be fine Steven .. " I left her from my embrace .

" Thanks for your support .. "

" Come on.. "

After that we both got in the car and lefr from there . I drop her in front of her apartment and then I drive back to bar . The whole drive we didn't uttered a word . Today was Christmas the bars were usually crowded so I decided to stop by a road side bar.

I ordered my drink and sat their silently . The drink were soon served . I looked at my drink as the little bubbles were going up one by one . Then I hold the glass and drank it in one go . My throat burned .. but it was nothing compared to my burning heart .

Suddenly a couple came and sat beside me. They were may be in their 20s . The girl and the boy was fighting with something and I observed them .. .. then the boy give in and said sorry to her . My lips unknowingly formed a smile watching their innocent act . . I looked away from them .

I looked at the busy road and happy peoples .. everyone was enjoying the Christmas night .

I was watching the view when my eyes fall on a old couple . They were walking along the footpath holding each other's hand . The scene was so warming as how they both were supporting each other .

I drank the rest of the drinks and decided to return home .

I drive home back . I was a little too much drunk ... I stumbled on my foot and hit the door . " ouch ! fu*k " I cursed .

I opened the door with great trouble and entered the house . I walked upstairs stumbling at each step .

I opened my room's door and found it was already open . without much thinking I entered my room . I switched on the lights and stopped in my track ....

" Elina ..." my heart stopped beating seeing her figure standing in front of me . Then I realized I was so drunk that I was now Hallucinating her . I laughed ..

" I know you aren't real ... I know I'm hallucinating .. " I moved from there and walked to bathroom... but I don't know why I turned and look at her again .

" what are you doing here ? " I asked her but she didn't reply . of course how can she reply it's just a dream ...

" if you keep coming in front of me like this how I'll forget you ?" I said and walked close to her .. I touched her cheeks and shockingly she didn't fade away ..

" how can I touch you ? isn't dreams fade away when you tried to touch them ? " I smiled being amazed .

" then will you still stay if I kiss you ? " I hold her face with my both hands and stared at her... " no .. I'll not kiss you .. what if go away .. I'll not be able to touch you then ..."

" I'll not fade .. you try " she said and I stunned more .." you can also talk back ? what kind of magic is this ? " I again smiled .

I then slowly lean on her and captured her soft pink lips ..with mine . we kissed each other so gently ..and passionately . She took the lead and entered my mouth . her lips ran every corner of my mouth .. my heart was racing .. then after a long we left each other ..

" how can I kiss you ? " I asked ..so much shock ..

" are you real ? not a dream ? " and she nod with that ...

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hahah ! what do you think is it Steven's dream ? 😌.

I'm so sorry for irregular update . I know I can't give you guys excuse for being irregular 😣. I'm trying my best . Thank you for support . I really appreciate you all ..I really do ❤️🥰🌼.

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