EP:01 FLASHBACK
Kolkata,West Bengal, India
Child Sushmita(6 years old)
BABAAAAAAA*scream painfully*
Child Sushmita(6 years old)
O Babaaaa what happened,are you feeling sick, please say something baba tell me,open your eyes baba...*crying*
Child Sushmita(6 years old)
Thamma see baba is not responding*crying*
Rohit Roy(FL Dad)
*eyes closed ,no response*
Renu Roy(FL Grandma)
What happened suddenly now what should we do...how will we both handle this situation no one is here*panicks*
Child Sushmita(6 years old)
Thamma come down*crying*
Renu Roy(FL Grandma)
Beta wake up*panicks*
Child Sushmita(6 years old)
* Call her father's friends* Uncle please come fast ....
Child Sushmita(6 years old)
*Crying*
Many people came and took my father to the hospital after someday he was discharged and returned home.
After some months we shifted and went to another city.
Sushmita Roy
*Standing over the edge of 5 floored building, looking down *
Sushmita Roy
Well I guess you guys have no idea what's going on
Sushmita Roy
Let me explain
A rich middle class, joint family's youngest daughter is Sushmita Roy.A family with father,mother, grandmother,uncle,aunt,cousin brother.....my sweet family.
My father had his own business,house,car and 3 bikes and most of all a happy family.
My father and Mother had a huge age gap...
My mother couldn't accept this marriage wholeheartedly but she tried to give the marriage a second chance but still some evil relatives manipulated her and moreover every time my mother chose those relatives over my father.
And my father is a kind hearted man who always helps everyone, doesn't even realise people's true faces and the most disgusting bad habit of my father is his anger,which can destroy everything...
One day my father realised he was betrayed by his business partner which led to bankruptcy of his company in one snap...
To get out of this situation we sold our house and everything...my mother couldn't believe and bear the loss she became distant ...but my father still took her back ..we shifted to a rented house with my grandmother.... every relative cut off every relation with us...
My mother started becoming depressive and also tried to suicide by eating sleeping pills...
My father tried to stop her when she didn't he slapped her ,adored her but nothing worked and soon they separated...chill they didn't divorce they just started staying separately but still in contact...weird right? It was
And then one day my father fell sick after that we left that city and shifted to another city and started a new chapter of life.
My father started to work as an employee on someone else's business.I was transferred to a govt school from private school.We started living in a rented house.And every weekend I would visit my maternal house to meet my mother...And now my family is all about 3 people, me,my father,my grandmother.
And that is how I grew up with weird family equations and a strict father , absence of mother , poverty which led me to be mature at the age of 6 years old.
Standing at the edge of the terrace remembering my past
Sushmita Roy
Well you guys are thinking I am here to suicide but no way , I didn't face this much in the past just to suicide today* crying and smiling*
Sushmita Roy
I am here because I am sad and need to motivate myself to fight back
Sushmita Roy
Well let me give you some advice worth billions of dollars
Sushmita Roy
Whenever you want to suicide just take the knife or go to edge of terrace and imagine what will happen after you due and what can you do if you live ....think how much you suffered before...then think about the problem...why and how...then think about the solution...then decide do you still want to die or fight back...
Sushmita Roy
Your mind and heart will show you the right way
Sushmita Roy
I try this and every time it works 😁
Sushmita Roy
I am just waiting for the moment when my heart and mind both will say to end everything till then I will fight back
Rohit Roy(FL Dad)
*calling FL*
Sushmita Roy
Yes baba*wipes the tears, on 📱*
Rohit Roy(FL Dad)
Where are you?*on 📱*
Sushmita Roy
I am at the terrace *on 📱*
Rohit Roy(FL Dad)
Come fast your grandma had already prepared the tea*on 📱*
Sushmita Roy
Ok I am coming *on 📱*
Rohit Roy(FL Dad)
*Cuts the call*
Sushmita Roy
*Went down stairs to their rented room*
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