Scared
after her argument with Gisselle yesterday she feels guilty. Gisselle didnt do anything to her.. its her fault.. she is strugling on fighting on her feelings for the woman who raised her.
Gisselle didn't enjoy her youth... school, work, home...thats her life since their parents died. she only start dating when i graduated college.. Yes they have maids, drivers, she even has 2 nannies while growing up... but Gisselle is always there for her.. helping her on her assignments, projects, when she is sick, even reading her books at night.. and she always makes time to play play with her..she grew up feel loved because of her.
she cant remember when her feelings towards her change.. she only knows that it became deeper and deeper each day...
Alycia
its sunday i know she is here... i missed her.. i am also suffering when i decided to distance myself to her. (sad)
Alycia
back then we promise each other that every sunday is our day... eventhough she is very busy i know she is still true to her promise.. but me... haaayyss.. (sad)
Alycia
since i started feeling differently i always makes excuses not to be home on sundays...
Alycia
it also crosses my mind to get my own place... but i know in my heart that i cant leave Gisselle. she is the only family i got. and i am hers.
Alycia
while growing up i have a few boyfriends.. five to be exact... but it only last a month or two...
Alycia
i am always ended up looking for Gisselle's qualities on every man i have dated.
Alycia
i know thats a very high standard considering that she is one of the most eligible batchelorette in the country... but the qualities i am looking for is not because she is Rich and famous..
Alycia
i am looking for the woman who i grew up with.. Caring, funny, selfless, pretty ofcourse.
Alycia
her being serious, cold, sometimes ruthless businesswoman look is just a mask. She knew the real Gisselle whom she love very much.
Alycia
i am scared of losing her.. scared and terrified.. please give me strenght to fight this feelings..
she looks at her Cp checking the time. its almost 1pm thats why she is already hungry.. she gets up in bed and went to the shower,
Comments
Olivia Bishop
nice
2020-12-09
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