I know i m not good at darma or anything like that but all i know is death is a uncertain thing which can happen anytime ...
on the day of 16th November when i opened my eyes 👀 and went out of the door to see what suprise the new world would give me .....
i found that smile that glittered around the Night and A person who saved my bored time talking about her experience in life....has come to an end which no one would ever guessed..
i saw her child regretting for not taking good care of his mother when she lived. Tears filled my ❤️ heart but it never flowed out from my eyes because in the end i m more like the dead body laying out there.. mentally dead..
i walked by and saw people in pain loosing whom they loved. i knew how the pain was i lost so many people in my life also ....
Humans are strange no matter how they are at the daytime .. in the night 🌃they can drink and forget about the pain that they suffered and move on from next morning . all the pain that they have suffered are like a bad memory that they don't want to keep in mind but for me pain is only the thing that keeps me alive...
i sometimes thought i can end my pain if i end my life but i was wrong ,The pain only starts from there when people drink one sip of alcohol 🍾 and forget you like you never existed
on this day the thing i learned is we need to enjoy the pains and suffering in our life.it is only the thing that will keep you alive in the end when you have no more person to lose in your life...
.... thats how i m living...
" i was long dead before you knew me"
see you in the next day if i wake up tomorrow ....... uncertain
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