The muffled Shouts
Cynthia Hawkins (Mc)
Name: Cynthia Hawkins
Age: 20
Hair Color: Dyed her hair Silver
Eye Color: Grey like sky before thunder.
Job: Part time Café worker
Course: MBBS (Working to become a neurosurgeon)
Likes: Sweet things, Spicy food (even though as low tolerance like her dad.), reading manhwa, comics and anything that is fictional.
Dislikes: Her family, and everyone. Has very bad trust issues (because of a haunting past)
Angel Hawkins (Mc's mom)
Name: Angel Hawkins
Age:??
Hair Color: ?? Brown
Eye Color: Grey like Tia's
Likes: Sweets,???
Dislike:???
Dream: Wanted to become a doctor but couldn't (??)
*THE INFORMATION IS BASED ON WHAT CYNTHIA KNOWS*
Alphonse Hawkins (Mc's dad)
Alphonse Hawkins (Mc's dad)
Name: Alphonse Hawkins
Age:??
Hair Color: Black
Eye Color: Green
Likes: ????
Dislike: ???
*THE INFORMATION IS BASED ON WHAT CYNTHIA KNOWS.*
The screams filled our house. The loud voices of my uncles accusing my dad.
Of how cold-blooded he is, of how much of a liar he is.
It hurts as much as I hurt and hate when my mom is hurt.
My dad never physically abused my mom.
I remember vaguely the last time he beat someone, it was my older brother.
It was long ago, when I was very young about 12 years old.
I did mostly save my brothers by coming in front of them and dad but that day.
My brother behaved rudely with my mom, because he wanted to go clubbing with his friends.
My 19 years old brother, but dad never allowed clubbing or joining such gathering.
So he fought with mom first and when dad came from his evening stroll. He started misbehaving with dad as well.
Which lead to a big fight. I was crying, mom was crying, and my second brother was crying.
My sister wasn't home, she had academy it was evening.
My dad took hold of my brother's wrist, forcefully lead him to a room and closed the door.
And started beating him. After what felt like ages. He came outside and said to mom in a gruff and tired voice,
Alphonse Hawkins (Mc's dad)
"Give me a glass of water, and give him as well."
It was a very funny thing in the long run
My dad and brother, when we are all together. Would joke about it. He says the reason why after that day, he never beat brother is because on that day.
Brother never screamed in pain.
The loud voice of my uncle brought me out of my trance.
Uncle
"To hell with you brother. I took care of the whole family and this is how you repay me. You are a disgusting piece of shit." he said angry and opened the door and walked out of the room.
I heard his words, I was outside with my second-oldest brother. While everyone else was inside.
In my university outfit, I got up and went to say hello with a smile.
As if he wasn't cursing my dad minutes ago. Cursing the brother who send his son abroad.
Cynthia Hawkins (Mc)
"Hello uncle."
Uncle
Without a hint of guilt, he patted by head, and with a dry tone said,"hmm" and walked away, as if he didn't set our house ablaze.
I once loved my uncle. He used to buy candies and used to take my cousins and me and my both brother and sister.
To theme parks and night outs.
But all I see now is a person, because of him, a fight break out in our family almost as if it was a tradition.
A person who fake he cares but in truth he always pretended he cares.
I hate him because my dad can never hate him.
I feel like my dad suffered aswell unlike my mom, whose abuser is dad. My dad's abuser are his family.
Either my dad is too kind, too dumb or is like the fl in a toxic relationship with her ex.
After he leaves, I hear my sister and mom and brother trying to clam down my dad.
I look at my brother, and we shared the same tired look, how long will this fight last a week or maybe for a few months.
The most true answer, until he needs my dad's help again.
Cynthia Hawkins (Mc)
In my life their are many people I love and hate.
Cynthia Hawkins (Mc)
I am dumb like my dad. I hate myself and I hate my dad.
Cynthia Hawkins (Mc)
But it's pathetic no matter how much I hate him. I don’t want him to die.
Cynthia Hawkins (Mc)
Because there are times when he loves us. He loves mom and my brothers and my sister.
Cynthia Hawkins (Mc)
I wish he was bad never good so atleast I can hate him with my heart.
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