Kill Me Once Ok, Kill Me Twice Not Going To Happen
Hospital.
Berlin, Germany
Every single person in a certain Hospital in berlin is so busy doing their own things. Doctors are doing their usual rounds. Nurses will come here and there, some nurses and doctors are taking their breaks and gathered into a group discussing fashion, latest happenings in the country, economy, celebrity gossips. And some are discussing the changes of the weather everyday.
In a certain room from a private ward number '3055'. The girl that has been unconscious for almost a month that was declared "good as dead" and hopeless case by the doctors has slowly opening her eyes. she felt a bit pain in opening them. blurry. too bright. she automatically close her eyes again because she cannot take the brightness and after a while she try to open them again. white ceiling, walls that's painted white. a smell of medicine everywhere. beeping sound..
'this is familiar' she thought
too familiar actually because she's always been in the same situation almost every once or twice a year. blacking out and waking up in the hospital its not new to her.
She quitely observe her surroundings trying to remember the last event that has happen to her.
'thats weird'. She cannot remember a thing, she frowned trying to recall her last mission when suddenly she feel like her head will split into two ,a terrible headace what she hates most. while holding her head, a strange memories and an unfamiliar scenes and events keep coming and rushing through her like a flashback..
"Ungrateful daughter your worthless !"
" What a useless granddaughter of Fings. your not good at anything !! "
"Well you may be born as a Fing but your as stupid as your mother thats why you dont deserve to be in this family"
"You dont deserve this, since im here now i will take everything that belongs to you hahaha"
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"We need to send her abroad to get rid of her and to stop her from shaming the whole Fing Family"
" How can you do this, this is our own granddaughter !"
"Mom if we dont do this im afraid that she will keep causing troubles. This is for her own good."
After like forever it suddenly stop. She held her head trying to figure out what just happen. She suddenly open her eyes and quitely get up from the hospital bed and slowly approach the brown bathroom door from the right side of the room. she absentmindidly held the door knob when she reached it and open the bathroom door. inside the bathroom she slowly walk and stop in front of the mirror wants to confirm something.
Staring back at her is a beautiful but skinny pale looking girl. Curly brown long hair that seems natural. Pinkish white skin.Oval face, thick eyelashes, curly eyebrows. Round brown eyes thats quite chinky at the end. Natural full red lips thats pouty.
A perfect example of a good looking asian woman. With all the curves in the right places, even if looks malnourished its still visible. She's actually as tall as her. like those models on runways. wait Tall as her? what? She look closely on the mirror. Slowly touching her face, her hair , lips and every inch of her body. And what shocks her the most is the reflection on the mirror is doing the same thing. 'What the foxtrot is goin on here!??' her eyes god bigger at the strange situation that she is currently experiencing. she cannot believe it. No. its impossible.
'There's only one way to find out'
she thought. Her solemn eyes sudenly turned fierce and she slowly raise her right fist and punch the mirror. She felt a slight pain from her right hand. 'oh.?' looking at her injured hand thats bleeding 'so this is....' she look back at the mirror again staring at it absentmindidly for some time and a sudden realization came to her. this is not a hallucination nor a dream. She cannot explain it. But its seems like its really happening now. she and the person that she's seeing on the the mirror are the same. This is crazy that even science cannot explain. Even if someone undergo a plastic surgery you cannot change the body proportion.
She keeping tapping her lips using her left thumb, thats her mannerism whenever shes thinking deeply or trying to solve something. So seems like the memories earlier are from this young girl. So this girl have met an accident and a victim of -hit&run- and it took time for her injured body to be taken to the hospital. Theyve thought that she's in coma but actually shes dead on arrival before theyve even taken her to the hospital.
But what she cannot understand is why shes occupying this body now? this is so "dramalike" "novelstories" and impossible to happen in real life. She is not a believer of miracles and magical things, like in rumors that a man who's already in his dying breath suddenly came back to life because her 6years old daughter keep calling him and bla bla bla..Thats a pure rubbish. Shes ending someone's life like nobody's business, when she feels like doing so or when she feels like they deserve it , depends on her mood actually. so if she slash someone else throat she did not feel any slight guilt because if they die they die thats their fate. which means that its a god's well, because God did not stop her. So her being here there must be a reason behind it. Well? she shrugged it off. why not go with the flow instead 'its a waste of my braincells if i think about it more, nevermind' too lazy..
"Well forget it. ill cross the bridge when i get there"
she calmly went back to her bed and lie there quietly closing her eyes again planning to sleep. Sleep is more important than anything, second to food. after some time she open her eyes again remembing the memories of the young girl with same name as hers and mumble
"This girl is so unfortunate allowing her self to be trampled just like that, youve just waste your life and died just like that. Well may be thats your fate to die miserably but the good thing is you can rest in peace finally and no need to fight, to survive in this cruel world. well me, been doing that for life and im used to it.."
"since im in your body now ill take over from now on and i will do what ever i want and you. you may have your peace Fing Lian..
nonetheless ..dont worry ill take care of your unfinish business" she mumble as she slowly closing her eyes and slowly drifting to dreamland. a cold gust of wind slowly leaving her room..with a bright light
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Comments
Carol Sweat
sad but good so far
2019-11-08
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