Groovy Kind of Love -2 ((~Taekook~) ~ First Love ~

You are the world I ache inside, Each breath, a bruise I try to hide.. Your name still echoes in my chest, Where pain was never laid to rest..

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The ambulance roars through the night rounding the last bend in the road..

Inside, it’s dim and cold..White light flickers above them, casting shadows on metal walls.. The stretcher rattles faintly with every bump in the road. Machines beep steadily, clinical, distant..

The world outside moves on, a hurried pace but the figure lies still on the stretcher under the oxygen masks still beautiful, but quiet like a painting the time forgot..

Blood darkens the gauze at his side, but his face remains calm, untouched by the noise..There’s a softness to him, a kind of stillness that makes the person beside him restless..

He leans over the stretcher, fingers trembling as they grasp at the hand like a fragile thing reaching for what it cannot cling..

He was breathing heavily.. Fast.. Shallow like the air wasn’t enough..

Jungkook

H....Hyung!

The word breaks before it’s even formed.. His voice is raw, strangled as if the air feels too thin in his lungs..

Jungkook

...Please stay with me..

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Not support

His knees press against the metal frame, body curled in, as if he could shield the other from everything time, pain, fate..

No reply came his head bows low, forehead almost touching the unmoving chest, breath hitching with every shallow rise beneath him..

His thumb brushes over knuckles stained red.. but he couldn't look at the hand that was stained with blood he couldn't as if he was protesting against something..

His hand keeps gripping tighter, too tight, as if force alone could anchor life in a body already slipping too far..His shoulders shake, not with sobs he won’t let them out but with the weight of holding everything in..

Everything in him was trying to hold still like if he moves, the moment will collapse..

Jungkook

I'm sorry..Please...

His breath shook holding on.. Not letting go..

The hand on his felt smaller than he remembered..or maybe he just never realized how cold it could get..

The ambulance slows.. Brakes hiss. Doors slam open behind them, and the cold night air spills in..

Shoes hit the pavement.. Quick steps.. A stretcher rolled over the ground.. One wheel squeaked..

Everything else felt distant & muffled.. As he walked beside him..The blurry hospital white coats and urgent footsteps..But that hand..That hand was the only thing that felt real..

He watched him disappear behind the emergency-room doors..quiet.. like the first time his heart had ever raced for him..

He remained frozen & the silence hugged him so tight until the heaviness in his heart left his soul..

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Not support

Jungkook

*AAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHH*

His scream rips from his throat, raw and broken shaking loose everything he’d been holding in.. His knees give out, crashing to the ground as his palms slam against the cold wall..

Jungkook

...huh—huh..

His chest heaves, breath hitching between sharp sobs..One hand reaches toward the closed doors like it still might open—like he still might be able to follow..

Tears fall fast, blinding and hot.. His face twists with it all fear, pain, guilt,helplessness..Fingers curled into fists against his legs, digging into fabric just to keep himself from tearing open..

His shoulders shake violently, and when he bends forward, forehead touching the ground it’s not from weakness it’s from the weight of a heart shattering in silence no one can fix..

He doesn’t know who to beg now. There’s no one left to answer..

But in the dark blur of tears, he sees it— that beautiful smile, tilted and warm, the way he used to say his name like it meant something..

His throat tightens.. He squeezes his eyes shut as if the memory might vanish if he breathes too hard..

And there it was the beautiful almond eyes, soft and certain,still looking at him like nothing could ever go wrong..That smile..That laugh..Still etched in him like a bruise...

His first love..The kind he never forgets even if he tries to..

His first love..That lingers not in memory but in every version of who he becomes..

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