If he stopped me ..I will stay

I closed the door and ran to my room . I closed the door of my room and burst into tears ...

Elina

once I was inside I burst into tears .. my heart was heavy . Tomorrow I'm gonna leave . I don't know what to do . I'm stuck . right now I need the most is his support , his love ..his soothing words . I want him to tell me that everything will be fine . we both will overcome this .. but he simply said we are over .

I love him so so much . only my heart know how much he matters to me . but I also don't want to give up on my job . I worked all my life for this . But I never knew it will come in between my love . I don't know what to choose . " oh Steven .. I wish you would understand me .. I wished you would tell me what I needed to hear the most .. I wish --- "

I packed my bag . Then I entered the bathroom and undressed myself . I was putting my discarded cloths in the basket while I noticed some blood spot in my underwear .

" did I got my periods ? agh! " my mood which was already bad ..become worst . without much thinking I put on a sanitary napkin and then come out of the bathroom.

I sat on my bed and dialled my mom's number .

" hello "

" hello baby . how are you doing ? and how is Steven is he alright ? " yes I told them about the accident but I said it wasn't that serious . I didn't wanted them to cancel the honeymoon and come back .

" he is absolutely fine mom . it's nothing serious "

" good . and how about you? when are you leaving ? "

" tomorrow mom .. " I said with a little sadness .

" are you okay ? you are sounding off .."

" yeah . .. a little tired mom . Anyway tell me how are you enjoying?"

" I'm very happy Elina . This place is so beautiful . we visited so many places . "

" wow .. I'm happy for you .."

" yes.. after your dad's death I never thought I'll be happy again .. I'll find love again . David is very nice guy Elina .. I'm lucky to have him . Baby finding a true love is very difficult ..so if you find one don't loose it ...hold on to it . love is the most purest feeling in the world . "

" yeah... mom "

" I hope you will also find someone special for you one day "

" I'm tired mom .. and I have to leave next day.. "

" hahaha .. ohk .take care bye . "

I hung up the phone and took a deep breath . my life is turning hell . I switched off the lights and tried to sleep . I just rolled on the bed and after doing this 15 mins I got up from bed . " did he fall asleeped ?" to check i walked out of my room and stop in front of his door .

I hold the door knob and took a deep breath. After winning my mind battle I opened the door . Steven who was probably also awake got up instantly.

" Elina ...? " he asked questioningly .

" umm.. yea me .. can I come inside ? "

" yeah .. sure " I entered his room and closed th door behind .

" what happened ? " he asked .

" umm can I sleep with you ? I'm scared .."

" scared ?! did you watch horror movie ? " he asked ..and I nod my head innocently .

," ohkay you can sleep here .." he said and my lips formed a light smile. I happily Walked to his bed and was about to get in when he stopped me ..

" umm Elina can you please sleep on the couch ? " my soft smile which was just appeared , disappeared instantly . He doesn't want me to share his bed ? I didn't said anything . I just nod and slowly walked to the couch .

I never felt this humiliated before . it's like I got rejected. I lay on the couch and turned my head from him . I was angry on him .. I was mad at him . I was upset with him ..

Next morning when I woke up it was already 9:00 am .

" it's so late .. " I rubbed my eyes and got up . when I looked at the surrounding I remembered about last night . I looked at Steven and saw his bed was already empty .

I walked back to my room. I entered bathroom and took a shower while I noticed my napkin is all clean .. I didn't blood at all ..

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after getting changed I made myself breakfast . I was very hungry. I didn't ate anything last night . I went to check his room & he wasn't there ..and that made me think that he was not at home .

Firstly I thought about calling him but at end I give up the idea . why I would call him when he doesn't want to have anything with me ..

The whole day passed and I thought he will not come . Now it was 4:45 pm and I was all ready . To reach airport in time I need to leave at 5:00 pm at least . He said he will take me to airport and here there was no sign of him .

I was so restless . I felt like booking a cab but my heart wanted to wait for him ..I wanted to saw him one last time .. one last time I wanted to talk to him .. I wanted to make things clear between us ...

it was 5:15 and now if I don't leave I'll miss the flight . I made my heart strong and wiped my last tear . I dragged my luggage out when Steven's car stopped at door . My heart beat become suddenly fast . " I need to talk to him .." . with hope I approached to his car ..

" Elina come in .." Siya who was sitting in front of the car called me . My hold on the luggage got strong . .

" why are you standing ? you'll miss the flight .." she shout again .. I was disappointed this statement will be small .. I was broken ..I nod and get in the back seat . The whole ride Steven didn't uttered a single word . Siya was the only one asking questions and I just answered in a single nod or yes .

