What will I do with them ??? Father and daughter will drive me crazy together. Oops ... Look, everything has turned upside down in the house. He threw the bag on the sofa. Nilasha's mother was tidying up her daughter's house while I was grumbling.
What happened, mother, why are you shouting so much, Nilasha said while getting up from the bed.
Manu, what is the condition of the house, keep it tidy for a while. How many times will I tell you that you have grown up, I will not mess up.
After her mother left, Nilasha said to herself, and she has lost all the happiness from her life. Now she is far from eating, she is not even able to sleep at night.
Oma, you are still sitting, what do you think so much. I must have gone about fifteen minutes. So far, it is not time to wash your face. Nilasha's mother chased her daughter.
As soon as he entered the bathroom, he closed the door, cried for a while, managed to control himself and came out with tears in his eyes.
It takes so long for you to give tears to your eyes. Come on boss, today I will feed you with my own hands, I will sit and watch you keep quiet. Don't bother. Anyway, it's time to take a bath. I see your father took out the food and left as Nilasha's mother.
What are you talking about with your daughter. I have told you before, you know what you are saying, you know the word in your head. I can't stand my daughter's tears.
I understand, I understand, I have worries. The girl is not yours alone, even though you are her father, I have held her mother Namas in my womb for ten days. And I will not do what will happen with her consent. But my daughter will cry all her life for a bad boy. Being a mother, I can't accept it. Nilasha's mother went to the kitchen to listen to it.
Deep could not concentrate on his work at all in the office. Ranjan had been noticing that for a long time.
Anything color lamp? Something has happened. Why do you feel so disturbed?
Despite the fact that Deep and Ranjan are colleagues, as far as Deep has seen her at work, she knows that the man is not bad. She also knows about her relationship with Nilasha.
Deep said breaking the silence, there is so much work pressure, so what else. Leave me alone, tell me how is Boudi? Didn't go for a long time.
After that I am all Boudi now, I think I will come back with a few days off. I understand about your Boudi. I will do some work for you, your pressure will also decrease. Karisna patted Deep on the back saying more worries.
: Hello Dad, are you ready?
: ......
: Well, this is coming out.
The young man said, "Everything is fine."
Everything is all right. I'll go out for a while and tell you that, I'll take my dad for a checkup.
All right, in the case of parents, no compromise, it's okay. Go and take care of them. Deep's boss went to his cabin.
After everything was settled, the doctor told Deep
I have something different with you Deep.
Hum say uncle.
Dad's check-up is done, do your own thing. There is still hope.
I know ten percent, that's an uncle equal to despair, I have no worries about myself. The only request is to keep an eye on the parents, you understand that there is only one boy and no one else to see.
Alfal bakisna, which I am giving medicine in proper time, I will be in a little treatment. You are not the boy to give up so easily.
No, uncle, if you don't trust lies. You also know that I don't have a long life. In fact, I knew my fortune was bad. I was caught so late. I avoided this situation by pressing my negligence.
What has been discounted, now let's measure everything and understand. I wonder how your parents will take this push. I will stand in front of them, and you told Nilasha!
Don't tell me now, do as I said. I know you will take care of everything. Nilasha doesn't know that Seto hates me this time. Don't listen because it's Uncle.
Explain what you did.
Guys ****.
You didn't do it right, you should have told her everything, just what is the use of being the object of hatred. If you ever know, the girl will suffer with remorse.
If you let me know, then by that time someone else's Maya will be tied up and you will live happily. He is known as my girlfriend, she is actually my colleague Ranjandar Shali whose marriage is a week later. She will be settled in London with her groom. Everything else will go according to plan.
So you have arranged everything. What have you decided to do now?
I will not do the treatment anymore. As long as it is going on, whatever savings there are, the parents will go away.
Dr. Bose saw Deep's face well, he saw the reflection of his youth. He himself was a widow, after the death of his wife, he did not get married, his relatives did not listen to him. He got divorced at this age. Since then he is still alone and the lack of child happiness has made Deep old. He loves him like his own son.
He used to say what you think
At Deep's words, Dr. Bose came back to reality. Somewhere your father has been waiting for a long time, otherwise he may suspect again.
Why are you talking so much, Babu said for half an hour, Deep's father said.
He didn't need that medicine, he needed a little report about this, father.
Oh, for so long. I wondered what. Well, you are hiding something, Nato Babu said to Deep's father in a tone of suspicion from us.
