If he stopped me ..I will stay

I closed the door and ran to my room . I closed the door of my room and burst into tears ...

Elina

once I was inside I burst into tears .. my heart was heavy . Tomorrow I'm gonna leave . I don't know what to do . I'm stuck . right now I need the most is his support , his love ..his soothing words . I want him to tell me that everything will be fine . we both will overcome this .. but he simply said we are over .

I love him so so much . only my heart know how much he matters to me . but I also don't want to give up on my job . I worked all my life for this . But I never knew it will come in between my love . I don't know what to choose . " oh Steven .. I wish you would understand me .. I wished you would tell me what I needed to hear the most .. I wish --- "

I packed my bag . Then I entered the bathroom and undressed myself . I was putting my discarded cloths in the basket while I noticed some blood spot in my underwear .

" did I got my periods ? agh! " my mood which was already bad ..become worst . without much thinking I put on a sanitary napkin and then come out of the bathroom.

I sat on my bed and dialled my mom's number .

" hello "

" hello baby . how are you doing ? and how is Steven is he alright ? " yes I told them about the accident but I said it wasn't that serious . I didn't wanted them to cancel the honeymoon and come back .

" he is absolutely fine mom . it's nothing serious "

" good . and how about you? when are you leaving ? "

" tomorrow mom .. " I said with a little sadness .

" are you okay ? you are sounding off .."

" yeah . .. a little tired mom . Anyway tell me how are you enjoying?"

" I'm very happy Elina . This place is so beautiful . we visited so many places . "

" wow .. I'm happy for you .."

" yes.. after your dad's death I never thought I'll be happy again .. I'll find love again . David is very nice guy Elina .. I'm lucky to have him . Baby finding a true love is very difficult ..so if you find one don't loose it ...hold on to it . love is the most purest feeling in the world . "

" yeah... mom "

" I hope you will also find someone special for you one day "

" I'm tired mom .. and I have to leave next day.. "

" hahaha .. ohk .take care bye . "

I hung up the phone and took a deep breath . my life is turning hell . I switched off the lights and tried to sleep . I just rolled on the bed and after doing this 15 mins I got up from bed . " did he fall asleeped ?" to check i walked out of my room and stop in front of his door .

I hold the door knob and took a deep breath. After winning my mind battle I opened the door . Steven who was probably also awake got up instantly.

" Elina ...? " he asked questioningly .

" umm.. yea me .. can I come inside ? "

" yeah .. sure " I entered his room and closed th door behind .

" what happened ? " he asked .

" umm can I sleep with you ? I'm scared .."

" scared ?! did you watch horror movie ? " he asked ..and I nod my head innocently .

," ohkay you can sleep here .." he said and my lips formed a light smile. I happily Walked to his bed and was about to get in when he stopped me ..

" umm Elina can you please sleep on the couch ? " my soft smile which was just appeared , disappeared instantly . He doesn't want me to share his bed ? I didn't said anything . I just nod and slowly walked to the couch .

I never felt this humiliated before . it's like I got rejected. I lay on the couch and turned my head from him . I was angry on him .. I was mad at him . I was upset with him ..

Next morning when I woke up it was already 9:00 am .

" it's so late .. " I rubbed my eyes and got up . when I looked at the surrounding I remembered about last night . I looked at Steven and saw his bed was already empty .

I walked back to my room. I entered bathroom and took a shower while I noticed my napkin is all clean .. I didn't blood at all ..

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after getting changed I made myself breakfast . I was very hungry. I didn't ate anything last night . I went to check his room & he wasn't there ..and that made me think that he was not at home .

Firstly I thought about calling him but at end I give up the idea . why I would call him when he doesn't want to have anything with me ..

The whole day passed and I thought he will not come . Now it was 4:45 pm and I was all ready . To reach airport in time I need to leave at 5:00 pm at least . He said he will take me to airport and here there was no sign of him .

I was so restless . I felt like booking a cab but my heart wanted to wait for him ..I wanted to saw him one last time .. one last time I wanted to talk to him .. I wanted to make things clear between us ...

it was 5:15 and now if I don't leave I'll miss the flight . I made my heart strong and wiped my last tear . I dragged my luggage out when Steven's car stopped at door . My heart beat become suddenly fast . " I need to talk to him .." . with hope I approached to his car ..

" Elina come in .." Siya who was sitting in front of the car called me . My hold on the luggage got strong . .

" why are you standing ? you'll miss the flight .." she shout again .. I was disappointed this statement will be small .. I was broken ..I nod and get in the back seat . The whole ride Steven didn't uttered a single word . Siya was the only one asking questions and I just answered in a single nod or yes .

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" umm .. guys my luggages are already checked .." I said . we we're standing in the airport . Steven who was standing a little away from me and Siya .

" ohkay so I'll leave now .." I said a little loud so that he could hear ..

" don't you wanna talk to him ? " Siya whispered ..

" he doesn't want to talk to me .." I said lowering my head .

" Elina " Siya hold my hand and then handed me a box . " this is for you .. please read the letter inside .." I was about to open the box when the announcement started asking all passenger to get in . " I'll check it later .. "

" Steven good bye .." I couldn't but and shouted at him . if he stopped me .. I'll cancel it . If he stopped me ..I will stay .

He turned his head , nodding in yes .. and with that My heart sank in my stomach.

I turned my head from them and walked away from there with my broken heart ..

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