EPISODE 5: EMBARRASSED

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EPISODE 5: ROOM

Ughh...That smile gave me creeps, A few minutes ago it was a comforting smile and now...I feel like I'm haunted (;ŏ﹏ŏ)

I just finished changing clothes, Nana's clothes are a bit long for me but it's fine, I'm only borrowing these after all.

I sat down in the floor while thinking of what I should do next, I stared at the door... it's clean and... there's a little hint of red on its side...The door then slowly opened and there i saw nana looking at me. She wasn't smiling, but she doesn't show any hint of anger on her face too...She just stared at me blankly...Before I knew it, I was looking up, staring at her too.

"Miss" she smiled.

My heart started to beat faster than usual...I was nervous but more like, scared. She was smiling, but it's not a comforting smile. It's a smile of someone who-

"Miss? Dinner is ready, Sir Haru is waiting for you downstairs" -(Nana)

Her smile changed.

"Uh...Yeah, r-right... Sorry"

I was still scared and my body was shaking.

*grasp

Her cold hands grabbed my wrist, Tightly.

"Miss... You're shaking, are you alright?" she asked.

I immediately pulled out my hand from her grasp and stepped backward.

"Ah- I'm fine, sorry...I'll go now" I bowed my head and left the room. I'm still trembling.

I went down the stairs and went to the living room...

"Haru" I unconsciously said when I saw him sitting in the chair in front of so many dishes on the table.

"Oh! Kawai!, Come" He said while smiling.

He then walked and pulled out a chair for me.

"Thanks"

He sat down and looked at me..He was smiling and his right hand was on his face

he then, tilted his head...

"You're pretty" He said while looking straight to my eye.

(〃ﾟ-ﾟ〃) *Blushes

"Wa-what? " I turned red as I heard those words.

"I said you're pretty" He smiled again and chuckled.

"S-stop it!.... It's embarrassing plus I'm not...pretty" I replied

"Nah" he said

He started to walk towards me, And then he sitted on the edge of the table. He puts his right hand on my cheeks and started to get closer to my face. His left hand then grabbed my right hand, I was so surprised that I couldn't even scream anymore. He grabbed me by my wrist and pulled me closer. I could feel his breath on my neck, it was warm. His lips started to touch my ears.

"You're pretty" He whispered.

"Pretty enough to be my bride"

-END OF EPISODE 5-

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