AWAKENING

“Bro you already drink 8 bottles of alcohol, how many more are you going to drink?” mike said and try to get the glass in my hand, the place is so noisy and crowded but for me I was alone in this bar, i cant hear anything or cant see clearly my eyes were blurred a

I can say that im drunk, after all those bottles of alcohol how can i say im not drunk, but why cant I stop from drinking?, why cant I stop this pain in my chest, I thought that alcohol is the only way to get rid of these pain but why?, why cant it work? why Im still feeling it in my chest?

“Bro you need to stop, you cant drink anymore” Daryn said and finally get the glass of alcohol in my hand as I think about her, tears start running down from my eyes, I look around so that my tears would stop from flowing but it didnt stop, i was scanning the whole area to try to advert my attention but I was stunned as I saw a familiar back, her hair, her body, I cant be wrong she is here

I stand up and walk towards her I can feel that my heartbeat s getting faster as I get close to her I don’t know if it is caused by the alcohol or because of the excitement that I can finally see her after a long time

“Dexerie, Rie!” I call out her name when I was behind her I grab her shoulders and turn her around but I think it was just an illusion made by my silly mind it was not her, she doesn't resemble her at all

“Im sorry i mistken you from someone” I said as I see how shock she is, i apologize once again and  I turn my back against her and start to head from where I was sitting, after I take sit I poured another alcohol in my glass and drink it in one shot

‘shit! Why cant I forget about you’ I said to myself and start to slap myself but I was stopped by my friends from hurting myself, i try t break free but their grip are strong and he only i can do is nothing

“Wasted, drinking, crying? is that all you can do?” I heard a familiar voice said, I lift up my head to see who is that person and it turns out it is Rie’s cousin Loyr, I abruptly stand up and face him, I don’t know what is this feeling but upon seeing him I have this relieve feeling and hope inside

“Is she here? Did she already comeback? Where is she?” I asked him without making a pause thinking that she comeback home after a long time, it makes me want to go to her and hug her and say sorry when i see her again

“No she hasn't return yet, but if you are like this you might don’t have any chance to be with her, pull yourself together stop drinking and thinking about her, just let her go man” he said and turn his back to me I clenched my hand into a fist after hearing the last sentence he just said, i follow him and grab him and urn him around

“What?!, what did you just say?!” I angrily said and hold him in the collar, I was sober now after what he just said, I can feel my anger is rising

“Look man, you want her to be gone and now that she is gone you want her to comeback!, what do you think of her, a toy?! a toy that if you lost interest you’ll throw it away?!” he angrily said to me and shake my hands off, that made me realize I was the one who caused this

Mike and daryn separate me from Loyr but I shove all their hands and directly go to him, mike who was about to hold me back stopped when I kneel down in front of Loyr

I don’t know what im doing this time but all I know is that im willing to do anything just to see her again, just to see her smile, just to hear her laugh and just to be with her im willing to take everything even I would walk to a ground full of broken glasses just to prove that I regret it and to prove that I love her

“Please let me meet her, just tell me where she is now and I will do anything for her in return” I pleadingly said to him while kneeling I don’t know, I don’t know all that is popping in my head is her image and he sweet innocent smile but I made those smile disappear

“Zyn you don’t have to beg me, you don’t have to say that you will do anything for her” he said and help me standup tears start to running again in my checks but I try o hold it back

“If you truly love her you will find her even it will take forever, if you truly love her you won’t just drink and cry and wait for her to return cause I know you already know where she is right now” he said and I feel that  was just splashed by a cold water I was awaken from everything that he said, i was waken up from reality, what heis right instead of drinking and getting wasted I should look for her long time ago

“Prove you love her Zyn, dont worry I support you but promise me don’t hurt her again man, she is so fragile that once you don’t take good care of her she will brake, don't hurt her again if you do i wont let you go im not saying this because im her cousin but as your friend Zyn" he said and walk closer to me and whisper something into my ear

“fight for your love for her Zyn” and pat my shoulders and stride to the exit, it made me stay for my position for a long time after I turn to mike and said

“I will get her and I wont let her escape this time” after I said these I walk towards the exit and find my out of the bar

I promised to take you back, I promised that will never let you go again Rein, ad i promised you that i wont hurt you again

‘DEXERIE JEYD LOPEZ you are mine and there’s no way for you

to escape my grip again’

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