I AM TIRED... EXHAUSTED.....

Lindsey's POV.

Why can't you believe me...Why? You easily believe that so called friend yours.

Why not me? What do I lack?

You didn't let me explain my self.

I was brought out of my thoughts by the loud sound of thunder.

I looked up at the sky...

And then it started pouring.

* I hate this feeling....I hate it....I believed you when you told me that all those pictures with you and other women were edited...but why don't you believe me???? * I thought.

" I HATE YOU LUTHER KING....I HATE YOU!!! " I yelled in agony and pain.

I then started crying....

" Whyyyyy? " I muttered to myself.

* You were my life....but what now? I have no one...

I lost my parents and now, I have no one.....

Am so exhausted....* I thought while shedding a tear.

I stopped thinking all those thoughts and then kept on wandering around the streets.

I can't feel the coldness.

The pain am in is way immense than this.

I picked up my wallet and checked the money I have remaining.

" I need a job. This won't last me a week. " I muttered to myself.

I then saw a hotel near.

I took a big breath and then went to that direction.

I entered the hotel....I went to the reception and then talked about my stay....

At least it was cheap.... I can have money to stay for five days.

I filled all the forms and then got my key to my room.

I entered my room and it was beautiful and had enough space.

I arranged my things and then thought of all the times I spent together with Luther.

**FLASHBACK.....

Author's POV**.

" I love you Lutherrrrr...." Said a girl in her white dress.

" Mmm....." Answered a boy with an expression less face.

The girl pouted and said " Why can't you say I love you too...."

The boy patted her head while seeing how cute she looked.

" I love you too Lindsey.... Happy? " Said the boy.

" Very happy. " Answered Lindsey.

The boy hummed in response.

" Luther,... When we grow up....Will you marry me? " Asked Lindsey.

Luther looked at her and smiled.

He then pulled her cheeks.

" First grow up...OK? " Said Luther.

Lindsey just nodded to him.

Time pass...

They're teenagers....

" Am telling the truth. " Said Lindsey with tears in her eyes.

" You are lying. Stella isn't like that...She is my friend. " Said Luther with anger visible in his tone.

" Believe it or not she's up to no good...Leave it...I don't want to fight about this. " Lindsey said with a wronged expression.

She then left him.

Luther asked her to stay friends....Lindsey didn't want to lose him so she left the conversation they had at that.

Days passed, Months, Years....

Finally,...Luther proposed to her....She was so happy that she jumped on him.

Luther smiled at her with affection visible in his eyes.

They then got married....Troubles and problems were always there....

She always trusted him though there were rumors of him dating celebrities.

She was usually humiliated by other people because of her status and her being orphan.

She believed him....Trusted him.....But, until Stella framed her....She was utterly shocked and broken.

END OF FLASHBACK....

Author's POV.

Lindsey got up from her bed and then started striping her clothes off.

She then went in the bathroom....

She entered the tub and turned on the water.

**LINDSEY'S THOUGHTS.......

Die...

There's no one for you....

You are useless....

No one will shed a drop of their tear on a waste like you.....

You are pathetic....

No wonder he left you...

They all left you...

Die, Die,Die,Die,Die, Die, Die**......

She then held her head trying to stop all those thoughts.....

She screamed in pain......" Aaaaaaghhhhhhh!!!!! Stop this pleaseeeee!!!!!Aaaaaaghhhhh!!!! "

She then put her head inside the tub...

Tired....She started drowning herself.....

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