You always have doubts, what happened to Taki. Sit quietly in the car. You haven't fastened your seatbelt. And when will you learn, learn this time. What will you do if I am not there?
What happened to get so angry! Where do you go, do not mean? What are you talking about again, your baby.
Hey, my transfer, then the driver will drive the car, so I said father.
I can't understand when you say what you mean, Deep's father said.
Titasha Tui Amal Sate Ketbi Chhutu Deep said.
No, you are Tub Pata Tipada, you used to eat with Tia. Taal Tal Beta.
If you don't oil Amal Sate, pick Sate Ali.
Atta Telbo Lag Kolo Na.
At that time, no matter how old they were, one of them was five and the other was three. Since then, the two of them could not have been with each other.
With all these thoughts, Nilasha is now wetting the pillow with tears. Now anyone who sees it will catch that Nilasha is not good.
Where are you Deepada, come and see your blue crying. Don't talk to me, don't wipe away the tears. Don't tell me what you are punishing me for. I can't stand it now. Nilasha fell asleep thinking about all this.
On the other hand, there is no sleep in Deep's eyes, he is also suffering, but these are unknown to the people he loves. He does not want the man he loves to suffer.
Mana, if you like this boy's picture, you can say that Nilasha's mother entered the girl's house in the morning and told her
Mom, please stop all this, Nilasha said.
How long will you suffer like this again, we have no hobby, who will see you when we leave this is the boy's picture, they will come one day to say yes. They like you, the rest is your own stubbornness or what we want is important to you .
Well go now mom.
(Continued)
Mom I'm ready, you tell them yes, I'm going out a little Nilasha said.
Manila Nilasha's mother said thinking.
Hum, you tell me to come one day, when I get the job, I will get married. Please keep this request.
Anyway, I'll tell your aunt. Nilasha's mother said.
Nilasha sat alone there on the Ganges ghat a little far from the house. At other times Deep would be her companion. Nilasha would talk all the time and Deep would look at it with fascinated eyes and then he would remove the hair on Nilasha's face. Deep was attracted to the light, and later when Nilasha asked Deep why she was looking at him, this is what Deep used to say.
"Boyfriend, how do you understand Bali,
In the freshness of the enchanted face of her anxious lover "
Now Nilasha's mind wants to say one thing in reply
"An unfamiliar face in the midst of familiar feelings
I don't know why values are a disease of pride "
What a good time it was, now that the familiar people are becoming unfamiliar day by day. Aarti has started. Once in the afternoon, the two of them used to come to the temple on the banks of the Ganges.
Suddenly I remembered that one day Nilasha was thinking that she would return home alone with a basket of puja because it was too late for Deep to come. Seeing Nilasha's depressed face, the priest of the temple said that mother Lakshmi was upset because Narayan did not come. So am I. Don't be upset. Come together every day. Seeing the couple alone today, I understood that my mother is upset.
After a while, Deep left and came. When the priest saw Dadu, he said, "Baba Majnani's standard has been broken. You have broken the standard. I have to get the punishment. Please apologize. It was a mistake. No, I have to go back home soon."
Seeing that Nilasha had laughed at the end, the priest's grandfather said, "Let's go, then mother and mother are happy and anger has subsided. Come, father, come together every day. Don't be late. I understand what kind of girl is as good as Budd. This old man's blessing remained in both.
When Nilasha smiles when she remembers that incident, Lakshi Narayan understands the language of the distant island's mind. Maybe her mother has not learned to recognize people because she is right, otherwise the people she knew in her childhood are so unfamiliar.
Meanwhile, Deep is writing a diary today. He is keeping his memories before he leaves after a long time. Deep may know that Nilasha would have been by his side if he got a glimpse, but Deep doesn't want to involve Nilasha with his uncertain life. And where one person is heading towards his own death, there is no point in hurting another person. There will be peace without dying. No father or mother would want their daughter to marry someone who is on the verge of death. If Nilasha knows how stubborn Deep is, she will get married if she knows all about it. What is the benefit of not getting married! It is not possible to arrange the nest of one's own happiness.
I still remember the first time I said love to Nilasha, the moment I spent with her, the first time I kissed Laju's face, the child, the puffy face with anger, the naughty act of arrogance. Everything is coming and catching Deep's mind today.
One by one, everything is opening like a leaf and the pain in Deep's chest is increasing, he is suffocating, but today Deep will write all the things he has saved that were not told to Nilasha, everything will be captured in the diary today.
