chapter 3

Felix brought us to stella's, our favorite hangout Cafe. They literally have one of the best hot chocolate milk. The kind that would remind you of your childhood. As if you came back inside after playing hour's outside on a snowy day. When your Mom tells you to change your clothes and to warm up a little.

Everytime when we're at stella's I get this weird flashbacks.

I was about 6 years old, I was playing outside in the snow, without feeling any cold. I never get cold not even on the coldest Winter day's. En there are 2 guys a little older then me. We would play for hour's.

I remember a woman yelling

"khione come inside its getting dark!"

That woman looked so beautiful, she gives me so kind comfort I didn't know i needed. I can feel the warmth just thinking about it.

She was not that tall, white hair,snow white. She hath heterochromia eyes.

I always used to think that she was my mother. But Jenna told me that my mother died when she gave birth to me. She said that i mistake my dreams for reality, but there is something that makes it feel so real. And somewhere deep inside i still believe that she is my mom...

***Back to stella's***

Felix ordered a banana milkshake and of course i went for the hot chocolate.

" Could you put some extra whipped cream ma'am" I asked to the waitress

"Of course sweetheart, I'll be back in a second"

I look at Felix. He looks worried. How can someone look so cute even when they look worried? Why is he even worried? Did he already read the note without me?!!!

I put my hand on his and look straight in his dark brown eyes. He grabs my hand back and starred right back. I tried to controle my heart that started beating like crazy, it felt like my heart was going to jump out my chest. Why did he have to be so cute?

"Did you read the note?" I asked as serious as possible

"Of course not"

"Well what are you waiting for, lets read it"

Felix is looking super nervous at me.

"1 banana milkshake and a hot chocolate milk with extra whipped cream, enjoy it guys"

"Thank you ma'am" we both said at the same time

Felix is playing with his straw. It looked like he was trying to find a way  to get out.  I could hear his feet tapping on the floor. Why was he stressing this much?.

After a while he finally starts talking.

"Clara there is a problem. I lost the note." He said while he tried avoiding eye contact.

"You did what?!" I said in disbelieve

"AAghh Felix why" I started to get extremely mad. I could feel my face turning all the way red. How could he loose it?

"I'm sorry Clara" he said with the most innocent face in the world.

...Sorry my a**. How was i going to find out what the note said. It looked so important. What about the boy in my dreams. AAghh FELIX. ...

"That's ok, I guess it wasn't that important in the first place. At least I learned something." I said while holding my hot chocolate milk.

"What did you learn?"

"Not to trust my best friend ever again. Felix I'm so mad. How could you do this. I litterly trusted you with it." I felt my anger becoming worse. The hot chocolate milk cup begon to get a thin layer of ice on it. Because of my anger i didn't even realize it.

Felix noticed the thin layer on my cup and smacked it on the floor.

" Oh I'm sorry Clara, let me clean this up"

He went to the waitress and asked for some paper towels. He cleaned the mess he hath made. But he was still avoiding eye contact.

" Why did you slam that cup out of my hand " I asked after he sat down again.

He gave me no answer.

"Are you just going to ignore me? First you loose the note, then you won't face me and know you slam my cup out of my hand."

I tried to look at his reaction. But nope i got no response. Maybe he really felt bad for loosing the note.

After a while i stood up and asked him if he could bring me home.

We didn't talk the whole ride. It was the most awkward 15 minutes in my life. And i wasn't going to start a conversation. Not before he apologized.

"Thank you for the ride" i said as cold as possible not looking in his direction.

" I'm sorry Clara, I will make it up. I promise"

*At home*

"Hey sweetie how's school." Jenna asked while she was watching one of her favorite telenovelas. On the sofa.

"It was okay. I just wished that high school diploma would be enough, but as you know someone wanted me to do university."

Jenna started laughing

" One day you will thank me for this" she said

" Ha sure i will " i said a little sarcastic and a little funny

"Jenna i actually don't feel that great at the moment i will be in my room."

"Alright sweetie tell me when you need something"

I gave her a quick kiss on the cheek and said "I will"

Finely home. I laid in bed, en took my diary.

Dear diary, today was a pretty long day. I got a mysterious note from a mysterious guy. But guess what happend... Indeed Felix took the note and lost it. I don't understand myself, why do I get mad for a note that I got from a stranger. I got pretty mad at Felix, I should probably apologize.

But on the other side I really don't want to, especially since he lost something that didn't belong  to him. Dear diary I hath one off these weird dreams again. They start to become more real.... more like...more like it's calling me.

I close my diary and started thinking...

Did i ever see that pond before?

I think I did ? But where?

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