A Little bit head up

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...Dedication...

...The Waltz of Love and Hate...

...To the love that was never enough...

...And the person it made me become....

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...Playlist...

..."All Too Well (10 Minute Version)" by Taylor Swift...

..."liability" by Lorde...

..."drivers license" by Olivia Rodrigo...

..."I Can't Fall in Love Without You" by Zara Larsson...

..."The Story" by Brandi Carlile...

..."someone you loved" by Lewis Capaldi...

..."Happier Than Ever" by Billie Eilish...

..."Someone Like You" by Adele...

..." Red " by Tylor Swift...

..."I Know The End" by Phoebe Bridgers...

..."champagne problems" by Taylor Swift...

..."I Will Survive" by Gloria Gaynor...

..."Good as Hell" by Lizzo...

..."Landslide" by Fleetwood Mac...

..."You're On Your Own, Kid" by Taylor Swift...

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This isn't a story about a happy ending. It's about the kind of love that gives everything, even when the other person is too lost to see it. My love was selfless, a life raft for a boy drowning in the endless ocean . I clung to the hope that my light could be enough to pull him to shore, to a life where he could finally see me. But he never did. He never understood the single, real thing he ever had, and he was too wrapped up in the ghost of his past to realize he was letting it go.

I thought leaving would be enough. I packed my life into a single suitcase and moved to a new city, convinced a fresh start would erase the past. I was wrong. Some memories don't just fade—they learn to haunt you in new places. They follow you across states, into new apartments, and linger in the spaces between people. This is the story of how I tried to outrun a love that was never truly mine, and how, in the end, the past never let me go. It just taught me to live with it, to carry the weight of a ghost with every step forward, and to finally understand that some loves are not meant to save you, but to teach you how to save yourself.

This story is for every heartbreak that taught me how to breathe again. To the cold, hard truths that felt like a punch, and the bittersweet lessons they left behind. Thank you to the past for haunting me, the present for holding me, and the future for waiting.

This book is a bridge between the two. Thank you for the memories that refused to leave, and the ones that finally did. And to the people who stood by my side, even when they didn't understand the storm I was in. And to you, the reader, for bearing witness to a love story that was never truly mine.

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For My Love ones, If You are reading this, Be ready to feel every ounce of emotions from your soul and bones, Be ready to love, hate, to be dIsappointed, Angry and Happy. This work will bring out every emotion inside you. Love you all.

And For the people who already paint me as a villain in their mind and somehow stumble upon this work, Don't. Read , if you have a fragile ego Because I am going to pique you all more.

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 let's stay together till the end .

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