Will I Ever Be Noticed

for the rest of the day my face was covered by  my hair as i held my head down as i walked through the hallway to my next class. “ring” “ring” oh no the tardy bell i have to hurry.i was so caught up in thinking about myself i don't see the time i hope i'm not late as i run to my class i see someone i have never seen before a boy with blonde hair and blue eyes. he looks at me and my heart stops someone finally noticed me. but i noticed there was another girl who walked into the classroom maybe he didn't see me after all !!  so i sat down and started to do my work we had a group assignment and as always i would probably working alone as always. but the boy comes up to and asks “do you want to be in my group” i had no reply. But he didn't have a partner either so i had no choice. Turns out he was new to the school and had no friends either we talked and talked but the bell rang and we both walked out.Finally someone noticed me and it was a guy i guess i was right i couldn't be ignored forever “laughs”i guess i have a friend now. Soon later after i stopped seeing him and i felt depressed and couldn't get over it and i wonder who that guy was. Soon later i i saw him standing in front of the lockers talking to some of his friends.so i went over to him and said hi he looked at me and asked who are you and is said remember we met the other day. Oh yeah i remember you he said he walked away and at that point i realized that i was ignored it's just like in elementary friends don't last long they always go away and never remember you can't i be like everyone else it isn't fair. One day i was going to gym class we were playing dodgeball and i was sitting on the sidelines waiting to play but i looked up and there was a ball flying right into my face and it hit me i passed out so i had to go to the infirmaryso i had a concussion i had dasvu and couldn't remember anything when i woke up there were people standing over so i stood up for some reason when i stood up i couldn't feel any pain i had a concussion but my head didn't hurt what was wrong i didn't know what was going on I was confused about what happened when I look up there were people standing over my bed I woke up and said “am I dead” the laughed and said no I laugh to they asked doesn't it hurt you fell pretty hard o said no I my have passed out but I didn't feel anything.i didn't know till now until my mom told me I got mad and stormed out I wasn't mad because I had it I was mad because she never told me and I was upset because with what I had I couldn't get close to people and couldn't make friends it was hard for me to do because I had a problem that I couldn't control it wasn't my fault it wasn't her fault maybe I thought for awhile and I realize I was no one's fault i was just made that way and I couldn't do anything about it. But one day I was talking to my friends and it sort of slipped out and I said what I had she overreacted she asked so many questions I couldn't keep up i told her i had,anhidrosis,or cipa for short its when you are unable to feel pain it when some of the nerves that work they don't. But my friend couldn't keep her mouth shut the rumor got out only a few people knew then then whole school knew. That's when i started to get bullied i would get bumped in the hallway or even pushed and they would turn around and say did it hurt.

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