The Will In My Hopeless Life
torture
it was drizzling outside.. with the beautiful green scenery,among them was a building
the situation inside the building (more like home) wasn't as pleasing to eyes as it was outside
A man in his late twenties,sat on the couch,the top bottons of his shirt was unbuttoned
his hair was in a mess, his eyes lacked moisture and looked bloodshot,his lips were dry....a perfect example for walking dead
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
....
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
it happened again...*mumbles*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
Why?....why does it happen again and again...?! *runs his fingers on his hair*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
Im tired of going through the same things agian and again! *grips his hair*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
...I want to rest...
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
I really want to rest....
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
I don't even have tears to shed anymore...*miserable*
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
maybe...put in a eternal sleep...
Arthur Montgomery ( ml)
but...I couldn't even die...
He din't move...shout...or..take out his anger... sorrow..
He din't even have the energy to do it...
it's hopeless when you try every means to achieve what you want and see no change in the outcome
it's such a kind of torture where you can neither move on..nor put up with the present...or end things...
Arthur is going through it...not just once but...for the fifth time of his life
Everytime he dies...he comes back to life..same events..and again...the loop continued
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