Introduction
You know they sometimes say you have to pretend like you don't know what's going on?
Well that's what I do all the time
I pretend like I don't know why I am like this or why I don't talk much
But am I pretending, I don't know to be honest
Cause whenever I smile nowadays it feels fake like I am happy one second then my mind goes like am I really happy?
Or you can phrase it like this, I am doing something quite enjoyable along with the others, but in the end I'll be like why should I do this or what's the need in doing this
Funny right ?, because I was the one who was enjoying it and doing it, no one forced me to but in the end it felt useless
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Never mind, it feels like I'll waste your time talking depressing things
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Oh by the way I didn't say my name did I? How silly of me
Alvin
A depressed teenager, well there are a lot of depressed ones I guess
Alvin
I am no star or actor or come from a rich ass family
Alvin
Just from a normal middle class house
Alvin
I have a mother and brother
Alvin
Well about my father ...you'll know it when you read it later if you want to
Alvin
I like the color black or that dark blood-red, it's beautiful.
Alvin
I like my mother and brother too
Alvin
But yeah, I guess It's boring to read about some random side character in a story, well I'm sorry about it, I can't be the perfect male lead you guys imagined being, I am just me, and sorry for that
Alvin
Oh, are you asking if i am studying ?
Alvin
Nah, I just finished my last year of high school
Alvin
currently just a freeloader, who just eats, sleeps, sometimes helps at house works or cooks I guess, basically you can say I'm a burden
Alvin
Why am I talking like this? Well my mom, she is a single mom, who works at both places
Alvin
For both of us, oh by the way I'm the youngest here
Alvin
My older brother ...he- he is cool, a good-looking reliable one I guess you can say that
Alvin
Well we are close but not that close?
Alvin
I guess I'm being boring again huh?
Alvin
Well I hear it a lot
Alvin
All my friends say that, can't blame them cause I never speak much, even if I do, it's just all boring stuffs
Alvin
I am being all depressed again, sorry guys, I'll talk of something else
Alvin
Oh, you wanna know about my childhood times?
Alvin
It's not that great but sure , if it makes you entertained
Alvin
Hmmmm so where should I start from ...hmmm how about from the very start , like before I was even born ?
Alvin
I heard some entertaining things my mom told me
Alvin
So Let's rewind a bit yeah?
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