revenge and payback

 didn't know till now until my mom told me I got mad and stormed out. I wasn't mad because I had it I was mad because she never told me and I was upset because with what I had I couldn't get close to people and couldn't make friends. It was hard for me to do because I had a problem that I couldn't control. It wasn't my fault, it wasn't her fault. Maybe I thought for a while and I realized I was no one's fault. I was just made that way and I couldn't do anything about it. But one day I was talking to my friends and it sort of slipped out and I said what I had. She overreacted. She asked so many questions, I couldn't keep up. I told her I had anhidrosis or cipa for short. It's when you are unable to feel pain. It's when some of the nerves that work. Don't work. But my friend couldn't keep her mouth shut. The rumor got out only a few people knew then the whole school knew. That's when I started to get bullied. I would get bumped in the hallway or even pushed and they would turn around and say "Did it hurt?" I sat in silence and didn't say a word. I would get bullied. 1 class that would throw pencils and paper at me. I wanted to get noticed but not like this, it was a struggle. I wouldn't let up I didn't want to tell i wasn't because i was scared how who anyone believe me so I let it go on until one day a girl pushed me and I got mad and  punched her and she turned around and swung at me and I hit her in the face and me and her got into a fight I couldn't get paddled because I wouldn't hurt so I got suspended for a week while she got off she  went back after a week and I started my day like any other day but I didn't stop there it continued i didn't matter how many time I got suspended or how many fights i got into i still continued I was teased and tormented my mom asked me if I wanted to go to another school i told her no because I wasn't going to let them get to me i was taught as a kid that you only answer to what you are not what your not so they call me whatever they want I won't answer that also got me into a lot of trouble because the kids that bullied called me names and didn't answer because I didn't want to and so I got hit and I things are thrown at me because of it. until something happened the person said hahaha your a doll fun to play with and something snapped. I got up and looked over at the girl and said:” say what you won’t do what you want but I will not lower you down to my level because the only person you're hurting is yourself”. She got mad and then she got up and pushed my shoulder back and said. “Do you really think you're so big and bad you think you can just say some strong words and everything will be ok?” I thought in my head maybe. Hands were trembling and my heart was beating fast. I didn't know if I was scared or just mad. I couldn't say another word about what she will do next. At lunch I was eating by myself as always she dumped her milk on my head and I sat there with my head down and looked down and said what have i ever done to you .she just doesn't like me i guess i only human but they treat me like a dog.a toy that they can just play with its crazy how some people can be so evil but i didn't want to say anything i didn't want to offend her again. After lunch I tripped. And she stood over me and said you will never be one of us. After class I was pushed down the stairs and I blacked out. It didn't hurt well but I did break my leg and I had a concussion and she laughed. Some people said I jumped down the stairs, some say I fell. But none of it was true. I was pushed. By that girl that evil I never seen anyone like it. It's crazy how people get away with things and not get blamed for it. I didn't understand until someone told me she was the popular one .Dare offend her and their people around but not scared to do anything. They were scared something would happen to them or their friends but I didn't need anyone to defend me. I have revenge. I was always told that taking revenge was only going to put me in a deeper hole and won't change anything. But I didn't care I took the bolts from her desk at school and then took her homework so she would fail she fell out of the chair her friends and the other classmate's helped her up and the girl looked at me fiercely and she walked over to me and asked “did you do this” I replied “why would I do that”with a smirk on my face.she stands in front of me a grabs my shirt and says,”You want to be all big and bad no one can help you”I pushed her away and she fell back and I fell asleep well the teacher walked over and asked”what's going on,what happened” the girl shouts with tears “ she pushed me and took the bolts out of Kayla's desk”. I looked at her and said”well what really happened”.the teacher walks away,she girl replies with a smirk on her face”don't think you have gotten away with anything”,I replied back”I already have”I walked away my heart pounding on the outside I was all strong headed and fierce.but on the inside I'm freak out I thought I was about to die.soon later I went back to the rooms or dorms I hear a faint knock on the door I open it and I am pulled out by my hair to my surprise. I open and see four girls they must be apart of her group.i my mind they wouldn't dare touch me,and as soon I came back to reality I was punched in the stomach and I faint I woke up and they were stomping on me and I managed to pull one of there legs and pull her on the floor with me they hit me harder but I still to the blows even though it didn't hurt I felt like I was being attacked by a pack of wolves there was an administrator coming they all ran I got up and pretended like nothing happened. The next morning I came to school Kayla had a cast on her arm and she shouted, “she is the one who did it”,and everyone was looking around and whispering. They all began to look at me. They all looked at me like I had just killed someone. She smiles and says”this is not half of what you think you will get if I can't hurt you I will humiliate you””I will make the rest of your life a living nightmare”I thought to myself did I really just offend the richest and powerful in the school.so it was such time as group of guys went to come and sit with me and I saw her looking at me and so I looked back and smiled I got up and

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