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" umm .. guys my luggages are already checked .." I said . we we're standing in the airport . Steven who was standing a little away from me and Siya .

" ohkay so I'll leave now .." I said a little loud so that he could hear ..

" don't you wanna talk to him ? " Siya whispered ..

" he doesn't want to talk to me .." I said lowering my head .

" Elina " Siya hold my hand and then handed me a box . " this is for you .. please read the letter inside .." I was about to open the box when the announcement started asking all passenger to get in . " I'll check it later .. "

" Steven good bye .." I couldn't but and shouted at him . if he stopped me .. I'll cancel it . If he stopped me ..I will stay .

He turned his head , nodding in yes .. and with that My heart sank in my stomach.

I turned my head from them and walked away from there with my broken heart ..

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Claire Kargador

Claire Kargador

its hurt to say goodbye to someone u love😭😭😭😭😭

2020-07-07

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Ace

Ace

My poor heart, it can hold any longer, it hurts so much and aches so badly. I’m seriously crying 😭so loudly inside.
Please don’t separate them 😭🥺😖😭😫😣😖😭😿

2020-06-28

9

Maz Ahmed

Maz Ahmed

She is pregnant, spotting usually happens when u r pregnant.....

2020-06-25

6

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Episodes
1 meeting the step brother
2 uncomfortable moment
3 Flash back
4 First Meeting
5 Little kitten one date please
6 crazy man
7 you are so stubborn
8 Enjoyment
9 magic in the air
10 you sure want to go further ?
11 good bye
12 who the hell is following me ?
13 Where are you taking me ?
14 You both plotted against me ?
15 Intense love in rain ..
16 It didn't feel right to me
17 He is very caring
18 I don't know how long it will last
19 I never loose what is mine
20 It's so confusing
21 you are gonna regret making me angry
22 You are a liar !
23 I don't want to depend on them
24 I can't accept this
25 I started to keep distance from him
26 End of falshback ( long chapter )
27 This Never gonna happen.. again !
28 you can share it with your mom baby
29 she'll regret to meet me again !
30 It's your job to protect her
31 I need to make things clear between us .
32 Steven's Girlfriend
33 She is perfect for me .
34 Now it's my time to play this game
35 Surprise !!
36 who is he ?
37 he was bheaving like a jealous person .
38 not a Chapter
39 if she wouldn't leave me ..
40 Truth or Dare ..
41 the early I leave the better he will feel ..
42 I'm yours
43 I'm never gonna let you go again ..
44 because you are MINE
45 I want to be in your mind , Heart and everywhere ..
46 Are you planning to leave me ?
47 Good bye .. Elina ..
48 Accident ...
49 the guilt was killing me ...
50 I hoped he will ask me to stay
51 If he stopped me ..I will stay
52 are you real ? not a dream ?
53 only I have the right to love you
54 everything was actually real ..
55 we already know everything
56 Happy Ending
57 Epilogue & New Novel
Episodes

Updated 57 Episodes

1
meeting the step brother
2
uncomfortable moment
3
Flash back
4
First Meeting
5
Little kitten one date please
6
crazy man
7
you are so stubborn
8
Enjoyment
9
magic in the air
10
you sure want to go further ?
11
good bye
12
who the hell is following me ?
13
Where are you taking me ?
14
You both plotted against me ?
15
Intense love in rain ..
16
It didn't feel right to me
17
He is very caring
18
I don't know how long it will last
19
I never loose what is mine
20
It's so confusing
21
you are gonna regret making me angry
22
You are a liar !
23
I don't want to depend on them
24
I can't accept this
25
I started to keep distance from him
26
End of falshback ( long chapter )
27
This Never gonna happen.. again !
28
you can share it with your mom baby
29
she'll regret to meet me again !
30
It's your job to protect her
31
I need to make things clear between us .
32
Steven's Girlfriend
33
She is perfect for me .
34
Now it's my time to play this game
35
Surprise !!
36
who is he ?
37
he was bheaving like a jealous person .
38
not a Chapter
39
if she wouldn't leave me ..
40
Truth or Dare ..
41
the early I leave the better he will feel ..
42
I'm yours
43
I'm never gonna let you go again ..
44
because you are MINE
45
I want to be in your mind , Heart and everywhere ..
46
Are you planning to leave me ?
47
Good bye .. Elina ..
48
Accident ...
49
the guilt was killing me ...
50
I hoped he will ask me to stay
51
If he stopped me ..I will stay
52
are you real ? not a dream ?
53
only I have the right to love you
54
everything was actually real ..
55
we already know everything
56
Happy Ending
57
Epilogue & New Novel
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