Needless to say, Deep's love is never blue.
Deep has hidden everything from his parents. His parents can catch him even if it is as normal as Deep. Still, Deep will be pressed hard. Even if Deep feels bad, Deep will not find peace with their sorrow at this old age.
Deep will keep all the diaries awake all night today. As long as the day goes by, maybe the sun of tomorrow will not be seen. Deep wants to confess everything.
This time Deep stopped breathing and took the inhaler. Deep took another cigarette. It is thought that the boy would get angry when he heard the name Nesha. He wakes up at night and spends night after night smoking cigarettes.
The diary is over as soon as you fill in the remaining pages of the diary. There is another diary of Deep, but it is a big fan of Nilasha Deep's poetry, Budd's favorite. Sometimes he would tell me how to write so beautifully.
Today, Deep went to the banks of the Ganges and came back to see Nilasha. Unemployed, there is no profit in increasing Maya.
In fact Maya Badd is bad, man is a slave to habit
Deep wants Nilasha to hate her very much. No one can forget that the injury is not deep.
When everything was fine, Nilasha told Deep that when we get married, I will keep it at night.
I want to tell Deep's Nilasha, I don't want to die, Nilu wants to live with you. I want to satisfy your cravings, I want to see the smile on your face that erases all my tiredness. Be kind to me.
Deep felt something hot in his hand, Deep realized that he was crying silently, threw down his cigarette and sat down to write another one and drowned in the memory of his own love, began to meditate on the touch of that love which is still the source of Deep's survival.
In this way, night after night, Deep sleeps in luxury, all of which is only Neelu. Ekutute Deeper now wants to say Neelu, believe me, what you have heard, you have seen is all lies. I can't love anyone except your Deep Neelu.
What can be said if you want everything, even if you hurt some things, you don't have the ability to express them. Obstacles remain.
"If the language of love could be expressed silently"
Deep wrote the poem on the last page of a diary
"You handle the storm,
I will go from the wind.
Love is precious to me.
Constantly burning in the fire of pride.
Conflicting with myself,
If you don't know how much I want you ...
Who lives in the cornice of the heart?
Your unknown ...
Not to mention,
(Continued)
It took four months
The lamp does not change, it deliberately pushes itself to the brink of more death with the passage of time.
Nilasha's marriage started in earnest and Deep's irregularities, nightmares and busyness. At the end of the day, Deep stopped taking medicine, kept the inhaler and stopped it due to shortness of breath, otherwise it would stop.
One day in the morning he was caught in front of his mother and survived. Deep keeps all the news when Nilasha's marriage is everything. After that insult both of them stopped seeing each other face to face. He also came to invite me to his wedding.
I heard from my mother that Nilasha agreed to get married, but she didn't say anything about meeting or talking to her son. She just said that her parents will do whatever they want for my good, with whom the marriage is ok. Not at all.
Nilasha's mother told Deep's mother that you know how the girl has become as restless as before. The girl who used to keep the whole house drunk is lying in her room with pride. Sometimes she wakes up at night. When Maya sees the girl, sometimes it seems that she is not doing anything wrong with the girl's marriage. What are I doing unknowingly? How many times have I told you to talk to the person with whom the marriage has been arranged, I haven't even seen the picture. I told you what will happen during the marriage.
I didn't know how to talk about it again, so I said that day, so I said raise your hand, mother. It's been so long, it's such a big burden for you. Quit it soon, you will live too, my crime will be reduced a little.
Since then, the girl has become more depressed, not eating, sometimes talking on the phone. How much she cried that day hugging her father.
He heard all these behind the lamp. Somewhere he was blaming himself for all this, if everything was fine today, Nilasha's condition would not be like this. Deep has given so much grief to the girl as if he is angry.
Today Nilasha's wedding, Deep is listening to Sanaiya's voice coming from afar. Meanwhile, someone else's body is being smeared with yellow, someone's sari jewelery is rising on Nilu's body. The girl can't stand hunger For someone.
In the words of marriage, Deep was called Nilasha,
I told her that I can't do all these fasts. I can't do it without eating. You tell your mother how to stop talking about Nilasha in the middle of the day.
