The tree witnessed

Everyday we've meet at the tree and you always said to me, why are sitting in the root and if I wasn't mistaken I punch you and said can you leave me for awhile? I need a place that no one can distrubed me but instead of leaving me, you stay and you always bothering just to divert my attention.

You never stop making yourself as clown just to make me laugh and catch my attention. Until you finally have my attention and you grab my hand and you start dancing. As we dance I felt something that I never understand and I ask you, have you ever feel that your hearts beat so fast and your whole body are slowly getting hot? But you laughed me and slowly hold my hand and make fun of me, you said are you inlove with me? I slapped you more than 10 times and you ask my forgiveness and I forgive you.

But everything change, you become very serious of me, you always get mad if someone hold my hand, someone is trying to make me as their friend and I ask you, what's wrong to you? And you just gave me a cold shoulder. You left me with unanswered questions and I was surprised you visit to my house and give me flower. I was to innocent on that time, I never entertained anyone because I feel like everyone likes me because of my body figure and my height, beauty and my good personality but Noone wanted to discover my dark side.

I asked you, what's your purpose of giving me flower? And you said, I want you to be my girlfriend but I want to start of courting you from now on but I just laugh you and said court me? Why? What part of my body you like?

You become silent and I change the topic and start building other way of communication just to end up our awkwardness. You remain silent for the whole week and I just observing you and start talking to myself not to easily trust your words because your words are making me flutterd.

Another week's past and you became a stranger to me but I still want you to be my friend but you rejected me because you wanted me to become your Girlfriend because you'll wanted to say your friends that you have a girlfriend who have figured.

You know what's to painful after that moment, I was sitting under the tree but you never came. I waited you there many hours but even your shadow I can't find out where are you.