WHY HIM?!

Erin: Vince! What do you want me to do?! Do you want me to love you, or do you want me to fear. (Vince looks back at her)

Vince: Are you okay with guys fawning all of you, I didn't know you were such a slut.

Erin: (she slaps him and then a long silence fills the room) I honestly don't care what you do to these dickheads that offended you. But I don't want to be the reason you kill someone in a small fast food restaurant. (The guys get there friend and run out the side door)

Evo: Acting is the one thing I've always been good at.

Flashback

Evo: I didn't lie, for some reason I can't feel any love or hate towards anyone not even family. Maybe that's the reason why I don't regard anyone as my friend. I've never been in a real relationship before because of it. I tried being a loner but people around me kept talking to me. I started to think I was cursed to never be alone. Until I saw Allen, no one messed with him or asked to be a stand for any practices. It was like he didn't exist and I wanted that. (Gets up and walks up to him)

Allen: Do you need something?

Evo: The only way I could be left alone was to pretend to date guys were being avoided by the rest of the class.

Erin: I like you. Let's date. (The whole scream out "What!? WHY HIM?!")

After School

Allen: Wait up! (Erin stop walking and looks back) Ugh, you like me?

Erin: (sees the girls from the soccer team running towards them) Yeah Let's just go. (grabs his arm and start to run again) (stops in front of the train tracks where the yellow and black tails fall) Ugh! (the chimes from them begin to play) Why can't they see? (the train speeds past while she says) I just want to be, (and after it passes she's heard over the sounds) ALONE! (she drops to the ground trying to hold herself from crying but there was no stopping it her uncontrollable pain has taken form as) Can't take it! I can't! (Allen drops his book bag and when he sees what was happening)

Allen: Hey! What's going on?

Erin: (screams out crying) I don't want this!

Allen: (he grabs her shoulders)Hey! Answers me, dammit! (she was still crying) Forgive me for this. (To take her mind off of it Allen did the under forgivable) (She was silent when he kissed her even when their lips parted there was just a little more silence)

Erin: What did you just do?

Allen: (his face changed in an instant from plain to flustered) Oh my Gosh! I'm so sorry!

Erin: It's fine. (closes her eyes in relief and then gets up)

Allen: (still going on with his apology) I didn't mean to kiss you it's was the only thing I could've thought of, please pretty please forgive.

Evo: Is this what he's really like?

Erin: As I said before, it's fine. (He stood up after seeing her so high from himself) Your bangs, there in the way of your face. (she comes close to push his bangs back)(but he slowly stops her)

Allen: I grew it out for that same reason. You don't want to see it, I promise your not missing anything. (She pushed his bang back anyway showing the scar across his face and while doing so, she kissed his imperfection)

Evo: I didn't understand his insecurity about his face. So what, who cares if he has a scar on face. Please don't tell me that's the reason why people avoid him. That's just boring. (She closes her eyes while they both fall onto the ground again) But if that's what people think is weird, then I'll stay with him until his normal to everyone else. After that, what would be the reason for staying by his side?

Flashback Over

Vince: Hey, what are you spacing out for?

Erin: (sigh) Oh great, I'm still not at home. Seriously what's the point in liking me?

Vince: What do mean?

Erin: Do you get something out of it?

Vince: (confused and somewhat angry at that question, he quickly pushed the breaks) (he gets out of the car and goes to her side of the car to open it, he picks her while she struggles and screams for him to let her) I told you the last time that my love is pure. (He walks closer to the cliff ahead with a body of water under their feet) I have been nothing but honest to you. (The pebbles near his drops down into what looked like a river or a shallow of the ocean).

Erin: (clinging onto his button up shirt, showing all signs of her not want to die)(she started to plead) Please don't drop me, Vince. (She sees the sharp rocks peeking out of the water)

Vince: I would never hurt you, (walking away from the edge) well not physically. Promise me (He places her on the hood of his car) you won't move.

Erin: What are you going to do?

Vince: If you move, (he slowly lowered his hands down to her pencil skirt) you'll be punished.

Evo: What is he about to do to me. (She puts her arm over her face)

Vince: (pulls her on a skirt then after dragging it down her legs covered by her nylons that hid her thighs) (he throws her panties to the groundless graceful than before) (he's getting impatient and aroused by all her facial expressions) You've been acting all this time weren't you? (He plays around with her sides) You haven't told me to stop, not even once. Plus the way you look from down here, it almost looks like you've been here before.

Vvo: Her legs are quaking, is she scared or excited? It honestly doesn't matter, I going to show her how important it is to not to doubt my love for her. So I'll be going down on her soon enough. But for right now I want her to move even little. Even a twitch would do. (He puts two fingers inside)

Erin: (she screams in excitement with her mouth filled with pleasure and her body agreeing to his touch, Vince pulls out of her licking her juices off) (she looks at him with a heated and confused face) Why- Why did you stop?

Vince: (he gets up) You moved. (Sighs with a little bit of sexual frustration buried deep inside his voice) Come on. Let's get you home.