Nilasha was walking in the opposite direction with her face swollen with anger. I was trying to break the anger of Nilasha with great difficulty. Deep was holding her ears properly. Seeing this, Deep said jokingly, "Where did I think it would reduce it by kissing the Empress if it hurts?" Seeing that she was crying. Dhus Dhus dipped her lips in Deep's lips without finishing it. Deep felt that Nah Pagalita loves him badly. She returned to her self-glory with caress. Nilasha Kill slapped her and hid her face in the chest of the man she loves. She can't rest in peace with her wide chest.
Today, that shelter is getting weaker and weaker. The heart that lives in Nilasha is gradually sinking into the quicksand of intoxication. A bunch of sorrows like a thorn near the chest is seeking release. Everything is coming to an end.
On the other hand, as usual, there is a commotion, as is the case at the wedding, and the only daughter of the house, Nilasha, has no brothers and sisters and only the children of uncle and cousin are left. They are all sons of cousin and cousin. Sister, it's khabi, sister, it's wedding shopping, they just changed the ring. A month ago, Nilasha's father-in-law blessed her. Will come. Nilasha is handling herself with great difficulty.
After the yellow meter on her body, Nilasha came to her room and sat down. Once she called Deep, she might not have a chance to talk again. He was moving the gifts he got from Deep. He was thinking of good times when Nilasha was a little upset and Deep's condition was deplorable. Deep would get mad with Nilasha's illness and would talk to Nilasha after he recovered. At the end of the bakar, he would kiss me gently on the head and say that I respect you as much as I love you. Hearing this would have increased my respect for Nilasha's lamp. I want to say where is the love, where is the respect. Today when I am going to be someone else, if you leave me alone at that moment, I will leave your Nilu. Your Nilu loves you very much, I tell you to come back. Look, it's all right.
It was time to open the door, mother. It was time to get married in the evening. Mother came to arrange the opening. Nilasha could not understand when all her dreams came true.
How to decorate my mother beautifully, today my daughter looks like a whole princess. Nilasha has no meditation on that side, she is engrossed in the thoughts of Seto Deep. When she regained consciousness, she called her mother, how beautiful it looks. Oki smiled a little, and smiled at the fact that my hanging body looks like a living corpse again (Nilasha said to herself)
Meanwhile, Deep's parents are calling Deep, there is no response. Finally, Deep's mother said why Deep's father did not respond to the boy! Look at how my son has become after hearing about Nilasha's marriage. Hey, wait and see, don't cry again thinking a little nonsense.
Hello, I am saying Shubhankar, it has become a little difficult for us to go because Deep is not opening the door. I will send your nephews to open the door.
**
Well.
-: After a while
-: Hey daddy come on come on.
-: What happened uncle? Let's see why Deep is not opening the door.
-: Well look then.
-: Uncle sees that the door has to be broken.
After breaking down the door
-: Deeppoppoppopp, you see, that's why I told you, that's why I told you something went wrong. My mind was saying. This babu, open your eyes, this is so much blood.
Ogo, don't look at what happened to me. Deep's mother said patting his forehead.
-: Hello, Uncle Deep's condition is serious. I am bringing him to the hospital. How are you?
-: Neel's mother is listening. Come here. (Gently called Neelas's mother)
-: What happened?
-: If you understand in Deep Hospital, don't tell the girl to get married, then give her her marriage and I will leave.
-: Go call him.
On the other hand, Nilasha is sitting in her wedding dress and smiling. She is constantly saying, I am not selfish, Deepada. In this life, I understand only you, only you. In this life, you are not found. The relationship is complete. Where else is he, the eyes are coming to understand, go with your Neelu. You have come to take Nilasha fell.
Blue, open this blue door that it was time for Mother Lagna.
Nilasha's father said what happened when he came from behind? Nilasha's mother cried and said Dekhona is not opening the door.
Nilasha's father shouted and said, "Who are you? Open the door."
When everyone broke down the door and entered, all the last Nilasha is no more. She died a while ago. The poisonous gazelle is rising through her mouth. Then the call came to Nilasha's father's phone. We didn't understand them, they won even after losing. We just couldn't recognize their love. Nilasha's mother shrugged and said what happened. In reply, Nilasha's father said Deep Neigo.
What is the similarity between two people who died at the same time. Parlona did not know how much they loved each other. Even so, it is not strange. He taught that no obstacle can bind love.
"May Nilasha Deepra be good in the land of stars. They are immortal even if they die today. Their love won even after losing. Love made them understand above the soul. That is the only thing to feel."
Finished.
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