Chapter 4 Sydney

"Beat pause beat pause"

"contract expand contract expand"

"beat beat beat beat"

"lub dub lub dub lub dub"

I could hear my heart beating so fast as if its about to burst , "damn you heart, its still not sure it is him so stop beating like this already" I say to myself as I walk back to the student council room with my head down and my hand tightly gripping the paper, I cant help but wonder could it really be him ? I shake my head "stop thinking about thus Sydney u got more important things to do" I enter the student council room and sit on my desk and start to sort the papers according to field that the first year students decide to take, all thats left is now the music room which had the most participation, which takes about 15 minutes alone.

"finally done" I say to myself as I rest my back and look up , I still can't help but think about the scar that I saw which leads to me to a realization that "shit i forgot to ask his name" I place a hand on my face ,"God do I have to go back again?" it wasn't because I was tired , it was because of him I still wasn't sure it was the guy whom I expect him to be , "I hope he is nononono i hope he is not" I couldn't decide what I wanted that time as what if he was the same guy would he still remember me ? if not then what would I do? and if he is not the same guy then I would still get disappointed ,"wow talk about close ends on both sides" .

It takes a few minutes for me to decide.. not that I had a choice but to ask for the name was it was a part of my duty as a committee member, I walk back to the audition hall where the music auditions were being held and I walk in , I see elle is still there looking like she could just fall asleep any moment , I smile and sit next to her "looks like u could use some company" I say as I push her a little with my elbow. "looks like? obviously I need company, its been so long since I the auditions started , I am not saying the performance arent good but couldn't they use 2 days to complete it? why does it have to be in one freaking day" she says with an annoyed face, I laugh a little "alright alright calm down I'm here" , "what are u doing here tho? didn't u just leave like 30 minutes ago?" elle asks confused. "Yeah I did but I bumped into a contestant for the audition on my way out but I forgot to ask his name for the list so I had to come back" I say with a slight red face.

Elle gives me a slight smirk "Oo is he cute??" she asks as she elbows me constantly " ma-maybe" I say in a low voice , elle laughs at my response "stop teasing me! its just because I wanted his name for the list nothing else " I say with a defensive tone , "alright alright I got it Syd dont worry" elle says still laughing . "whatever" I ignore her and focus on to where that guy would be , then I see him not in a line but on the stage , God now that I notice him, he looks pretty cute now that there no blood on his nose , I still can't help but look at the scar, "is that him?" elle asks "the way you are looking at him. you sure its not love at first sight?" , "oh god shut up elle" I say with an annoyed tone. "God he is hot" I ignore her and focus on the front.

As he gets on the stage he takes his guitar out and sits in the middle , I thought I'll just write his name down when he introduces himself but I couldn't get focus after what he said. "Hi! my name is Ryan and I am originally from this town , I recently shifted back here 2 days back , I am a first year student and my interest is in playing guitar and I am looking forward to joining as a participant on the annual day" OH MY GOD it is him, its definitely him it all adds up now , the scar on his left eyebrow , him being a transfer student who returned back to his hometown , it has to be him.. I put both my hands on my face and my heart goes out of control, even tho I still have my doubts I just couldn't help but feel happy..

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