before the trip

The week passed quickly. I didn't manage to tell Andrea what I need to tell her. I just can't destroy our moment when we are both happy over each other's company. I can't seem to find the right timing. Maybe I will just go away. I'm leaving for Cebu trip.

Maybe she will meet another man in a month. I will try not to call her. Perhaps that way she will be mad and ignore me again. Andrea... Andrea .... You are driving me crazy. I'm addicted of seeing you, thinking of you. I'm obsessed with you. I'm so sick I can't control myself from obsessing with you.

I told Andrea I'm leaving for Cebu a day before I left but I didn't told her how long. I'm leaving her in the dark so she will keep her distance on her own. I haven't message her yet, perhaps i won't i will just wait for her message. I want to give her time maybe her feelings will just fade. Coz i'm sure mine won't fade even in a decade nor a century. I need to make things set in order naturally. I tried to be busy talking to our business partners as ordered by Mr Ponti. I will be his representative here since 21% of shares is on my name. That's third to the highest stock holder in the company. They are building a branch here at Cebu same like the one in the capital maybe bigger. So far it's doing well. No corruption is happening and the construction is on time. I came back to my hotel. That staying away from Andrea definitely failed the mpment I saw my phone is full of messages. I spotted 7 messages from Andrea. One message says "I missed you!" I called her to show i received her messages. I asked her about her day. She gladly told me all she did during the days I wasn't around. I told her about my work here at Cebu. Days passed we get connected through the phone. I love seeing her face on the screen of my phone. It feels like I have a virtual pet on my phone, I check on her if she ate already, I check on her if she's fine or upset. So does she. It feels so good that she spends alot of time talking to me on the phone. Then suddenly she asked a question that made her so sad. " When are you coming back?" She asked curiously.

"Next month, I still have plenty of things to do here. I told her just trying to keep my tone even. Her tears fell so fast over disappointment. "You didn't tell me you will stay there that long." I can see on her face she's upset hearing that news. "I'm sorry I didn't know It would take that much time. But 1 month is just a short period. You won't even realize I'm gone. And we talk on the phone. I can check on you everyday." I explained to her but it didn't stop her from crying. I'm laughing at the reaction of her face hearing that i will be gone for a month. "1 month seems a very long time. I missed you so much. I want to feel you right now. Hug you! Kiss you! But you're there. This is so frustrating." She said sincerely while I laugh at her on the other side. She has no idea how long I waited for her. " Please don't cry you look so funny crying on the phone. I don't want you to be sad coz I will be sad too. I will be home soon." Her tears continued flowing while she hugs her pillow. "Why would Daddy send you there. Is he picking on you? Does he hate you for being close to me?" She asked.

"I don't think so. This is just a normal thing on business I will get more business trip when I get promoted. Your father trust me with big responsibilities. That's just it."

"I don't want you going far like this." She's like a child talking now. Making her face even cuter. I want to press her cheeks.

"I know, so when I get home I will make it all up to you." She stopped from talking but her tears still flows. She's thinking... She's taking her time. Just stare each other on the screen. Counting the blinks of our eyes while laying down the bed.

"Ron I think I'm in love with you!" She said seriously. I was surprised of that. I never thought she would say that. It's like a vulcanic eruption coming from her. It's impact is so strong on me. I'm so happy. I look at her face observing her every expression. It is real. She is in love with me. Suddenly with out my control my eyes are tearing as well out of joy.

"You made me so happy. Suddenly I just want to go home and kiss you. Andrea, I love you too! You have no idea how I feel right now. I'm so happy to hear those words from you. I'm so restless on my bed I grabbed a pillow to hug imagining it was her.

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