Joseph and I

Day 1

Hey, diary it's me! Jacob, I'm the guy who is diagnosed with lung cancer. Anyway,I want a little favor from you; I need you to listen to me very carefully, not that you have much choice, so listen up!

My body becoming weaker by the day . I can feel and obviously I'm not looking with my best. I don't know what lies in the future but I am sure that I don't have much chapter left in my life. It sad to say but it is the truth

Don't worry about me diary; I  don't have any regrets. I've lived the best life especially when I met him,my best friend, Joseph. They said heroes do not exist in real life but I do believe that not all heroes has supposedly to have an incredible superpower. Just like Joseph and my mom, they were my real life superheroes, although they are not wearing a fancy costume or cape but their hearts are as big as the superheroes in the movies.

I will start with my best friend. But let me give you a simple question and answer it inside your heart. Have you ever looked at your friends or best friend and said "damn! How can I get so lucky?" am genuinely happy to be able to meet a person like him! Have you ever thought about that?

Have you ever think, how lucky you are to have a best friend who always been there for you, through ups and  down?

You are so lucky to be able with that person until you grow up together. Cause in my case, I am going to leave Joseph soon. My most terrifying nightmare.

I am not ready to leave him nor my family, as a matter of fact, I don't want to die. I want to stay More longer with them.

April 25, 2018, my spring break. It was a melancholy vacation but thank to Joseph who made it memorable for me. He went to my house and he asked me if I want to join with him on his voyage. I was surprised and sad at the same time because I could not join due to my health condition. However, Joseph didn't listened to me. He begged and even kneeled in front of me just to ask me if I want to join and because of that, I have no choice but to get along.

I asked my mom's permission first and she gave me a tight and warm hug before giving me her answer and it was yes. She said that  I can do everything I want. She was so kind, the only matter to her is my happiness which made me feel so lucky to her. Thank you mom And I love you so much!

The next day April 26, 2018, Joseph went to my house again to discuss about our trip. I dropped my jaw during his discussion. I thought, it was a local trip but it was an abroad journey. He gave me two plane tickets and Joseph said we will going to fly tomorrow at 8 am. He planned everything for our trip and I knew Joseph, was a very organized person so there will be no problem but in my case, I don't know if I can ride on the plane so I asked my doctor if I could go abroad and travel. He said yes, but don't overdo it. I'm glad that Joseph won't get disappointed and I can spend more time with him, I feel like on the cloud nine when the doctor gave his permission to me.

Joseph went home but he came before dinner. He helps me to pack my belongings and I am glad that he didn't notice my meds. "Sorry Joseph, if I didn't tell you about this. Hit my head in heaven :P" I put my meds in different bags so he won't able to find out about my health.

I'm actually writing this on the same night. Joseph, was  on my bed and he was sleeping peacefully and I wish I could share this view to all of you but I'll keep it myself for now because Joseph was so handsome. I'm going to stop writing now and go in my bed to play with his hair. And don't worry I will write everything about our journey in Australia..

PS. Live without regrets! Enjoy your remaining life while you can!

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