Evo: The car ride was completely silent. He did that on purpose, when we got in he turn the radio off to make me reply the feeling of his fingers inside me. This guy is evil, he seen I was trying to finish but he didn't let me. He just kept saying

Vince: This is your punishment for moving, Erin.

Evo: God! Even his voice is turning me on.

Erin: Thanks for the ride home and the food.

Vince: Yeah. (she gets out the car) Erin.

Erin: What?

Vince: I like clingy girls.

Evo: What is he talking about?

Vince: A girl that can't see a future with us not being together, Almost like a Yandere.

Erin: Hold up, you want me to be a jealous psychotic girlfriend to you?

Vince: Yes.

Erin: (tilts her head to him) I don't even want to be with you. What makes you think that will ever happen?

Vince: Have a goodnight, Erin.

Evo: (holding onto her long pillow) What was that all about? (while she was lost in her own head Allen called) I wonder why he did that on the cliff, (tightly gripping it now) that asshole could've killed me! (She thinks of the way he pulled her skirt, feelings of lust and frustration weigh in her mind, making her loosen up on the pillow) But why am I not mad about that? ( Thinks of what he said when she got in the car "This is your punishment for moving Erin" then punches the pillow repeatedly imagining that the pillow was him) That Vince is a sadistic prick! (Buries her head into the pillow still in thought of him) Got me all hot down there with no explanation. (With lustful thought she rubs the pillow against herself) I hate this feeling, it's so dirty. But it feels good too, (breathing heavily she begins to pleasure the memory of his touch) I can't stop, not until I'm finished this time. For God's sake, I was just kidnapped and at gunpoint by that lunatic, and now I'm thinking about him when doing these things to myself.

Dexter: (opens her door seeing nothing else but darkness and covers over her body) Rinrin? (Shakes her with thought that she might be asleep)

Evo: Oh my God! Is that?

Dexter: Aye Rinrin your friend Allen is calling the house phone again. Says your not answering your phone. He's been calling Non-Stop and uncle is starting to get angry.

Evo: Dexter is my twin brother, and he's also the captain of the football team at our school. Even though we're twins we aren't that close, he gave me a stupid nickname like Rinrin when we were younger because of my unusual and cold hearted behavior towards other children when we'd play, especially him. It's not my fault that I liked making sand homes by myself. It's more realistic when you make your own dream house by yourself. It's called Independence. And when the other boys wanted to play they always thought I wanted to play house because I would build one. Jokes on them. I was playing by myself because I wanted to be the mommy the daddy and the children. But, it's less realistic that way, and honest what's so great about playing with others if you have a big imagination like mine?

Erin: Okay,(slides down her bed) I'm up now.

Dexter: Good, now go tell uncle your sorry for waking him up.

Uncle: To late for all that Dexter. (looks up at her) Oh your finally awake?

Evo: I was never a sleep.

Erin: Yes. (To him) I apologise about my classmate calling this late at night uncle. I promise it won't ha (he slaps her across the face shocking both her and Dexter)

Uncle: Do you understand how early I have to get up in the morning! I go to work everyday to keep the lights on around here, and all I ask for is some peace and quiet!

Dexter: Uncle, please find it in your heart to forgive her.

Uncle: Dexter. (he grabs the belt on Dexter's waist) Close the door when you go.

Evo: I had my mind on that idiot Vince, that I forgotten why I wanted to be alone in the first place. (In her eyes a glare of the hallway light fades away, she begins to get whipped and her screams were heard by the same people that ignored)

Dexter: (his back against the door he closed slide down crying through his arms when he hears his sister's cries for help) I'm sorry Rinrin, but I'm still a coward.

Evo: When it's all over, I'll be free of you all. God will make me golden feathers, soft as the cotton that pricks my fingers. And she will braid my hair with longer more beautiful locks than my own.  Dressing me up in the finest linen. Colorful jewels are placed on my neck, same color as Chasity, the very thing you took from me. When a bright warm light comes and saves me  from this dark room. (The last tear falls down her face to the ground while she lays with her legs hanging off the bed with her bottom half exposed) You will serve me hand and foot in your next life. By helping me put on my clothes, and hold my hand to help me get out of carriages. Instead of ripping them off and forcing me to open my legs for you.(He pulls his pants down to his ankles and walks toward her)

Uncle: Don't move. (at this point she was emotionless. She couldn't even think of moving, almost like her mind was physically somewhere else when he climbed on top of her, tearing off the rest of her clothes) You must like it rough, you never scream or tell me to stop. (He shoves himself into her, causing her body not to react in anyway no response to his touch at all)

Evo:When your done using my body for pleasures that you can enjoy, (he keeps going) after my clothes are scattered all over the room. (thrusting himself in and outward but she still does not respond) After you whip me to no response. After you brutally attack me from the inside, How can I  forgive you? All I know now is to hate you and never forget about it. How disgustingly hot you feel inside me. (He starts breathing heavily into her ear) This smell of cigarettes and alcohol that I can't avoid anymore. Your rough and ungentle pressure, I can feel throughout my body. How can I forget?   Never again, I won't forget these feelings, not even if you beg. Because when this is all over I will fly out of this hell. And back to the heaven I belong to.

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