So how should I start... um well This Rhea Ellis. well I am quite lucky to have a family...I have my dad my mom and my two sisters...and yaa I am the eldest one
But being the firstborn child family has a lot of expectations...well every eldest sister or daughter can relate to it ... And ya I am from that too no different.. There are high hopes for me in my family, and I want to fulfill them. But the problem is I don't know how to meet those expectations
every time we have family gathering the atmosphere became quite harmonious, and suddenly they started to talk about how the eldest one will do in future and yaa now I am here all the good mood's gone now I feel depressed. I am an introvert I can be a good listener but when it comes to me, and they ask suddenly I found myself scared like what if I say something which is opposite of their opinion...
Eva Ellis(FL mom)
so what do you plan to do now, will you go to abroad for further study ?
Rafael Ellis(fl dad)
Yes I also think you should go abroad
Rhea Ellis
(yes, I don't know what to say ...well I don't want to stay in this country too, and it might be better to go abroad for further study.... I can do some part-time job too and maybe I will be able to help my family too)
Rhea Ellis
Alright I will try
Rina Ellis
If you go abroad I will feel lonely*making sad face* but Ariana and I will be able to get that whole bed*smile*
Rhea Ellis
so excited to send me away 🤔
and yaa like that I left my home country and came to this unknown country
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