MY ALPHA,MY ONE CH4

Continuation

Bastien’s pov

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

[What is it that keeps me in this life ??? ]

I said cracking my brain and that when I a thought hit me

Yes that must be it

I continued living in this world because I want to confront my mother

Why did she leave me in this world all alone

Why did she have to ràpe my father …. Why didn’t she just abort me when she found out she was pregnant but she instead left me all alone in this house

Yes that must be it

There is no way am still clinging to a thing called ’love’ that doesn’t seem to exist in my life

I know I am lying to myself cause I still wished to be loved … no body is passed the age of being loved but I made every cell in me to believe that I am alive cause I want to confront my mother

I don’t want to be pathetic again

Nico (ALPHA)

What are you thinking so deeply (stands besides him and whispers in his ears )

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

Huh? (Looks up )

I look up at him too see that he was so close to me … so close that I can feel his breath on my bare skin … I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn’t realize he had came so close to me

Nico (ALPHA)

Is my presence so unnoticeable to you

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

Step back

I said as I bent down to grab the knife

Nico (ALPHA)

Wanna take the knife too bad I won’t let you (release his pheromones)

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

Huh ??

I felt my whole body go stiff and I couldn’t lift any part of my body after inhaling his pheromones which slowly spreads in the whole room

His pheromones was filled with lust

They smelt so lusty and horrible that I felt my stomach turning up

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

S..stop releasing your pheromones

The words I said hardly escaped my mouth after lots of difficultly

Few minutes later my legs finally gave up on my and I slide down not able to stand again… my body was burning hot from the inside… I wish I can drink a cold drink to cool my inside

I was panting hard now… my face all flushed off … I feel myself getting wet … again a reminder that I was weak…. So weak that am already so messed up just by inhaling some pheromones and I couldn’t help but curse my creator for making me this weak

Nico (ALPHA)

Alright .. you are ready now (Carries him on his shoulder)

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

L..leave me

I tried so hard to move my legs to kick him but I couldn’t… I felt so helpless

Once again I felt myself being thrown on the couch as I let out a low groan as I bounce on the soft couch

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

P…please am begging you

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

L…let me go

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

D…don’t do this

Nico (ALPHA)

Feel my love for you omega

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

N…no

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

I..it not love .. it lust

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

W..wake up

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

I..if you love me … you wouldn’t ruin me by forcing me with your pheromones

Nico (ALPHA)

(Strips him off his shirt and bends to open his pant )

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

N..no please

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

S..someone please help me

Augustin (ALPHA)

Nico sure knows how to play (said as he start walking towards the couch )

Drake (ALPHA)

I agree with that

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

Please lord help me please

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

I swear I will pray every seconds

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

Just help me once

I said,praying to God that never seems to hear my voice no matter how loud I speak, soon tears starts to build up in my eyes and begins to fall

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

You haven’t done anything but make me miserable

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

Please help me

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

I really don’t want this

They said he will help whosoever seek, aren’t I seeking for help now ?… so why isn’t he helping me

Drake (ALPHA)

You are so noisy ( said and picks up bastien shirt on the floor and tied his mouth with it )

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

Humm Humm ammm

I struggled to talk but the clothes kept taking back my words

Bastien Collin/[RARE DOMINANT OMEGA}

[why ? Why ? Why me ? Why does it have to be me ? Have I done anything wrong to deserve this ? I didn’t beg to be a rare dominant omega]

IF BEAUTY IS WHAT CAUSE THIS HELL THEN I DON’T WANT IT

I WANT YO BE UGLY

AND IF BEING RARE MAKES ME SUFFER ALL THIS THEN I WANNA BE COMMON

IS IT WRONG TO BE AN ILLEGITIMATE CHILD

TO BE CONTINUED ~