The sinking bird

The life of a student is quite similar to that of a bird isn't it? In kindergarten the baby tries to spread it's wings they try to fly but fall watching the bird fall mama Bird feels bad she wants to stop her child but no my child be strong , so the bird tries to fly again, at last after many tries when he opens his wings and jumps and kicks the air with his wings he flies, the air touching his wings feels awesome he wants to fly high, higher than the clouds, higher than the limits of the skies higher than anyone can dream of.

As the time passes the baby bird grows and that's when he fights the storms of adolescence, millions of negative thoughts and positive thoughts and useless thoughts make a great air pressure the scene becomes worse as the rain starts and very few birds are able to overcome that storm those who do are allowed to fly but those who don't, sink into the ocean. This story is about one of those birds who sank in the ocean and as you may have guessed that bird was me. One day I was caught up under these thoughts and playing jump force on a dull cloudy day and planning to take a nap as I felt tired but was held by the game and that was when my phone rang. With my one half of the body totally dedicated to the game and I tried picking up the phone and when I heard a shouting and and barking noise coming from my phone I realised it was my dad's call and he surprised me by scolding me for playing game for so late, and that was when one of my five senses (vision) that it was not a cloudy Monday afternoon but a dark Tuesday morning and it was 3am at that time (well I could have scolded my dad for calling me so late too). I thought that this was the worst thing that could have happened to me but the famous Indian saying 'ऊपर वाला जब भी देता देता छप्पर फाड़ के' (Meaning :whenever God gives they give plenty ) is what defines that situation, my father said furiously "why aren't you going to the school?" after half an hour of scolding I came to know that my fat Principal who somehow resembles a koala informed my my dad about my low attendance and I will have to sleep immediately in order to go to school tomorrow that is unless I want my dad's glare to slay me.

So I went to school next day but something felt a bit off, (and what was that?) there were no buses crossing the road but why was that so? Hmm why I guess? Well surprise surprise I was late so I went back to my house took my bike and peddled it until my leg started shaking and reached the gate of the school 1 minute before the bell rang and entered the class with a mama bear (chemistry teacher). Now my smart readers probably know what happens when you disturb a mama bear and hopefully that has to be the day when I made her fall while she was humming a song. That was the first time I came to know the speed at which collinear eyebrows become inclined and how to turn the a beautiful heart touching song into heart pearcing words. After the rebuke it was time for me to pass the glorious wooden gate which didn't recognised me at all he was like 'who the hell is this guy? should my eyes die for passing a gaze on his unhealthy body".

So ignoring the wooden gate I entered my good class, now if this had been an anime, girls would have been dying on me and boys would be like "he is so cool, but real life sucks. why? Aaaaaaa I didn't had anything attractive back then so every one was just copying the door's riposte. So I sat on the first bench with a handsome boy which was no good for me I want a girl please god I don't wanna spent my life with waifus.And then started the real story of minds the so called chemistry class where they teach you 'how to make a cocktail'.

Chemistry is the one of the worst subjects who cares what happens when you hydrogen and chlorine together they aren't romeo and Juliet that something can even happen the are chemicals,but surprise! my neighbour was not only a boy he was a nerd, he raised his hand to answer every question that mama bear asked and on every right answer she used to pat her cub. Now here's a piece of advice if you want to be ignored by the class(especially by the pedagogue ) never sit with the nerd they are more than monsters,wish someone gave me this advice that day. The Sow asked a question to her cub, and I was looking towards the window his cub was not able to make her proud. Now if you are not able to do any good you can become proudy by scoring others. So she said the boy next to Darsh answer this question and I was almost paralysed when I heard this and 'I was like me? Is she asking from me?' I repeated this question with a little effort of my larynx to her and she said "yes you" (#paralysis returns) this moment was much more scarier than kira writing my name in death note, every one was looking at me their eyes like guns pointing towards me, I was asking the angels and devils of mine 'what should I do now?'

It was stereotyped in the mind of my fellow classmates that I was not going to answer. I was looking from one person to another so that I can find someway out of it and suddenly my eyes stopped upon the cub he was smiling, is this a controversy ? Why is he smiling? And then... then .. then the bell rang and the sow left the classroom. But I was really terrified inside 'what was that why was everyone staring at me why was he smiling I would never like to feel that thing' ,but that was the starting it happened to me 5 times that day sometimes the teacher asked anyother student answer and sometime he would make fun of me. By end of the week I was crying, I started blaming myself,cursing my mind, I tried studying many times but I couldn't concentrate. Everyday started getting worse than yesterday, the only person who talked to me was the cub and I always tried to ignore him,but one day I couldn't take it anymore and I punched him during the break when he asked if I would like to eat lunch with him the whole class was staring at me, those eyes I hate them don't look upon me like that, help me, somebody please.

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