Author's Letter
Your Bunny
It's been two years since I last updated right?
Your Bunny
So long time so see.
Your Bunny
I couldn't carry on with this story.
Your Bunny
'Cause this story is about my own life.
Your Bunny
You know I don't think I should have named this Chat story "Stuck with being friends".
Your Bunny
'Cause we did not end up like that.
Your Bunny
December 30, 2021
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Yeah, he confessed three days before he left.
Your Bunny
He told me about the situation at December 29.
Your Bunny
And I broke into tears.
Your Bunny
I couldn't do anything about it since it's because of his grandparents.
Your Bunny
I got so mad when they interfered.
Your Bunny
Because I found out that he really wasn't supposed to be with me. That they wanted him to be with someone else.
Your Bunny
So I spent my time with him everyday like it was the last because we didn't know when he would leave.
Your Bunny
I ignored my modules and projects.
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Because none of that mattered more than him.
Your Bunny
I could gave those up.
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Now it's been three months and fifteen days since he left.
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He left the day after New Years.
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It really hurt me that time. 'Cause I had to do my school works the night he left and even got scolded
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(I didn't get scolded because of him)
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Maybe that's why I started to hate school works XD
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He was a big psrt of my life.
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That day he left, I sang Taylor Swifts' "Paper Rings"
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I even changed the "Darling" to "Babe"
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He said that my voice was beautiful
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You know, no one has ever told me that. He was the first person
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To ever say that.
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During the past two years, he told me I was special, so I found my worth. He always cheered me up, so I found courage and confidence. Everytime I wanted to give up, he was also there. That's why I felt so safe with him.
Your Bunny
I learned how to love myself because of how he treated me. And I love that.
Your Bunny
I promised him that I would love him forever. Even though he wanted me to forget him. I know that he might not come back, but I'll still wait.
Your Bunny
This kind of love only happens once you know.
Your Bunny
Letting myself get treated well by a lover who isn't him is something I can't even-
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So yeah, I still love him.
Your Bunny
And I spent his birthday without him, all alone, last week.
Your Bunny
I was kinda hoping he would come back.
Your Bunny
Brave Shine English Ver. by BriCie ft. HanYeol.
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And sent it to him here in MT even though I know he won't be able to see it.
Your Bunny
Some people say that loving someone else more than yourself is bad. But if it's bad then why did Jesus save us, enduring all the pain because of Selfless love?
Your Bunny
So I'll end this Chat story here.
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